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#hhhhh ive gotta get up at like before 6 to work with the fucking machines. bc i said i would test something today but i didn't so tomorrow
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#me when im feeling normal: lol y do i get burnt out so badly?
#also me when im feeling normal: ur not allowed to do anything until u get X things done. u will focus for 8hrs then youll fucking sit there
#and focus some more bc u really wanna not be doing X anymore
#and my brain is just like wah i dont wanna
#im trying to be nicer abt it. like trying to not get so frustrated when i cant focus and get distracted
#and then just take a deep breath and start things
#but it is weird how for whatever reason part of my brain decides im not allowed to do things until i meet X conditions
#its very annoying and is why my life is such a fucking disaster lol
#srry for being so chatty today i dont think I've talked to anyone since like friday? or Thursday?
#no wait i opened the doors to the lab for a friend yesterday. but i was kinda talking past her bc my brain was like 2min delayed lol
#hhhhh ive gotta get up at like before 6 to work with the fucking machines. bc i said i would test something today but i didn't so tomorrow
#morning it is. but 1st i gotta fucking start this last application bc i wanna stop having stress dreams
#hhhh 8 days and i can go home :-( and then i can stress abt other things
#its weird to think abt but idk if ppl realize how little i tslk to ppl. like my socializing is being around ppl in the lab
#and i try to go in when theres no one there so a when im stuck in a car with someone its like bro this is the most ive talked all week
#i spend 90% of my life in silent isolation and the other 10% talking way way too much lol
#but i cant help it. lulls in conversation make me wanna scream. also insert that always sunny quote abt having shit to say lol
#unrelated
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