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#first thing i've written in a month and i'm very pleased too 😌
samstree · 2 years
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Jaskier is easy to please.
It’s a surprise finding, Geralt thinks to himself. At least, it goes against everything he knows about Jaskier.
He’s born noble, spoiled and doted on by a loving family for eighteen years. He has the best education, one that gives him endless titles as a master of the arts and a position at the best university. He wears fine silk, dines with lords and ladies, and sings for kings and queens.
And yet, Jaskier’s eyes always light up when Geralt prepares a simple meal at the side of the road as if a chunk of rye bread is anything finer than what Lettenhove can provide for him. He always leaves the lecture halls of Oxenfurt at the first thaw of spring to catch Geralt’s early contract of the year. He delights in the most mundane days on the path and colors them bright with his songs.
“I wonder how many are as lucky as me. How many souls under the sky,” Jaskier says one night, lying on top of a thin bedroll, under a sky full of stars. “To have found what pleases them, and get to keep it.”
“The stars?” Geralt mumbles sleepily. The day has been long and he’s too tired for Jaskier’s bouts of musing. “You don’t get to keep them, Jask.”
“No, you oaf. It’s…” Jaskier trails off, huffing a smile against Geralt’s shoulder. “Never mind. Sleep for now. You won’t understand today.”
“Yes, sleep.”
“Sleep, and you just might tomorrow.”
Jaskier snores through the night on the ground. He wakes up at the first light of dawn, eyes bleary and hair mussed. He wakes up to Geralt, lying next to him and calling his name gently. A soft smile overtakes his face, their limbs still tangling.
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Geralt just might understand.
Or he starts to, when he pays attention to those things that please Jaskier.
He makes a pair of gloves over the winter with leather and fur in his stash. The plain materials are nothing to be boasted, and his sewing is far from the best. Compared to Jaskier’s doublets and coats, lined with jewels and silver thread, these may as well be two lumps of rags, but somehow, Geralt knows deep in his heart that Jaskier will squeal with joy when he sees them on his birthday.
The sureness settles over his chest, spreading until it unfurls his toes like warm mead on a rainy day. He wonders how long this unnamed confidence has been with him but finds no answer. It seems his life is so full of Jaskier, that there are no traces of what came before his bright-colored existence.
On Jaskier’s birthday, the squeal ends up hurting Geralt’s sensitive ears, but the tight hug that lifts him off the ground makes it all worth it. The gloves never leave the bard’s person even in the worst of the summer days and are proudly shown off to every friend they meet on the road.
And then, Geralt learns ballroom dancing from Essi so he may invite Jaskier to a first dance after the bardic competition. Geralt practices and practices, but when the day comes and Jaskier is all close and eager, all the complicated sequences are forgotten like foams on the sea. The world narrows down to the way Jaskier leans into his embrace and those surprised laughs when Geralt steps on his toes. The first dance turns into a second, a third, and then a fourth. Before Geralt knows it, the music has ended. Jaskier keeps holding on in the silence, his chin resting on Geralt’s shoulder, his scent sweet and happy.
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“So, you are Julian’s witcher.”
An unfamiliar figure appears next to Geralt as the night comes to an end. Jaskier has gone to collect the award from his placement, but there’s no need for an introduction. Golden hair, fancy jewels, sharp eyes—it must be Valdo Marx.
“If I am?”
“Ha!” The other bard nurses his drink. “You’d need my warning, witcher. That one, Julian, is hard to please.”
Geralt could laugh if he didn’t hold too much disdain for the man.
“Don’t believe me? You’ll see. I once filled his room with roses and lilies, composed him full cycles of fine music, but all I got was rejection after rejection. I’d give him all the flowers in the world, all the songs and poetry. But no, none of it was ever good enough for Julian. Our dear Julian, who needs the world and more.”
“Hmm.”
Strange. Jaskier has never needed a world of flowers and poetry.
A bluebell is enough to make Jaskier blush when Geralt picks it from a wild field and puts it in his hand. A simple letter is enough to lift his spirit when solitude weighs down his shoulders while Geralt is away.
The flower will be pinned behind Jaskier’s ear for the rest of the day, and the letter will be read so many times the edges are worn out by the time they finally reunite. One particular songbook in the Jaskier’s pack holds tiny wildflowers and old letters on every other page. That book is growing thick over the years, bursting with little souvenirs of their time together and apart.
Valdo Marx is long gone when Geralt realizes how far his thoughts have wandered. The dance floor is empty. All the bards have left. All except for one.
“Geralt?” Jaskier appears before him, searching, curious. “Goodness, I called your name four times. What’s got you thinking so hard?”
Geralt blinks.
“You.”
“Me? What about—oh!”
Geralt takes Jaskier’s hand and pulls him into a kiss.
