#godddd I love mizuki sm this was such a good mizuki event

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Mizuki vc calling all besties, survive

#rat rambles #sekai posting #in other news I am NOT ok #read the new story. oh baby. #ok ok look at me look at me. this gave me so much that I wanted and more #the big thing is that Im so so happy that they had mizuki relate to mafuyu the way they did #and Im also so glad that they tapped into the mizuki being the token good homelife haver here #Ive always felt that theyre the one with the most reference on what a healthy family looks like and as such felt that theyd best recognise #the true horror of mafuyu's home life #their home was their only safe space for a long time so the idea of losing that hits especially hard for them #also the whole thing abt them realising it was them 'running away' from their problems that ultinately saved them hit me hard #it just hits rly close to home for me. cause thats how shit really is sometimes. sometimes the best you can do is survive in the moment #and I think mafuyu rly needed to be told that. that sometimes you just need to survive moments. its not much but its the most they can do #godddd I love mizuki sm this was such a good mizuki event #also mafuyu. god. mafuyu. fuck man. mafuyu #all the scenes with them broke my fucking heart. and the scene with their mom. I wanted to kill that bitch. holy fucking shit #mafuyu is so so scared rn. theyre in a rly rly scary place. their rapidly losing the only comfort they had and its genuienly rly scary #its also so magical to me watching how far theyve come. they love 25ji so much. they have gotten so much better at expeessing themself to #what rly gets me is just how much their growth shows even outside of 25ji. as they grow closer to a self thats theirs it becomes harder to #hide that self and that in particular is very relatable to my own experiences #god. fucking hell. Im going to kill a man