Being an adhd creative sucks I can’t ever stick with working on just one story they’re constantly rotating in my head how does anyone just stick to one story or set of OCs what’s your secret
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Gabriel Núñez - ESTJ - Te-Si-Ne-Fi
ESTJs are hardworking traditionalists, eager to take charge in organizing projects and people. Orderly, rule-abiding, and conscientious, ESTJs like to get things done, and tend to go about projects in a systematic, methodical way.
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the thing i love about jinx is that ever since vi left her she is constantly prepared for everyone to betray / abandon her like it is core to her being she expects to be fucked over, but (here's the thing) she always instigates the betrayal. she deliberately pushes people away and tests them and breaks them to the point they break away or even just flinch and she takes that as betrayal and so sees herself as always correct in suspicion and testing them in the first place and by "i love this" i mean i'm in tears
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being both gnc and trans is so hard sometimes. it's like, I'll face adversity for being gnc/trans/whatever-strangers-read-me-as, and in addition to the normal base-level difficultly and pain and fear of these experiences, I'll also feel on some level like it's "my own fault" too because this is what I purposefully decided to be.
I often dress/act like a girl but have a deep voice/facial hair/flat chest -- and I opted in for all of those. I spent more money than I can conceptualize in order to medically transition in those ways. while, in theory, I could've saved the money, not transitioned, continued dressing/acting the same way as I do now, and the problem would no longer exist... in theory. ofc logically I know that's not at all how it works. if I hadn't transitioned I would feel even worse. and the way I'd experience & express gender would still be intrinsically different from "cis girl" -- that's true regardless of how my body looks or sounds. which should all go without saying, because I very obviously don't conform to my CAGAB either. if I did I wouldn't be in this mess!! u know?
...but the self-blame is still there, because for better or for worse I did go out of my way to become myself. <- feels like a truism.
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so. uh. chapter 4 is pretty much done but like. i might not release it until chapter 5 is also done?? mostly because i feel weird posting a chapter that's. mostly just filler because it wouldnt make sense to just. skip almost an entire year in order to get to the good parts
it's mostly just me being weird about it?? but. idk. i dont want it to be so underwhelming ig
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i got size 12 jeans today. i actually have no idea if they will fit but i sure as hell will make them!!!
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Definitely beginning to feel like I’m hard to interact with.
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when i'm stressed and in a time crunch -- which is a lot of my time, lately, and will probably continue to be the majority of my life for at least the next year until i've gotten my teaching certification and can be done with extra schooling -- i tend to... fixate. on various things. i was going to say that doing that helps, but I'm not sure that's true. it might just be something that i do.
anyway. for a few months, it was The Cosplay. every moment i wasn't actively teaching or studying or writing assignments or lessons, i was thinking about The Cosplay and what to do to move that forward. right now, it's baldur's gate 3.
which is a longwinded way of saying that in between work and assignments, i'm going full charlie kelly conspiracy board over amity and her romantic choices in bg3
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Jewel wraps an awkward arm around Hax’s shoulder.
“Hey, you’re pretty good to eath and me. If that’s anything to go by.” She’s trying to comfort her friend.
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@sparedareitspiecesasitflies in reference to This
|| 💛 ||: ❝ That's... different. My parents still had friends.
They weren't like that to everyone, friends don't see tough love like family does.
They were always cordial with them. ❞
|| 💛 ||: ❝ What if I turn out just like them? If I look in the mirror one day and see my father or my mother staring back at me and it's too late. I've already hurt my baby and I- they-- they hate me- ❞
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