It’s desperate and messy, done without so much as a thought. All Geralt knows is that he should kiss Jaskier. All the world could end right now and he should be kissing Jaskier. Their breaths quicken as their bodies press closer. Jaskier lets out a surprised gasp as Geralt opens him up eagerly, teasing him with every swipe of tongue, every quiet moan. He kisses the corner of Jaskier’s mouth at the end before meeting his gaze.
“Wow,” Jaskier breathes, voice hoarse and eyes hazy. He clears his throat. “Wow, Geralt, that was…”
Geralt holds onto the small of Jaskier’s back, practically keeping him upright with how unsteady his legs have become. He can’t help but preen, letting a grin tug at his lips. “That was…?”
“Oh, just…” Jaskier’s cheeks have gone pink. It’s adorable in the candlelight. He lets out a string of giggles, hiding his face in his hands and pressing his forehead to Geralt’s shoulder. “You’ve kissed me, and now I feel like the happiest man on earth,” he mumbles into Geralt’s shirt. “So forgive me if I need a moment. Just a moment to let it all sink in, is all.”
Geralt kisses Jaskier’s hair and feels him suck in another shaky breath. “You are too easy to please,” he chuckles.
When Jaskier finds enough strength to stand on his own and pulls away, his eyes are full of wonder. They are full of Geralt. “Well, of course. It’s you.”
With Jaskier here in his arms, Geralt understands now. He is what pleases Jaskier, and he is lucky. Too lucky, perhaps. To be dear to this loud bard who smiles like a fool at the sight of him is a privilege Geralt would not deserve even if he lived ten lives over. He isn’t sure what to do with this fact yet.
So he answers. “Yes, it’s me.” He makes a promise. “I’m right here.”
Geralt leans in for another kiss, nuzzling Jaskier’s nose, but a finger halts him by the lips.
“You see, if you kissed me in such quick succession,” Jaskier says, swallowing, his eyelashes casting long shadows, “I may burst with joy right this moment. So have mercy on me, will you? Let’s just stay here. Just stay, and remember.”
Under Jaskier’s palm, a witcher’s slow heart flutters at the next beat.
Geralt takes Jaskier’s hand and remembers the moment. He remembers the moment when all the world’s luck is held within their palms, intertwining between their linked fingers.
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It turns out, Geralt is easy to please too.
All it takes is a simple tune under Jaskier’s breath, a slow ballad, full of love and contentment, a private performance for one. It’s such a small thing, such a small joy when they are in the snowy mountains at the top of the world.
Geralt sinks into the big armchair in Kaer Morhen’s library, listening as the last note fades. His eyes flutter shut, tugged heavy by sleep and the burning fireplace. Jaskier put his lute down by the wall and settles on Geralt’s lap, tucking Geralt’s head into the crook of his neck.
“Is my new song putting you to sleep?” Jaskier asks. “Do you not like it?”
Geralt shakes his head, melting under Jaskier’s weight and attention. “Like the song fine. It’s just you.” He lets out a long exhale, his heart slowing. “Want to sleep when I’m safe.”
“Oh.”
Gentle fingers run across Geralt’s eyebrows, and he almost drifts off right there. “We should go to bed,” so he says.
“I’ll join you in a bit.”
Jaskier scrambles away, and the lack of his warmth makes Geralt grumble.
Jaskier huffs, taking Geralt’s hands to pull him up. “Just a few minutes. I have some tidying up to do.”
The world is blurry around the edges and the last line of Jaskier’s song keeps playing in Geralt’s mind. He mumbles an answer, his legs heavy. The bed that belongs to the two of them calls for Geralt with the promise of a mountain of blankets and furs to burrow under.
“Hold on.” Jaskier’s hand is on Geralt’s elbow. “The night is dangerous. Take this with you.”
He turns Geralt around to press a chaste kiss to his cheek.
With his eyes barely open, Geralt winds Kaer Morhen’s halls until the darkness gives way to the warm glow of their bedroom, where the fireplace is lit and his lungs are filled with the clean soap on Jaskier’s clothes.
Geralt returns to bed safely, with a small kiss to guard him.
It turns out, he is easy to please when it’s Jaskier.
It’s as natural as breathing, like these small things, small joys, small kisses. And they are all it takes.
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silenzahra · 20 days
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Today's the anniversary for me! ✨
I know the Mario Movie was released on April 5th 2023, but back then I was seeing the Holy Week processions with my dad, so I didn't get to go to the cinema until April 8th, which was a Saturday, and that was when everything changed for me 😌💚❤️
This is going to get a bit long, personal and emotional, so it's totally fine if you'd rather not read it! 💖
As I've mentioned, this movie saved my life simply because I was in a terrible place when it came out. Admittedly, I had been feeling a bit better that week thanks to the fact I was going out every day and was distracted and such, but my mind was still not totally... fine.
