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vodkaxtonic · 3 years
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One Night Dance
Request: can u make another katara x reader fluff plsss, your stories have proven to cheer me up when im feeling kinda down
Of course! I'm glad you like them!
TW: Hurt/Comfort, Fluff
Wordcount: 2K
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You didn't know where she came from or who she was, but you knew from the very first minute you laid eyes on her, you were a goner.
The way her bright blue eyes shone with so much confidence and friendliness, the way her body swayed to the music that rang through the cave, and the way she laughed so loudly, her voice sounding like the most angelic thing there was.
It was rare seeing someone like her, so open about her feelings and the happiness she felt right now, in the fire nation. The only thing this country ran on was deep-rooted anger and hatred. It was unusual seeing someone this happy, this carefree.
With a smile, you watched your classmates dancing to the loud drums that echoed through the cave, the new boy from your class dancing with the girl, and they grinned widely at each other as they did. You stood off to the side, not wanting to embarrass yourself in any way in front of the girl you seemed to crush on so quickly.
"What's wrong? Come on!" Before you could say something, Kuzon pulled you by your arm into the crowd, and your face flushed as you bumped into a few people. "I can't dance!" You told him over the music, cheeks, and ears flushed red as your eyes quickly glanced over to the girl standing beside him. "Doesn't matter! Just be free for once!" The boy smiled brightly before spinning away as he left you and the girl alone.
"What's your name?" The girl with the bright blue eyes asked and a kind smile on her face as her body swayed with every beat of the drums, her body seemingly fluid with the rhythm. "Y/N Y/L/N." You answered, a hesitant smile on your face as you slowly followed suit, letting your body move to the sound of the drums. "You're not from here, are you?" You asked with a knowing smile, closer to her ear, and she froze in her movements, eyes wide. "W-what-" She stuttered but waved her off with a smile. "I'll keep your secret." You laughed lightly, and you could see the way her tense shoulders slumped, a breath of relief escaping her mouth. "How'd you know?" The stranger asked, coming closer to you, barely an inch between you as you danced together. "People like you are rare." You shrugged, the song changed, and so did the rhythm of your dancing. "So lively. Carefree." You grinned, looking at her face. Her cheeks flushed a bright pink and her gaze focused on your neck instead with a grin. "What's your name?" Once again, you got a bit closer, your breath hitching as her head snapped up, and you realized just how close you were. Her breath fanned your face as she looked at you, her pupils dilating slightly. "Katara."
That was three months ago, and somehow you couldn't get that girl out of your goddamn head. Her long brown hair, her bright blue eyes, pearly white smile. Katara.
Katara, Kuzon, and whoever was the other guy that looked a lot like Katara vanished. It was like they never existed, and no one spoke of them anymore. Anytime you brought up the subject, your class wouldn't let you say another word. As if you had a fucking hallucination.
You knew what you saw. You saw that girl, her tan skin illuminated by the many firepits in the cave, the necklace around her neck with the blue stone, the light but still visible freckles on her cheeks.
When you saw her again, you hadn't expected it to be under those circumstances.
When the war started yet again, Ozai decided to force the teenagers of the Fire Nation to help the Nation and drew them in as soldiers. It was no fun, especially being Azula's guard. You were one of the best in close combat, and at fire bending, so it was no wonder you got picked to protect the princess.
"Princess!" You called as you ran through the palace. Where the hell did she go? "Fucking royals." You muttered under your breath, your metal suit heavy on you as you jogged through the palace. A bright blue flash made you stop in your tracks, and you ran over to the window, your eyes widening. There were Prince Zuko and a clearly distraught Princess Azula standing across from each other, fire wielding through the air as they attacked each other. An Agni Kai.
Your feet quickly took you outside, and you could see Zuko's back, and Azula's eyes flashed to you, a madman grin on her face. She's lost it. "Attack the filthy water tribe peasant!" Azula yelled, and you managed to jump away from the icicles flying your way, your feet dragging over the ground as you turned to your attacker.
Those fucking blue eyes.
You froze, and Katara took the opportunity to attack you. A groan of agony left your mouth as you flew against one of the columns, heavily breathing as you looked up. With quick movements, you took off your helmet, and Katara's eyes widened. "Y/n?" It was barely a whisper, and you turned quickly to Azula.
