#genuinely ack eugh eugh eugh ack.

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you know those times when you look back at things you've read/thought/came up with/drawn etc some time ago and just get really embarrassed because you've changed as a person and now those old things seem absolutely alien to you, like some weird stranger did them and not you?

yeah.

#looking back at some of the story and/or character concepts I came up with some months ago and cringing so hard #they were so edgy it's so embarrassing aughhh #and to make it worse I TOLD people about them!! agh #and now the people i told abt them mightthink of me as 'person with the weird really edgy plot ideas' and eugh ugh eugh #if you read this and are one of the people i told story or other concepts to a few months ago and they were rly dark and edgy: #please forget about them I am a changed woman. #genuinely ack eugh eugh eugh ack. #those bad takes are not mine anymore i promisee #wow this is missing half the words huh. no brain day today ig

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ah fuck

#am scared #oops #watched a video on that song like the wind and got stuff jn recommended and eugh #got a rec of an analysis of skinamarink which like. looks amazing and i think id like jt but jt also looks like it will terrify me #like ive heard id like the themes and subject matter but ack #the pain of being a coward while liking themes and the like mostly found in horror </3 #and lik3 #when i was little horror movie ads would terrify me constantly but this is the first time horror movie ads have genuinely unnerved me since #its weird and oddly nostalgic but in A Bad Way