#give them the fat ugly weirdo disease as someone so kindly put it

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Chronic eczema sucks ass. Especially when you have sensory issues. Especially especially when you compulsively pick at/scratch uneven or dry skin. It’s only recently I realised how much of a lingering effect it’s had on me, I’ve had this since I was maybe 8 years old, it’s my normal, and as it’s seen as such a trivial thing if it’s not intensely severe, you just don’t think about it. It’s just another thing to deal with.

#self portrait #vent art #eczema #ocd things #sensory issues #cw: eye strain #ocd cw #cw: skin picking #cw: blood #sort of it’s meant to be more like lava or fire #but also the feeling of being stained or diseased #like touching another person will curse them somehow #give them the fat ugly weirdo disease as someone so kindly put it #doesn’t help that it makes personal hygiene harder either #CW: skin condition #cw: vent