It was just a second when you saw her hand reaching up in the air, the other one pointing at her brother, a wicked grin on her face. Her eyes told you what she was about to do, and before you could think, your feet took you over to Katara.
Everything seemed to slow down when Azula pointed her fingers at Katara, the lightning leaving her fingers tips.
A rush of pain ran through your body as you bent the lightning back into the air, your fingers burning from the heat, and your chest tightening in pain as you stared at Azula. Zuko took the opportunity and struck Azula, giving her the last bit to knock her unconscious.
With a groan, your knees buckled, and you fell to the ground. Your fingers burned, the smell of burned flesh entering your nose, and your hand found your way to your chest, gripping it painfully.
You might be an amazing bender, but trying to light bend this quickly and correctly was hard, even for an experienced bender. So it was no wonder that a few of the strayed lighting managed to strike your heart.
With heavy breaths, you fell to the ground, your chest tightening painfully, and you felt incredibly lightheaded as Zuko and Katara stood over you, Zuko's eyes wide in shock and Katara's filled with tears. "Zuko, we need to help them! Please!" Her voice strained as she looked at her friend, and Zuko only nodded before he started taking off your heavy uniform, making it easier for him to carry you away.
"Didn't think we'd reunite like this." It was a breathless chuckle that left your mouth as Zuko heaved you into his arms, Katara right beside him as they jogged through the palace. They needed to find someone to help you, and they didn't care if they had to force them to do it. "Me neither." Katara laughed lightly, wiping away her tears with her fingers, trying to keep up with Zuko's long steps. "I think I'm gonna pass out." You muttered, your vision doubling and getting disoriented as you tried to stay awake. "Don't you dare," Zuko retorted, and finally, he found his way to the medical wing of the palace, eyes of doctors widening at the sight of the banished prince and the water tribe girl. "I-" You pressed out a hiss as you held your chest, your vision getting worse, and before you knew it, a painless abyss engulfed you, and you couldn't help but let it cradle you into sleep.
When your eyes fluttered open, a moan of pain left your mouth. Every muscle in your body sent waves of pain through it, and you felt like death as you let your eyes flutter open, jaw clenched. "Oh my god! They're awake! Let's get the Firelord!" A nurse said, making your eyes widen. Ozai? Ozai would kill you for defending a water tribe girl.
You pulled out the IV and sat up, almost collapsing as you tried to stand up, your hand gripping the bed for dear life. "I need to go." You muttered as you tried to stop your head from spinning, and slowly but surely, you managed to stand up straight.
When you reached the door, you ran into a rock-hard chest, and if it weren't for the person grasping your wrist, you probably would've fallen on your ass. Your hands started to tremble as you saw the robe of the Firelord, not daring to look up. You were going to die, weren't you?
"Y/n?" You almost got whiplash at how fast your head snapped up, once again getting dizzy. "Prince Zuko?" Your eyes widened as you saw the boy in the official Firelord attire, the bun on the top of his head neatly, and a kind smile fell over his face. "Firelord Zuko." He corrected, and you ripped your hand out of his grasp before bowing. "I'm so sorry-" "Calm down, and go sit down before you collapse." He lightheartedly chuckled before he guided you back to bed, and you were glad when you felt the firmness of the mattress beneath you. "You were out for over a week. Missed a lot of stuff." Zuko said, sighing as he took a seat on the chair next to your bed.
"Where's Katara?" Your eyes widened. You only remembered where Azula struck the lighting and that you bent it back towards the sky, and everything after that was a blur. Did she get struck by lightning? "She's been informed. She insisted on staying here until you were doing better, and she's probably on her way."
As if it was on cue, the door slammed open, and Katara stood there, eyes wide and out of breath as she looked at you. "I'll leave you two alone." Zuko smiled as he stood up, Katara running past him, and he closed the door as you got tackled into a hug, a groan escaping your mouth. "Oh my god, sorry!" She squeaked in embarrassment as she pulled away, but you just waved her off, a fond smile on your face. "I thought you wouldn't make it." Only now, you could see the tears glistering in her eyes. A frown covered your face before you nudged her with a smile. "Can't get rid of me that easily."
