#for once i have the energy but i cant funnel it into anything. sigh

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

shoutout to those nights where the brain says We Literally Cant Do Anything Even Though We Really Want To <3

#brain: we want to do something! #okay! awesome! lets- #brain: NO DO!! only want #cant scribble. cant write. cant read #and so i sit here alternating between staring at several different screens & also the wall #idk if its brain fog or what #it feels like im in waiting mode.... #what am i waiting for!!! i would like to know!!! #absolutely unprompted #stg im gonna end up rewatching good omens while grinding for pier fish on acnh #angry at myself for not doing Literally Anything Else!! #i cant even think about my blorbos bc nothing coherent is going on upstairs #its just vague feelings and images and AUGGGH #i hate nights like this!! can i unsubscribe!!! can i opt out!!! #there are several Important Things i need to get done!! why cant i do them!!! #i wish i had some sort of large fruit i could split open and devour To Cope w this smhhhhh #at least then id be doin something... #for once i have the energy but i cant funnel it into anything. sigh