#htf do I tell them ki krni to upsc hai lekin studying humanities for two whole years 11vi aur 12vi me *might* bore me to death

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

Yaar kaise btau mumma papa ko ki mere dimag me kya chl rha hai jbki meko khudko nhi pta ki mai Sochti kya Hu

#Mumma asked me ki tune non medical kyu le rkha hai jb tujhe bnna ias hai #Kaise smjhau unhe aur to all those teachers who've asked me the same thing ki I'm not fully sure if I want to do it or not #I'm not sure about anything #Sometimes I really feel like I've gaslighted myself into wanting to become a civil servant #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH #htf do I tell them ki krni to upsc hai lekin studying humanities for two whole years 11vi aur 12vi me *might* bore me to death #This bitch is such a coward gosh