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#haha love how ocd is based around feelings of powerlessness and lack of control
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#haha love how ocd is based around feelings of powerlessness and lack of control
#i honestly have improved so much overall that i almost forget i have it until i either forget meds or something real shit happens
#most of my really bad compulsive behaviors are gone other than maybe 3
#but the one that keeps rearing up is compulsive cleaning
#and i dont mean like
#gotta clean room hehe
#its like. the world flashes because i get triggered by something either germ or emotional and i have to clean nonstop until The Thing
#is gone
#usually piles of stuff or like actual nasty
#even if it belongs to someone else i have to clean it or else I just cant feel better
#which is bad bc boundaries
#like i generally can step back and be normal about it but when in an episode i cannot
#big sigh
#home is the worst bc family is v messy
#i do not care about the clutter but dishes dont get cleaned for days and days and sit in stagnated water
#and my mom doesnt believe in paper towels or scrubby sponges so i have to use wet rag and then leave it dirty to dry and reuse it :(
#no value judgement bc i got that executive dysfunction from somewhere but damn
#makes it hard to enjoy food
#adhd and ocd combo is so bad bc youre both the cause of stress and your solution
#lowkey feels like the manic depressive cycle where its struggle bus then massive surge to fix it and then struggle bus from burnout again
#sigh
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