#hell is empty everything is beautiful and nothing hurt ♥️

[gaybichon]

this is cute but also i like to think the pope has to preface every single statement with "this isn't dogma but" like he has to break character for a sec and clarify that he's not speaking ex cathedra

#hell is empty everything is beautiful and nothing hurt ♥️

[lotusmi]

You understand, you understand so freaking well I am shocked , that’s exactly how I feel , I am so glad I sent u that ask because honestly I was tired of bottling everything up, you know what WE WILL CHANGE , we DESERVE the BEST . You and me both It will be better from now on , we will take that leap I will remind myself of this everytime I Start to go low

-♥️

It's a feeling like.. "well, i really want it. But I can wait for it. I will live my desires some day" I won't say it feels like a blockage, but more like being listless, unconcerned.

I remember being 7, I had so many dreams. I grow up always wanting, desiring. But I always waited. I was not rushing my life, i knew i would be happy "some day". So i would wait to that "day". It's not like a normal feeling, it is really deep on me. It's not fear, it's not doubt. It's just a big nothingless within me, an abyss. I feel like at the end I have an endless time. I don't identify myself living my life but I can't to identify myself living other life too. I am sucessfully safe and I have no big worries. It hurts that I feel this way sometimes. I feel like a empty soul. I don't have any big "goal". I lost too much, (hell i am crying rn lol). I just kinda of feel comfortable in my really weird weirnesesses lol. Some people are just so obsessed with results and manifesting. And I am like a eternal "waiter", not because I assume my dreams take long to show up. But because I can't see to have any burning desire. It's like something was lost inside of me. I am a really melancholic person and I have been feeling like this since I was born. Always this way. I don't care abour material things, and unfortunely I can't even care about relationships anymore. And that's not a random, nihilist shit, but just how I feel. I know my existence has a beautiful meaning. I know there are a lot of beautiful things here. But I feel lost in all that I had learned till now. I had read lots of books ans researched in all that it is about the reality. I can't live the moment. I just am, I just am… I feel like there's nothing real and all that exists is only a dream that never ends

#lotus's ♥️ flower