#got that smexy double depresso of lockdown AND seasonal sad boi hours

[youjustwaitsunshine]

c]:'/

#got that smexy double depresso of lockdown AND seasonal sad boi hours #but what i actually wanna talk about #sometimes i remember a conversation i had with a guy almost one year ago at a friends birthday #we were really drunk and there were people at the party who were like 'the cool kids' and i wasn't really friends with them #like we were civil nothing more #and well we played a few drinking games in the kitchen as a group but then they all moved to the living room one by one except for me n him #and we just talked and somehow started traumadumping on each other like the really heavy shit until like 3 am #and we didn't talk about that stuff or anything besides like 'hello' in class ever again #and then our yearbook comes around and u could write comments in each others profiles and there was a last minute comment added under mine #like i was with the people who made this but i didn't see that comment until i reviewed the final document #and i dont know who the comment was from but it said 'best at 3 am' and nothing more #anyways i wonder daily what the heck happened there and if there could have been anything at all because the few times we really talked #we got on extremely well #so my guy if u r readin this because of some fucked up twist of fate and this is about you how are you i hope youre well #i miss ur chaotic comments in class c]:'/ #<- thats a sad cowboy btw