#gonna be huffy and sniffly and have like a little tiny mini tantrum and then uhhhh maybe i'll feel better

[teeniestjojokitten]

i always always always feel like im worse at bein grown up than everyone around me, like im bad at being big and then i remembr im literally chronically ill and mentally ill and why am i being so mean to myself but how do i reteach my brain that when the world tells you that if you cant keep pushing yourself then you arent good enough... gonna cry gonna have like a little tiny breakdown

#im scared my meds arent working all the way #like i have energy sometimes now but still cant focus... and i dunno if its cause my brain is going faster #i feel like.... scared cause i have so SO much to do in the next few days and im gonna be pushing myself so hard #but i dont have accommodations sorted out yet for classes.... so i cant even really do anything #even if i wanna say hi im not doing great please lemme have an extension please please please #gonna be huffy and sniffly and have like a little tiny mini tantrum and then uhhhh maybe i'll feel better #tiny vent