#friends getting commissions... loke genuinely congrats but i hate it here so much

[rainswings]

Watching friends succeed while you're failing is just "congratulations! But also fuck you"

#theyre just so fucking good at wvery single thing they try and im just sitting there a pile of shit #they only like me cause theyre used to me and im stupid in a sometimes funny way #the friend you keep to feel better about yourself #friends getting commissions... loke genuinely congrats but i hate it here so much #i hate being salty anoit it too. like they deserve every good thay comes yo them #i dont deserve shit and i KNOW this but i cant make myself be better #im just. too laxy. too much of a shithead. fucking hate it here i hate my head #i mean ahahahaa funney joke post ahahaa #rains talks #vent #ok to rb #im trying to be funny so that im not just annoyingn when i complain lmao