#hash is sleeping cozy at my feet tho

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i cannot tell if i actually cannot get full deep breaths or if im just freaking myself out

#speaking #ive been waking up with such a weird body feel for weeks now and i feel like its getting worse #ive been awake for like an hour now and i want to go back to sleep but my brain is so scared abt breathing #cannot take a covid test bc blood can cause a false positive and ive been so bereft with nosebleeds i cant avoid blood on the swab #(<- guy who just tried) #i took my loops out so i didnt have to listen so intently to my own breathing bc its making me pankc #which is NOT helping the air situation #okay i think ive calmed down. i cant breathe More but i am not so focused on it #ive been up for 1.5 hours but i can maybe still get another hour of sleep in before i have to get up for work #wish me luck o7 when peach wakes up i get to be like hi babe i got scared and failed at taking a covid test -_- #hash is sleeping cozy at my feet tho #hour later i def wasnt breathing as well. source is im breathing fine now