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jax headcanons!! involving kinger, queener, and ragatha!!

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so i’m hooked on the idea that jax joined the circus as a child, so i decided to be silly and come up with my own headcanons for it

jax arrived in the digital circus very young, maybe.. 6 or 7. he, of course, was confused and panicked, but queener immediately helped to calm him down. and as time went on, kinger, queener and jax ended up becoming a little family in the circus.

they would read to him before bed, help him eat, run around with him, everything loving parents do!

but, as he got older, maybe around.. 13, he wanted to leave. he wanted to leave the circus and find kinger and queener in real life, since his own life was awful. him entering the circus was a way to escape.

unfortunately, the two had to explain to him that there’s no exit, and he’s stuck there. but that they were with him! and that they’ll take care of him.

he had a breakdown that day, and it lasted a few days. and queener felt absolutely distraught that her son, her prince, was going through this. so what did she do?

she looked for an exit.

from when jax was 13, to when he was 18, queener kept looking for an exit. at first, kinger helped, hoping that she’d give up after a while. but she didn’t. during this time, ragatha joined (dont take this to heart ill change it up when we get timelines of when everyone joined), and her and jax grew close, having a sort of unspoken older sister, younger brother relationship.

but eventually, queener drove herself insane to the point of abstracting.

everyone; jax, kinger, ragatha, gangle, kaufmo, zooble, and a few others (who later disappear before pomni appears), witnessed it.

and jax? oh, the poor boy. he was broken. caine ended up coming around as gangle went to grab him, and he opened up the cellar. he picked her up to put her in, but jax didn’t want that.

he reached out, grabbing ahold of her, being lifted off the ground. kinger panicked, reaching to grab jax’s feet. with the help of ragatha, they pulled him down. kinger held onto jax tightly as he reached out to abstracted queener. caine sealed her away, before turning his attention to jax, who just cried out for his mom.

he just sat there, his condition.. not the best. due to the contact, he started the pre-abstraction phase, his entire body quickly being consumed by the glitch.

caine reacted quickly, this being the first time he’s had to save someone before they abstracted. due to this, some of his coding wasn’t back to normal. he can break the filter, but chooses not to unless need be. it also explains all his keys. he didn’t just find them laying around. (i’ll add a few more things when i think of them.)

the rest of the day, everyone was quiet. kinger locked himself in his room, wanting to be alone. jax did the same, but often just hid around, hoping not to be found.

and that night, jax stood in front of his mirror, just staring at his reflection. he almost didn’t recognize himself.

he was crying.

he hadn’t cried in years, much less any serious tears. queener and kinger were always there for him, to help him calm down.

but this time? he was alone.

he couldn’t understand why his fur was wet, why he couldn’t stop crying. it wouldn’t stop. the tears wouldn’t stop.

so he went to the only person he felt comfortable with.

knocking on her door, ragatha answered, looking up. “jax..?” she asked, a look of shock on her face.

jax stood there, a hand feeling his face as he stared down at her, utterly confused. “my.. my face is wet. it won’t stop.”

“why won’t it stop?”

and ragatha just pulled him in to a hug, and jax didn’t realize he was audibly crying until ragatha rubbed his back, and cooed, “it’s okay. just let it all out. you’re okay, i’m here.”

he spent the night in her room, and they talked.

“why does it hurt so much? it- it's like.. there's a pit in my body, it's so hard to breathe?"

"because it's a loss, jax."

"but i lose a bunch of things-- i don't know why this hurts so bad."

"because it's her."

"what?"

"you're hurting, because you lost her. your mind knows she isn't coming back, but your heart- doesn't. you watched her be put into the cellar, she's gone, jax. and it's hurting because you know she isn't going to come back."

"..but.. she's still alive.."

"..i know."

"..why does it hurt so much..? she's not-- dead, i don't-"

"it's just the way things work, hun. it's.. it's going to be hard, but you'll get through it. we're all right here with you, it'll be okay."

i’ll summarize the rest.

jax ends up hating how he feels, he hates crying, he hates being so sad. so he starts to cope differently. he makes jokes, he becomes more sarcastic, more cold and uncaring for the well being of others. his grief turns him into who he is when we see him during the pilot.

writingn this while sick killed my eyes cuz im not wearing my glasses LOL anyway judt had to thrownhis out there when im unsick ill draw more ok bye guys 🎉

#tadc #the amazing digital circus #the amazing digital circus jax #tadc jax #tadc kinger #tadc queener #tadc fanart #tadc caine #tadc zooble #tadc ragatha #tadc gangle #the amazing digital circus fanart #tadc headcanon #helluvart

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omg.. me posting consecutively??? impossible

anyway i redrew this one screenshot idk where its from but i saw the ut version first and thought “jax and pomni”

pomni looks like a sopping wet cat sorry pomni fans ill do better

#helluvart #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc fanart #tadc jax #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus jax #the amazing digital circus pomni #jax fanart #pomni fanart #they r also that one edibles family guy meme

