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[hopelesshawks]

18+ drabble, no minors allowed

Hawks’ whole thing may be about speed but that rarely extends to the bedroom

As corny as it may sound (and he’ll be the first to acknowledge with a shrug and a faint blush on his cheeks that it is in fact corny), he doesn’t fuck you he makes love to you. Slow, deep strokes as he presses his forehead to yours, trying to drink in every bit of you and enjoy the sheer intimacy of the moment. He wants to take his time taking you apart and putting you back together again. He memorizes every little thing that makes you gasp and moan and wrings every sound out of you he possibly can.

There was a time once where you had requested a quickie. He’d been so busy with work that the two of you had barely seen each other and you’d both been desperate. Hawks had been hesitant but agreed, confirming again he was fine with it when you offered him an out upon noticing the hesitation. You both had clutched to each other so tightly as he pounded into you rough and quick, almost animalistic in his desperation to feel you. But while you both managed to finish, you couldn’t help but notice part of him seemed a little sad, a little unsatisfied when it was all said and done. You never asked for him to make it quick again.

It’s the intimacy, you realized, that he needs. Sure he’s still an allosexual man, still gets those desperate, horny urges, but for him sex isn’t about the urges. It’s not about scratching an itch. It’s about the trust. It’s about opening himself up to you and laying himself bare in a way he’s never been allowed to before. It’s about sinking so deeply into you that he can hardly tell where you end and he begins.

So yes, Hawks’ thing has always been speed. But Keigo? Keigo likes to take things slow.

#goooood it’s been awhile since I’ve written anything #sorry yall I moved to a foreign country and started grad school so I’ve been kinda busy 🥴 #but hopefully yall enjoy this #I’m kinda sick and have been sleeping most of the day so no idea if this is good or coherent #hawks drabbles #Keigo takami drabbles #hopeless.drabbles

[hopelesshawks]

Hawks hates that sometimes you just can’t sleep but loves late nights with you

If he could wave a magic wand and cure your insomnia he would. But that doesn’t erase how beautiful you look in the moonlight at 3am, beckoning him into your arms the moment he enters your bedroom after work because they feel too empty.

He always asks what’s wrong, checks in to make sure you’re not too anxious or stressed about anything in particular. Sometimes though you just shrug.

“Probably just stayed on my phone too late. Blue light is a bitch.”

“I let myself get distracted too long and now I’ve looked up and it’s late and I’m only just trying to fall asleep.”

“Honestly I started trying to fall asleep but I tried too hard and now I can’t sleep because I’m thinking too much about trying to fall asleep.”

Nights like these are the hardest to explain but the easiest to enjoy without guilt. Maybe there’s a lurking anxiety that needs to be dealt with but for now the two of you can just curl into each other and talk in hushed voices. When he brings you to lay your head against his chest he’ll say it’s just to be closer to you but actually it’s his super secret weapon. He knows the vibrations of his voice through his chest combined with the warmth of him in your arms are sometimes enough to lull you to sleep even on nights like this.

And if it doesn’t work then at least the two of you can keep each other company until it does or the new day begins.

Whichever comes first. 

#yes I wrote this bc I can’t sleep and don’t know why #no I will not accept criticism #hopeless.drabbles