#how did i survive secondary school- wearing a skirt everyday. uggrhghh

[hydrxnessa]

can't believe fuckign gamers in early day scp: secret laboratory made me question my own identity. thanks fellas 👍

anyways when i was obsessively playing scp (u need a mic to play), i can't even COUNT how many people came up to me and were like i can't tell if ur a girl or boy ?? SO MANY PEOPLE. AT LEAST ONE EVERY MATCH EVEN. and i was like .. uh, yes? sure. i am a boy today. always have been. what's a woman. never heard of her.

. fellas i don't think i'm normal. no norm. no conform. just me being confused as FUCK !!!!

#this was 5 years ago. #i brushed it off cus i was like im content with being known as a girl #but then i thought back to my childhood and was like .. #wait i didnt like girly stuff. i never did. i thought i was a boy for a while #i even labelled myself as a tomboy for a while. #then suddenly had a revelation (midnight. as you do) #wait. i like being a guy. sometimes. #sometimes i like my voice being deep. or androgynous. #i hated wearing skirts and dresses and all that. absolute disgusting feeling in my stomach anytime i see myself in one of those. #how did i survive secondary school- wearing a skirt everyday. uggrhghh #i never conformed to the girly stuff. bro i liked ben 10 and jurassic park and other stuff that girls my age did Not like. #(assumed from ones from primary school. no one was like me there.) #but sometimes i just like being seen as a girl. or both. or neither. idk #anyways i'm still questioning who i am. idk if it's a phase. but its something i've felt for a veryveRYVERY long time . #anyways that's enough hydra lore. i dumped far too much whoooops . time for me to go to bed #art #digital art #comic #sketch #oc artwork #my sona #genderfluid #queer #lgbt #sentient sen #hydrx art