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my friend got me into rodamrix’s among us series recently and im so ill for these guys i love them sm

also hi im gh red alternate kin? methinks gh yeah blue my bf ok bye i love them

#rodamrix #rodamrix among us #among us #among us alternate #rodamrix fanart #among us red #among us blue #among us yellow #blue my beloved #glitchy my child #sorry im ill over beans #helluvart

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im silly and had just a thought;;; i love spring bonnie sm and watching tadc i went "omg... him n jax would be like the worst (best) friends ever"

anyway i like to think they pull god awful pranks and sarcastically go, "who did that? did you do that?" "no! i would never! did you?" "certainly not!" and just carry on the bit until someone hits them both

also sb does jax's eyeliner because i make the rules of their friendship

anyway i like a da bunnies and ill draw more of them maybe if u guys r interested

#helluvart #fnaf #fnaf spring bonnie #spring bonnie #five nights at freddy's #tadc jax #jax #tadc #tadc fanart #fnaf fanart #the amazing digital circus #they r besties ur honour #i like to think they shove whipped cream pies in everyones faces

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eating up this brush i found like weeks ago

more jax btw🎉🎉🎉 decided to try a simple design for him cuz hes a simple guy

he commited several crimes so he lost his lineart privilege

hes such a rabbitoid

#helluvart #the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc jax #jax #what a guy #hes thinking of who to bodyslam into a wall next #tadc fanart

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HI i got silly yesterday and went "hm au where blue and error have a child thats basically just a physical manifestation of their attraction and care towards each other"

anyway meet 4.0.4, aka flor azul (nicknamed affectionately by blue)

im still planning him out but he's basically soulless, just the physical manifestation of error and blue's love for each other. he defaults to happy go lucky like blue, but can be cold and a complete jerk at times. but when his emotions get the better of him, his aggression is on par with error's.

spoiler alert, in the au error and blue don't stay together, and he spends his last few months trying to fix their relationship. he ends up glitching out and disappearing during a battle between the star sanses and the bad sanses, when the final thread of care between error and blue is broken.

ill post more abt him with more doodles later tehe

#undertale #undertaleau #errorberry #utau #errorberry ship child #utau oc #. 4.0.4 tag #what a guy #helluvart #new tag just dropped #underswap sans #error sans #error x blue #errorberry au

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im spring bonnie and fredbear brainrotting so bad rn (guy who is literally spring bonnie(( so take this little comic thing i found and redrew w the lovers ever like . a year ago

#helluvart #fnaf #fnaf spring bonnie #fnaf fredbear #fnaf spring bonnie fanart #fnaf fredbear fanart #golden fronnie #springbear #the first gays ever #I LOVE THEM

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post-parasite fresh

HIIII i got super silly this time tehe ,':*

meet post-parasite fresh! or p!fresh, or punk for short! a version of fresh without the parasite! im still learning all like the lore for utaus n everything so forgive me if stuff abt him contradicts canon fresh((prayer hands

BASICALLY!!!!! he got fed up w true!fresh and straight up ripped it out of himself, in turn breaking his left eyesocket from the force.

i dont know how good the quality of the ref is gonna be since it took foreva to download!!! so ill list it under the cut

he is half blind in his left eye

his shades are prescription to help with his eyesight

he can feel all the emotions again, but they're severely dulled down

he has cassette tapes that act like ink's vials (since ink helped him make them). they're colour coordinated and he just listens to them to feel certain moods/ emotions. i'll make a list for that in the future, but just base it off of ink's vials for now.

he has to force his censor now, and it really only works when he listens to his yellow tape. other than that, it's gone, and he curses freely.

he carries his bat! everywhere! just to have something for his hands to hold and mess around with

he can summon his skateboards out of thin air with a wave of his hand, it's actually really cool

he's still annoying and irritating, and still has a lack of boundaries, but is learning to respect them more, and setting up boundaries of his own

im silly so he is obsessed w fnaf security breach, the stickers on his bat, walkman, and shoes should be proof enough but he will talk anyone's ear off about it, he loves freddy fazbear guys

other info!!

he never really changed from the bright 90s fashion, just pulled back a lot. it's a reminder of who he was with the parasite, but it's also what he's comfortable with so it's a battle with his outfits.

he has braces!!!!!!!! and his bands change colour and dull down when he hasn't listened to any of his tapes in a while.

for funsies, he has a weird relationship with killer. they annoy each other but killer annoys punk more than he ever did to him, so it's often a cat and mouse chase between them.

him and ink are really close, especially since after punk ripped true!fresh out of his body, his first thought was to head to the doodlesphere and collapse there until ink found him and took him to the star sanses to heal him.

instead of being able to listen to two or more tapes at a time, he combines the songs and colours into new tapes for combined emotions.

he's really sarcastic and likes to mess with people just to get a rise out of them.

he mainly hangs out with the star sanses, and is on good terms with a few of the bad sanses, namely error and nightmare.

chews gum a lot, how it doesn't get stuck in his braces is beyond anyone

his shades also say 'lame' instead of the default 'yolo'.

