#had a VIOLENTLY graphic flashback this morning haha. as in physical sensations and panic

[truckstoptigers]

i remember what you did andrew.

i fucking remember now.

#had a VIOLENTLY graphic flashback this morning haha. as in physical sensations and panic #when we eventuallyleft my room he told my stepmom (his sister)that we were just playing a game. shejsut smiled andsaid 'oh thats good!' #she didnt ask me what wedid. i didnt tell her. i went to the bathroomclosed the door & sat on the floor until i stopped crying #and felt likei could walk without limping too much. i was still bleeding. she didnt even ask me why it took so long #milo murmurs #csa vent #tw csa vent #csa tw #i have amigraine now #and i still had to fuckingsit right next to him after that!!!!! why didnt anyone thinkit was weird he had his arm aroundme we had just met #christmas eve #literally that day we had metand he was already touchy with me why didnt anyonethink that was weird