#getting pissed when it’s not my best work but physically spiritually mentally emotionally unable to put forth my ‘best’ work

[munamania]

i can’t do school anymore die die die die die die die die

#what if i dropped out what if this was the end of it all #i’m kicking screaming scratching biting my way through getting assignments in #getting pissed when it’s not my best work but physically spiritually mentally emotionally unable to put forth my ‘best’ work #i’m sleeping. all the time. i’m never not tired. i have no energy to do things i enjoy except i mostly do just doomscroll and then feel #guilty about the assignments i’m not doing. it would help if any of them felt important enough to me #but i simply don’t care #and so on all fronts i feel wildly apathetic lol! so that’s good <3 #abby talks