he has a wall in his area of the anti-void(s?) filled top to bottom with skateboards of all kinds. after he healed up and was well on his own, he spraypainted 'f... fresh' (uncensored) all over them. street graffiti style. error stumbled upon it and laughed over it.

his eyelights, mainly his right one, change with how he's feeling. if he's, yknow, just happy and content, it's normal. if he's excited, it turns into '!!', confused is '??', etc. when he's in love with someone or something, it's a heart, and more often than not, when he's around killer, it's an 'x'. his shades do the same, but he can control what's on them. his eye lights give him away, he doesn't even know they change shape.

a few times, his eyelights changed into stars, which earned him the nickname 'punkstar', which he hates, but secretly likes. he'll never outright admit that, though.

not as good as he used to be with skateboarding and rollerskating, but he can still pull off quite a few tricks.

hates who he was as fresh, and subtly tries to make up for anything 'bad' he did when he was infected with the parasite. he's too stubborn to apologize for anything.

he has big bulky headphones that are super bright and flashy, and he normally wears those in the anti-void to just drown out everything. he can get overstimulated if he's not actively apart of whatever is happening around him, so he retreats back to the anti-void to just calm down.

despite carrying his baseball bat everywhere, he knows nothing about baseball.

get him to open up to you, and he'll latch onto you like a leech seeking comfort and approval. it's.. weird.

when he gets upset (after listening to his red tape), he'll actively seek out stuff to break with his baseball bat. when in combat, he turns his hat forward for effect.

here's closeups of his fit!

i think that's it?? i'll post more abt him later in the future. his whole idea just came to me when i went "fresh but he listens to cassettes and they work like ink's vials" and it moved into this whole thing

(half of the things in this post i made up while writing this LOL)

thats it i think ILL POST MORE 4.0.4 STUFF SOON I PROMMY!!!!!!!!!! ok byebye!

#undertale #undertaleau #utau #fresh sans #postparasite fresh #p!fresh #punk sans #helluvart #90s trash #fresh sans oc?? can i even call him that #i wont im just gonna shove it in the tags tho #radical vibes brah #hes such a loser

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lethal company character my beloved

im obsessed with this game i need to Lethal the Company at all times of the day

404 stuff soon btw⁉️

#helluvart #lethal company #lethal company oc #just a guy #lethalcompany #we need a company #guy named lethal

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HELLOOOO today i present an actual finished piece of art offff....

IIIINKK!!!!!! bro LITERALLY brought out the artist in me because i cant ever do finished pieces let alone have them be this beautiful

ive been seeing this like.. image of him w big brown wings w the tips being rainbow. i ended up drawing them just w the rainbow, but it didn't look right so i added the mint and yellow to them!!

i'll be drawing dream and blue with wings as well!! i have an idea where the star sanses have wings and it's like their own little thing. i may draw more sanses with wings if i get ideas for them tehe

ink sans belongs to @comyet

like 10 different versions under the cut + his wings separately

OOKK BYEEEE!!!!!! maybe some oc content soon idk yet

#undertale #ut #utau #ink sans #inksans #ink!sans #ink #helluvart #ink sans w wings #hes such a pretty fella #bro literally brought out the artist in me i dont remember half of what i did to draw him #the timelapse is also pretty funny #utau fanart #inktale #ink sans art #ink sans fanart #inksansart #ink!sans fanart

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HI GUYSSS so um i was like "404 my son. i hate him" so i sort of gave him a wee little redesign!!!!!!!!!

i like this design of him better

he basically just look one of error's coats and scarfs, blue's shirt and gloves(this vers of swap sans has gloves cuz hes silly), tore them up and wore them

his pants are also blue's but now instead of sneakers, he has black timberlands, a gift from killer (he tucks his pants into the timbs more often than not, other times the bottom of his pants are rolled up)

I SHOULD SAY uh with the way i did his like outline it makes him glow but he doesnt i promise only his streaks on his face and his strings glow not the rest of him he isnt like yknow ethereal

ALSO IM ALREADY MAKING LIKE A BABY 404 AU SO BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR STUFF ABT THAT itll be so super silly i think

ok thats all BYEEEEEE

4.0.4 / flor azul belongs to meeee

#helluvart #undertale #utau #error sans #swap sans #error x blue #errorberry au #errorberry ship child #4.0.4 sans #sans oc #character redesign

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late nite springbonnie doodles cuz uhhh i likea da bun

#helluvart #fnaf #fnaf fanart #spring bonnie #fnaf spring bonnie #spring bonnie fanart #fnaf spring bonnie fanart #fredbears family diner

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BACK AGAIN!!!! drew a headshot of punk yippie!!

he's such a bright guy look at him (hes severely depressed dont let the colours fool u)

i had a whole idea with like proper shading but i literally cannot do it rn so if someone wants to like redraw it in their style go for it(((BUT CREDIT PLE((((

anyway what a guy i love him hes so radical ok bye

#postparasite fresh #p!fresh #punk sans #helluvart #undertale au #undertale au fanart #hes such a guy #one of my friends said he tastes like sour patch kids