Katara looked at you, her bright eyes holding words that she couldn't speak just yet, and her smile warm. Your face lightly flushed as you fiddled with your fingers, hissing at the pain pulsing through your body. Your gaze shifted onto your bandaged hand, and you remembered how your fingers got burned. "You know, from the first time I saw you, I was mesmerized." You admitted, your cheeks darkening even more as you chuckled lightly. "You radiated happiness, calmness, and life. It made me feel something I haven't felt in a very long time." You muttered, not being able to stop the words from flowing out of your mouth. "And no matter how hard I tried, there was just no way I could forget those eyes." You looked up, and her cheeks seemed just as flushed as yours.
It was sudden when her lips pressed against yours, oh so hesitant and softly, yet like it was her lifeline. Your eyes fluttered close as you pulled her closer to you by her neck, and she placed one of her knees in between your legs as she leaned against you as softly as she could to not hurt you more than you already were.
You were panting as you pulled apart, the widest and most blinding smile covering her face, her cheeks pink and eyes full of love. "Glad I'm not the only one who felt that way."
If anyone would've told you that you'd marry a water bender from the southern water tribe ten years later and live on the ember islands, and be best friends with the Firelord and the Avatar, you probably would've laughed, but now it was the beautiful reality you dared to call your life.
Who could've known that just one night dancing in a cave together would end up like this?
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knightofbalance-13 · 7 years
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Taiyang Defense Chronicles 6
http://invested-in-your-future.tumblr.com/post/153696301745/parenting-symmetry-and-yang-xiao-long
An older post...But this was REALLY bad.
Its easy to write off Yang’s issues on Raven and pretend that her  issues start and stop there, however if there’s one thing Chapter 4 of  Volume 4(intentionally or unintentionally) made clear is that the way  Yang is being raised or the way she handles her issues due to that,  might as well lead her the same path as her mother.
... HOW?! How is her upbringing going to make her into a heartless bitch? You do realize that Raven’s actions probably aren’t just a product of her upbringing but a part of her nature? I am wholly convinced that Raven is, at her core, indifferent and selfish. Her actions go far and beyond upbringing and boil down to who a person is. If her upbringing was the case: QROW should be the same of similar instead of rejecting it...
This gonna be a Taiyang bashing/Raven defense post isn’t it?
Now, you might be wondering how a girl who cares about others more than about herself  could end up the same as the woman who abandoned her after birth?
VERY oversimplification of Raven and her god damn problems: Raven left Yang at birth, never spoke to her, never interacted with her, never left an impact on her life until seventeen years later which she saved her once, left without a word and then finally said something which was to the effect of: “Fuck you, I don’t love you. Maybe you can earn my love getting good.” 
This is all fundamentally DIFFERENT than Yang: There is no way she can become that heartless and that cold. It is not who she is.
Yang
I am not going to go too much into detail about Yang as a character overall since that is a long wall of text for another time alongside the rest of team RWBY members.
First let’s state the (not so) obvious - Yang has issues. Her mother ran away, hew new mother ended up dying and Yang had to take care of her younger sister when her father shut down She has a weight of the world on her shoulders since the earliest childhood
And right off the fucking bat you fail. Yang did NOT take care of Ruby in the way you are suggesting. Taiyang has obviously been a part of their lives as shown by how they refer to him and how they treat him. ESPECIALLY once you take into account that Yang learned the brawling fighting style FROM Taiyang so he had to have been apart of their life.
Now you might notice I said "not so obvious” - that is because Yang hides her issues and real emotional state real well. Since the very young age she has been conditioned to be the “reliable one”, the one to lean on, the one who protect, the “responsible one”.  Hell, her one of the most important childhood memories that still haunts her is - being reckless and almost getting Ruby killed”. She feels she can’t allow herself to be weak or to exist FOR herself. And thus she got really good at hiding her issues for sake of those she cares about. As I talked before actually, Ruby now came to imitate the similar behavior too.
... No. No she isn’t. Yang is NOT capable of hiding her emotions. She is the definition of “wearing your heart on your sleeve.” Yang is very open with her emotions to the point her emotions CONTROL her. Her anger controls her like when she got angry and attacked Junior (Which goes against your “responsible one” point), she got angry and lost to Neo, she got angry and capped Mercury and Adam speaks for himself. Then we the instance of Episode 4 where Yang argues with her dad about being an adult...which is her brushing off her flaws and being childish while also letting her anger get to her. Then we have the time Mercury framed her and Yang was visible distraught and crying.
