#his refusal to therapy tho like baby girl u need help and it’s ok. it’s not easy but everything will be ok

[itskenickie]

i feel like kakashi was haunted by haku’s death. i’m pretty sure he lost sleep the days, weeks, months after the incident because there’s no way haku’s death didn’t remind him of rin’s.

they both died at a similar age (rin 13-14, haku 15). they both chose to die to protect the people they cared for. they both decided to die by jumping straight into kakashi’s lightening blade. you can argue that both kids had no regret with their decision.

i can totally picture kakashi visiting the memorial stone after the land of waves mission, profusely apologizing to rin, to obito. maybe even apologizing to minato because he couldn’t uphold his symbol of peace, blaming himself for (accidentally) killing another child. another child among many who was exploited and a fallen victim to a corrupt nation.

i just think that kakashi’s mind must have been so loud and noisy with unwanted thoughts. had he still been in anbu, he would’ve gone on those crazy suicidal missions to drown out the noise.

i wish shittymoto would give us a kakashi spin off that focuses on kakashi, not just some filler episodes. he’s such a complex yet simple character that so many of us relate to him.

#i love my baby so much #his refusal to therapy tho like baby girl u need help and it’s ok. it’s not easy but everything will be ok #kakashi #hatake kakashi