#going on like my world hasnt fundamentally changed qnd been Turned upside down

[insanityisfine]

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#this is a wonderful place to forget reality for a while #maybe it's because it's the only one where I feel truly anonymous in but it feels #liberating #in a way #I'll just vent a bit because I need it right now #we lost my grandma a few days ago #and because this country is a goddamn tasteless joke! #we can only hold her funeral wednesday #and I've learnt a couple things about myself in the mean time #I knew my pragmatism overrid everything else in short term emergencies #but turns out #it holds out almost indefinitely #I'm well aware that once the funeral is over I'll break and I'll break like crystal #but until then #I'm out here #going on like my world hasnt fundamentally changed qnd been Turned upside down #I just hope it can hold out until after my mum has her breakdown #both of us down will be #it will be bad