Fact of the matter: Who you are describing here is NOT Yang. In fact, this more akin to RUBY in personality. Ruby hides her emotions and issues as seen in Volume 4 where she tries to hide all the pain she left from the Fall of Beacon and her issues about it. Ruby is responsible when she takes the responsibility to talk to Ozpin and see if she was right to be leader. And the reliable part comes from Jaune himself in Kuroyuri in which she pressed forward and inspired them to do so as well. Just what are you thinking?
Due to everything that she went through and had to do, Yang essentially became a very traumatized version of ESFJ personality type. She is the one to protect and provide for those she cares about. The one to take up responsibilities, even when they are extremely uneven.
Which is why Yang ditches Ruby on the very first day of Beacon, stormed a bar and caused countless amounts in property damage and assaulted innocent people and caped a person in the knee despite having the chance to dodge. Yang is protective of people but to say she takes responsibilities ignores a lot of facts about Yang’s actions and honestly acts like Taiyang doesn’t exist.
But Yang does not stop just at the normal role of caretaker. She does it at the cost of her own well-being and her own identity. She has lived her life in such a way, taking care of others, that she feels obligated to put their needs above her’s. She feels guilty when something something goes wrong and she feels uneeded or worthless when she can’t be of use.
... Yang outright says that she doesn’t really care about saving people, she just cares about the excitement and the rush she gets from Adventuring. (https://youtu.be/GJGSywhNk8Q). That’s not true. At all. neither is your point about her feeling needed or worthless because she shows pride whenever Ruby shows independence from her.
Its no surprise that someone like that was hit VERY hard by what happened in the end of Volume 3.  She feels like her worth was taken away, she feels useless, she is suffering from PTSD(and no ptsd is nothing like fear of mice, whoever wrote that line should really rethink their life)
No, that’s not why she’s broken down. She’s been humiliated, had her strength taken away from her, thrust into a situation that she can’t deal with on her own or in the way she usually deals with things: yang has been made vuenrable and that’s why she’s like that. And once again: This is ALL stuff RUBY has, not Yang. Stop ignoring facts to support your point.
I am sure this would bring about a question that was there since the start of the article - how is that anything like Raven?
Nothing. These are all traits that either don’t exist or exist in a person so fundamentally different from Raven it would break logic for her to become like Raven.
Raven
Let me start talking about Raven by saying something preposterous and shocking - Raven behaves the way Yang will in around decade or so if nothing changes.
Okay, but in the way you’re gonna say it and even then, Taiyang helped move past her problems.
Are you confused yet? Shocked?
Pissed off without even getting to the part that WILL piss me off but go on.
To explain that statement let’s analyze the scene between Raven and Qrow.
Raven is in control till Qrow brings out Yang:
Bull honky: Raven was never in control of the talk. The very moment Raven said “What, a girl can’t check up on her family”: She lost. Because it was clear rave was trying manipulate him and Qrow say right through it when he responded with: “She can, but you aren’t so get to it.”
She gets angry. she odes not want to talk about it. She does not directly state not caring. She pushes it aside justifying the needs of others beyond her personal being more important.Â
... NO. That is NOT what happened. Raven tried to get Qrow to tell her about the Relic after taking about family, Qrow mentions Yang and if Raven knew what happened to her. Raven tries pushing it away and Qrow talks about how obnoxious she was being talking about family but not Yang. he jabs at her and THEN she grabs his arm to force control. (https://youtu.be/GaB62PeuFwM?t=11m48s). 
NONE OF THAT has anything to do with raven caring about other people. In fact, the instant the conversations swings to a topic that doesn’t benefit her, she get pissy. Raven is INCREDIBLY selfish as you SHOULD see further on when she talks about knowing that beacon would fall but never lifted a finegr to help them, she denies Qrow help because he isn’t joining her and her tribe of murderers and thevies (Not my words, Qrow’s. You know, THEY GUY RAISED IN THE TRIBE) but rather, she’d be joining him and his group of alturists, she wouldn’t have KILLED an entire village (both personally and leaving them to die by Grimm) for her own selfish goals, abandoned her family to lead the tribe that her OWN BROTHER is disgusted by and refused to help him save the world because he called her out on her shit. The very basis of your is wrong in every convicable way.
Raven is angry when the subject touches too close to personal matters. She feels angry at the sibling she feels has abandoned her.  She feels responsible for a whole tribe that raised them willing to do whatever needs to be done to make them survive. Now does that behavior remind you of anyone?
