#had a rum n coke n now im thinking abt them sry

[banghwa]

hyyh jihope are so like. i can’t trust you for anything and i will lie to you until my dying breath because you are the only one who understands my truth and it scares me i’m your mom you’re my mom we are kinless we are products of our families stay with me in this web stay with me in this hole you don’t deserve to stay in this hole no don’t leave me in this hole let me brush your hair let me brush your teeth let me choke you out i’ve never loved anyone i love too much i’ve never loved anyone more than you i can’t stand how good you are i want you carnally i want you ugly i want you under me i need to be in control of something and yet we will never ever ever fuck nevermind get close enough to touch pinkies

#had a rum n coke n now im thinking abt them sry #dl