#guys this is literally the worst hyperfixation ive had in a while

[drabdoodler]

wow! More ISAT! Who could’ve guessed!

#isat siffrin #in stars and time #isat fanart #siffrin #isat #guys this is literally the worst hyperfixation ive had in a while #Looking to be worse than my undertale phase #Oh dear god I actually can’t get this guy out of my head #I try to draw other things and I look down and guess what #I’m drawing siffrin #It’s so twisted the brainrot is eternal

[batlegacy]

Social distancing tag

tagged by @lorceone ,thank you:)

Are you staying home from work/school?

Yes,I do.If I really wanna call it studying whatever im trying to do,then yes,im studying at home.Its the worst part about it,i could do this staying home thing for years,the only thing im worried about is studying.I havent actually joined any of my online classes yet,and even tho i have a reason for not joining them all and some of them i just watch as videos later, i feel like this is gonna end bad..at least i have that one person at uni who helps me survive,or like we’re helping eachother to survive but if i was more social i would just be in one of those group chats where people just ‘illegally’ send all the exam stuff in,so that everybody already knows everything about their next exams,while we’re doing random videochats to do our exams together with this guy..better than nothing but..i blame myself more for my social anxiety since im studying from home..its kind of funny how i feel like social distancing requires more social skills than normal studying..

If you’re staying home, who is with you?

my family.my mother,my dad and my older brother.

Who would be your ideal quarantine mate?

myself.sounds bad but being alone would be fucking nice now...i love my family but ive spent a month with them..i wasnt alone for a minute in the last 4 weeks..or 3..i dont even know...its weird how everybodys going crazy cuz they feel alone in quarantine while i want it to end so that i can finally be alone...and its just frustrating...im used to hearing my dad yelling and swearing but now i hear my mom yelling too and also i hear my brother swearing all the damn time..im the only one in the family who holds in the stress when sth goes wrong and maybe thats the reason i cant stand hearing peoples yelling all the time..it really fucking stresses my out..

Are you a homebody?

i am but i kinda hate that im forced to stay inside..i would probably not go out any more if it wasnt lockdown,but i need the feeling that i could...its like when you were a kid and you got that random burst of motivation that you are now gonna do all your homework and study and its gonna be awesome and then your mom came into your room and told you that you cant do anything until you did your homework and then you felt like ‘well fuck it then...doing my homework suddenly became the last thing i wanna do...’

An event you were looking forward to that got cancelled?

Harry Styles concert :( It broke my heart...

What movies have you recently watched?

im doing a marathon on everything that includes Hugh Laurie cuz i guess i ran out of new hyperfixations and i got back to the ones i had as a 12 year old..so i just watched Stuart Little again and im planning to watch every weird movie he took part in..

What shows are you watching?

i watched supernatural but they are on a hiatus as well as every celebrity i love,i started watching Zoe’s extraordinary playlist and im so in love with it,im rewatching House(thats where the whole hyperfixation started lol),and i started watching Chance...for obvious reasons..

What music are you listening to?

i find myself listening to a lot of 80′,90′s playlists on spotify and for some reason i always do a playlist for my current hyperfixations so im listening to those as well..but im listening to everything,literally..blues/piano stuff when im coding cuz its chill enough,death metal when my family fucks me up with the yelling,a lot of one direction(did anybody use these words in the same sentence before me?),80′s/90′s hits when im drawing...todays pop when im curious..if theres any music genre im uncultured at its todays pop music...im not proud of it...and a lot of weird hungarian quarantine playlists they are the worst...

What are you reading?

i got a book from my mom like two months ago about how to be a functional introvert,i read that when i cant sleeep...so quite often..

What are you doing for self care?

im not sure i know what self care is...i sometimes work out..but besides that...i dont know how to take care of myself...i do what i have to and i listen to music,draw and watch tv shows for my own entertainment...

and this time im gonna try to tag some people soo: @h-bea92 , @wannabe-loser , @sammyimpala-67 , @youreabadliar ,  @danisalutations