And she abandoned Qrow...twice, Taiyang, Summer and Yang to lead a group so repugnant that Qrow hates them and all the other shit I said above: THAT IS NOT THE SAME AS YANG CARING ABOUT HER FAMILY. Seriously, this feels more like a compulsive post meant to make a female look good.
Yang is forced to do the same thing, to walk the same path. Yang forces herself to ignore her own needs and appear strong for those who needs her. Just like Raven she avoids dealing with personal issues and counts that as less important. Even deflection mechanism via anger is the same. Except Yang still cares. She still wants to evolve into h er own person beyond who she is. There are multiple scenes through show where she feels weighed down by responsibility and tries to break themold(ex: start of Volume 1 with her implying Ruby should be on separate team and how all of that ends when she feels guilty for Ruby being in danger from Nevermore in the forest).
No, RAVEN JUST DOESN’T CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT HERSELF! Her actions go directly against any collective or personal issues that do not benefit her. Yang has always cared about others (just not enough to reach Ruby’s level) but has always done her own thing. You are jus wrong here.
The anger is the ONE thing you are right on and that’s fucking obvious.
Yang is still caring. So how does one go from where Yang is to where Raven is?
How could you possibly connect thes-Wait...
... OH MOTHERFUCKER DON’T EVEN-
Parenting
The key element to understanding the situation is the scene with Taiyang and what he says there and how it relates to Raven’s own motto.
What does Taiyang say to Yang in the kitchen scene?
"You’re not ready for the real world”
"You think you are ready to go out there on your own?”
"When you stop moping I’ll be there for you”
Taiyang equates Yang’s psychological issues and weakness as “moping”, as something that makes her not ready to be “out there”, not WORTH HIS HELP.
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Then why did stick around when he could go out and find Ruby?
Why did he go and get her a replacement arm?
Why did he support her?
YOU ARE WRONG! Here’s the scene in question: (https://youtu.be/GaB62PeuFwM?t=5m35s) and the full quotes and context are:
“You still have a lot to learn before you are ready for the real world-” (In response to yang insisting she is an adult and how he only uses them when he means it)
“if you honestly think you are ready to go out there on your own” (In response to Yag insisting that she is okay.)
“You’re right, it’s never coming back...but that doesn’t have to stop you from becoming who you want to be. You’re Yang. Xiao Long. My sunny little dragon. you can do anything you put your mind to. So when you’re to stop moping and get back out there, I’ll be there for you.” (After Yang just talked about loss and pain to her widowed, three time abandoned father)
Suddenly, you’re quotes don’t work because Taiyang WAS talking about weakness but about Yang’s immaturity and how she was letting events dictate her life instead of having her control her own life. He was HELPING HER as he was talking.
Your example of Taiyang not helping Yang because she isn’t worth his time is hypocritical as fuck because RAVEN WAS THE ONE WHO DID THAT. this whole post is just you trying bambozlee people into mixing the personalities up!
He implies that Yang needs to get “strong”, to “get back up” before he will help her and before she is “ready”.
That was Raven again. 
He outright refers to Yang as a burden latter on when he is outside too:
Being there for Yang when she needs him. Is a “burden”. Yang is “things to be looked after”. Its the hardest and most cruel words Yang could ever hear. I have no idea why Taiyang feels this way or whether the writing intended this, but this paints Yang’s sorrow as nothing but a burden. Its a huge contrast with how he behaved around Ruby in Volume 3 finale. 
No, he just said: “I have something to take care of.” For a matter of fact, he NEVER said it was Yang. And considering the ending to Volume 4, eh was probably talking about his JOB. Yang took it to mean herself and to tell you the truth: it was probably for the best. yang does care about other people and seeing the possibility of her sister being harmed probably kicked Yang into gear. Guilty can be a powerful motivator, especially to depressed people. And this is talking from experiences.
And it was never implied he thought of it as a burden: he thought of it as a RESPONSIBILITY. Gee, it’s almost like you are demonizing Taiyang.
This evening teaches Yang three things:
She is a burden because she is weak and because she is suffering.
“Moping” is bad and makes you weak. Showing emotions is moping.
Taiyang will give her support when she is back to being strong and useful. All she will get till then is cruel jokes and urging to get “back to normal”.
