#he ends up in rehab after the divorce comes through and he’s stumbling around London looking for Robin

[glowinggreeneyes-e]

if it’s not already out there I need a modern Robin/Julian AU where Robin is Julian’s dealer for, well, anything.

and they eventually hang out together, because Julian can actually be himself around Robin, there’s no expectations and he’s fun and puts up with him! And Robin doesn’t really trust anyone but the untrustworthy MP, who has put his reputation in his hands. His life in his hands.

so try new strains and imports at Julian’s second or third or fourth house, get high off whatever, and eventually make small mistakes - falling asleep in the same bed, roughing up hair just to feel the other man, fumbling open buttons to get out of clothes because the air con isn’t working but neither is my body, craving intimacy when it’s only one more half-hearted drunken shoulder massage away, trying to remember if they actually did touch each other last night or hallucinate it or dream it because everything is melting together now

until the dam breaks

#then the news breaks and Julian fights Robin thinking he outed his drug misuse to the public and Robin denies because he’d never do that #and they part ways. toxic yaoi my beloved. #until Julian finds out it was Barclay or something who had sold pics of him to a paper #and he doesn’t know how to contact Robin bc he’d deleted his number and never went to his house #he ends up in rehab after the divorce comes through and he’s stumbling around London looking for Robin #but he finds him at the rehabilitation centre #they’re in it together #and rebuild a life outside of it #I have a lot of thoughts about them #bbc ghosts #chess husbands #julian #robin