#gross and unlovable etc etc and challenging them….. and also the ease w which ive been meeting and befriending new people for the first time

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i want a relationship so bad dear god whats happening to me. i feel like im transforming into a horrible beast AHHHH THE CURSE. AHHHH

#guy whos been happy with just friendships and hook ups for years and years when she out of nowhere wants an actual situantionship: 💥💥💥💥💥 #to be fair….. its not mayyybe out of nowhere since like ive been talking in theraphy a lot about my beliefs about being hideous and ugly and #gross and unlovable etc etc and challenging them….. and also the ease w which ive been meeting and befriending new people for the first time #in years and years…. orz #waaah. the deep buried desires becoming unconvered i might start attacking people or maybe a reflection of myself in the mirror like a dog