1. is not right but talking from experience: it can help with getting out of depression.
2. is correct in that moping is bad because you focus solely on the abd and never move onward but the second is bullshit.
And the 3. Is contradicted by canon.
Congrats, you fail.
So Yang feels guilty.
So Yang puts on the arm to appear strong yet again. To disregard her issues. To “stop moping about”. To yet again pretend she is reliable and strong one.
Because being weak is wrong. Because having issues or showing that she has issues is moping and is bad. Because someone who is weak or someone who is hurting “is a burden”.
Wrong. Yang puts on the arm to show that her past doesn’t control her, that she is ready to accept truly what has happened to her and try to move on, to learn and grow. To Keep Moving Forward. 
The only one saying this is You because...I’m guessing you have a pathological need to have all guys be bad and all girls be good.
Does it not sound familiar? Because it should.
It is the logic Raven lives by.
No, that’s “I’m strong so I get to use the weak and kill the weak.” AKA Social Darwinism which is inherently egotistical, arrogant and selfish.
Taiyang, most likely unaware of it and clearly unaware of Yang’s actual issues, is pushing Yang towards becoming like her mother. And before someone yet again decides to send me anon asks threatening out find where I live and kill me, yes I know he has good intentions. That changes nothing. Weak die, strong live. If Yang wants affection or help, she needs to “stop moping” and become useful to her surroundings yet again.
Her feelings? Her emotions? Her weaknesses? That is “moping”.
Fuck you: Even here in Episode 4 Taiyang had a perfect understanding of Yang’s problems. He knew she was hiding from pain and that she was afraid to go back out there. He knew that he couldn’t be gentle with her and he knew what he needed to say so she’ll feel safe and sure to get ready. 
In all honesty, I don’t agree with the threatening to kill you thing but you are WILLFULLY looking at things the wrong way and refuse to take other things into account so if you get flak (and I don’t mean threats) for doing that: You have no one to blame but yourself. You are purposefully misinterpreting the situation and the effects it has. 
Her whole live has taught Yang that you can’t appear to be selfish or have weakness. You have to take care of those who depend on you. In fact the only times she allowed herself to be weak involved Blake. Only a single person was allowed to see Yang being vulnerable. And now the way her own father is behaving and speaking to her at her weakest only reinforces that she can’t allow herself to have issues or to show her suffering to others..
No, that’s not it. Volume 4 takes place 6 months after Volume 3 so that’s six months of Taiyang giving her space and letting her be depressed. And Yang was weak around her uncle Qrow and her father and her sister Ruby so your attempt at Bumbleby pushing ain’t sliding. Stop willfully trying to make Taiyang into the bad guy and Raven into a good guy.
Where this will lead her? At best, she will find staring at Raven in the mirror in few decades. At worst? The being strong out of guilt will lead her towards self-destruction. Because when you only give and give and get nothing in return, there will be the point you have nothing to give. You are left empty.
Except that Yang is getting: she is taking back her life, she is taking back her confidence, she is taking back her arm, she is taking back what she lost. And she’ll take joy and excitement out of her profession because that’s what she wants. The only person now who can hurt her is Adam and Raven.
At this point I can only feel concerned and angry at what Yang is being  put through and can only hope that the show’s narrative is aware enough  of the path it is putting Yang on and Yang is finally allowed to realize  that there’s nothing wrong with having issues or not being the reliable one.  That the expectations of others do not define her. That she has the right to forge her own path. That just because others expect symmetry of her,  does not mean the imperfections are something to throw away. That it is  okay to be imperfect, to be asymmetrical, to feel weak, to display  negative emotions.
... THAT WAS THE FUCKING POINT OF EPISODE 4! It was okay for her to be hurt and okay for her to be afraid but it isn’t okay for her to let those things dictate who she is as a persona nd what her actions and life should be. She forged her own path because taiyang put faith into her and encouraged her to take back her strength. Just because you willfully refuse to see it and instead take it a different way so you can be mad and bitch is not the narrative’s fault, it’s YOURS.
That being Yang is not dependent on  being useful or “being strong” or being reliable. That the only one she needs to satisfy with her identity is herself.
She already knows this, she’s doing this at the beginning of the series: you are just willfully being ignorant so you can bitch and blame the gusy for everything.
Too fucking bad: Don’t like how the show doesn’t follow your delusions. LEAVE.
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