#him and his bobbing orange helmet inside white navy car

[tsu22]

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#nerves are fried from being too happy during the race weekend #eventho yuki dnf-ed #well 3/3 of asian drivers dnf-ed #i cried a little outta shock and frustration at yuki’s shunt #but then i rmb being so elated bcs HEY I GOT TO SEE HIM DRIVE IN FRONT OF ME #him and his bobbing orange helmet inside white navy car #and hes behind pierre at some point in the race that i got to see them close on track #half of the grid touched the wall and got locked up #theres too much going on that i dont know how to process shit #yea me and my problem: my inability to analyse things #n then the yukierrelies are writing angsty stuff in the gc i feel extra raw #as if seeing yuki’s crying face on a big screen and then having to muffled my whimpers bcs its too embarrassing to join him crying #u know what i need another day off