#he didnt do that but its how he was standing. anyways im realrting to making fun of him because im very upset and like him lots

[myownprivatcidaho]

him looking back over his shoulder after saying goodbye to the whole room to personally look me in the eye and softly say "see ya" with an even softer smile

me, internally:

#pls i remember him like almost popping his foot princess diaries style #he didnt do that but its how he was standing. anyways im realrting to making fun of him because im very upset and like him lots #and am also very relieved to know hes gonna have a terrible day wednesday because i HATE him #more than anything else tho ive been making this joke to myself for a MINUTE now and am primarily laughing at that sowwy :3 #that one crush situation lol #OKAY HONESTLY I FEEL REALLY BAD BECAUSE HE LIKE WAITEDA SEC UNTIL I LOOKED BACK AT HIM AND I DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING #I JUST GAVE HIM A DISMISSIVE NOD AMD HE WAS SMILING AT ME AND I DIDNT MAKE ANY FUCKING SHOW OF EMOTION GOD #AND THEN HE LEFT AND THAT WAS IT AND I SWEAR TO GOD THE IMAGE OF HIM STANDING IN THAT DOORWAY IS IMPRINTING ITSELF IN MY FUCKING HEAD #hes beautiful. #sometimes i wonder if my piss poor sense of self expression has played a bigger role in this whole fiasco than i want to admit. #god.