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#from the day i moved back to campus (which was sept 3rd 2022) until the day i get home from camp this summer (aug 3rd 2023)
clumsyclifford
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#feeling sad
#feeling like i cannot cope with the fact that i can't be every kind of person i want to be
#because they contradict each other
#i can't travel a lot and also be home a lot. i can't live a city life and also a suburbs life
#i can't do a technical hands on job and also a music job and also a psych job like i can't
#i can't have or be everything i want to have or be
#i am struggling with that
#but also right now i'm struggling with the fact that
#currently i am at home. my bus back to school is in eleven hours. and i don't wanna go
#i'm GONNA go cos i don't have a choice but i'm miserable about it
#psychology explain how people get past this because i am at a fucking loss
#stuff
#things happen at my house and i just miss them. because i don't live here anymkre
#anymore
#you know i did the math
#from the day i moved back to campus (which was sept 3rd 2022) until the day i get home from camp this summer (aug 3rd 2023)
#i will have spent more or less ten days at home. maybe twelve. that's my generous estimate.
#ten to twelve days at home in ELEVEN MONTHS.
#that number makes me want to scream into a pillow and like cry on the floor
#but instead i am going to go to sleep. because i have a bus to catch. in eleven hours. and then a concert to attend
#and i. can't be miserable forever
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