#fuck anxiety like genuinely. and the breakdowns and panic attacks pushed me deeper into depression so that was fun

[kiwichaeng]

When I was stuck in the other city and crying every day I watched Welcome To The Rock (vlogs by Jenn Colella backstage while doing Come From Away) every night and watched all her interviews and when I say that's the only thing that got me through those 3 days, I mean it.

She said something like "till then be kind to others, be kind to yourself" (or something like that) at the end of every vlog and that to me, who had probably just had a breakdown 10 minutes ago, meant everything.

Anyway, my point is that she single-handedly put a smile on my face after a downright shitty day and made me want to be a better person. We need more people like Jenn Colella in this world.

#I don't know how I survived those three days #I was stuck there while my city had severe urban flooding on eid and I already don't like eid but my anxiety was on all-time highs #fuck anxiety like genuinely. and the breakdowns and panic attacks pushed me deeper into depression so that was fun #I'm still struggling through the after affects of that shit #I just cried all day almost. It was very hard to do anything. But then I'd lie there wrapped in a blanket and rewatch Come From Away #and then put on welcome to the rock #and watch her interviews. #I know I joke about how watching Jenn Colella do anything fixed all my problems but it did help #she's so amazing. like...sometimes I'd put something of hers on to calm myself #The only reason I got out of that shitshow was because of her #evie's random shit #come from away #jenn colella