Until, at 8PM, the Mario Movie finally started and I spent the next hour and a half with a silly smile on my face, feeling like a little kid again and experimenting lots of feelings and emotions I hadn't felt in many months. Happiness. Joy. Laughter. A warm heart. Tension. Pure emotion. Excitement. Nostalgia. The urge to cry, though not from sadness.
And the need to get those cute brothers off the screen and give them each a big bear hug.
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(Posted this edit on my Instagram account last Friday.)
Mario and Luigi did really save my life. I had already fallen for them long ago, when I was 13 and played Superstar Saga on my GBA, since that was the very first game that made me see these two as endearing and charming characters with a beautiful sibling bond based not only on love, but also trust, laughter and comfort.
And, in all honesty, seeing this movie, seeing that bond translated into it, was totally a dream come true. Aside from the M&L games, we don't really get to see much of these two taking care of each other (please correct me if I'm mistaken!). Also, I'm a 90s girl, so I had been wanting a good animated Mario movie since... I honestly can't remember. All I know is I used to watch the cartoons (specifically the one based on Super Mario Bros 3), and then I ran into the live action movie from 1993 and... Welp. Let's just say I'd rather forget it 😬 (Sorry if you did like it, it simply was NOT my cup of tea.)
And then this movie was announced, and every new trailer made me feel more and more hyped, and reminded me of my love for the Super Mario franchise. I had already been hyperfixated on it back in 2013-2016, when I played Dream Team and fell even harder for them (especially Luigi), and when I finally got to see this movie, that obsession came back stronger than ever.
I felt like a little child again. I went back to play my old favorite games. I listened to the ost on loop for months, and it ended up becoming my most listened album on Spotify last year.
And I also felt the urge to write again.
Writing has always been an important part of my life. I started at 8 and I simply couldn't stop. To me, it is like breathing, so when I spend some time away from writing, I'm not exaggerating when I say I feel a physical pain on my chest. And due to the bad place I was in, I had been away from it for way too many months.
It turns out all I needed was a dose of brotherly love in order to feel my fingertips tingling again with the urgent need to start writing.
So yeah. There are many things I have to celebrate today and to be thankful for. First of all: I'm alive, and happy, and better than ever, still struggling with anxiety and fears but feeling way better than I'd felt in the years before this film came out. I feel emotion, and joy, and will to continue living and enjoying life and fangirling and being myself. I feel connected to Mario and Luigi and my heart simply warms up every single time I think about them (which is 24/7 tbh).
And I'm writing again! 2023 was the year I've written the most in my entire life, and I owe it to this wonderful movie, and so far I've continued to write this year too, and that's also thanks to Mario and Luigi.
And of course, and more importantly, this film has led me to meet all of you, beautiful people, and I honestly couldn't be more grateful 🥹🫂💖 With you I can fangirl and scream and cry and be myself, and that's why I felt like sharing this with you guys, because I know you understand and share the feelings I've experimented these months since I first saw this movie. I love each and one of you with all my heart 💖💖💖
And after talking non-stop, I believe I kinda feel like finally showing my face here (the real one, not this one 😂), so... Here I go! 🤭👇
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This is me today! 🤭 With lots of Mario stuff as you can see, and I even painted my nails to match the main characters! 💅
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The blue is for Toad, the pink is for Peach, green and red for Luigi and Mario (obviously) and black for Bowser since he was played by Jack Black! 😁
Admittedly, I'm not very good at painting my nails because I'm not into makeup and such, but I do like to see them all painted, I think they look beautiful 🥰 Last year I used to paint them red and green all the time since I went not once, not twice, but thirteen times to see this movie, and every time wearing a different shirt 🤭 Though the one I'm wearing today is the one I wore exactly one year ago, as you can see here! 😁
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I literally cannot remember when or where I bought it, but it was simply PERFECT to wear to go see this movie 😁 And you bet, when the Toad guard said that quote from the first Super Mario game, I went all silly in the cinema: "OMG my shirt!!!!!" 😂😂😂
And here are some pics from some of the other twelve times I went, and you can get a look at some of the Mario shirts I own! I may go and show them all together in a different post, and maybe also the earrings since I own a lot: red shrooms, superstars, fire flowers, green shrooms... Would you like that? 🥰
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Now that I see it, I look a bit scared on the first one 😂 The green shirt I'm wearing on the second one is pure GOLD, and on the third one I kinda felt like I was taking a picture with Mario himself 😂😂😂
I did own some Mario merch before the movie came out, but last year I went and bought tons of it, including shirts, earrings, and of course plushies! 🤭
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They look like a cute little family OMG aren't they ADORABLE I love them all so so much 😭❤️💚✨
So this is it! This is my little celebration of the first year since I saw for the first time the movie that saved my life 🥰 In all honestly, I would've liked to bring a fic or something, but as you all know, I went through a very hard Holy Week and I'm still not feeling totally ready to get back to writing (even though I've gotten a couple new ideas, for which I'm deeply grateful).
But I hope sharing my experience and feelings (and my face! 😂) is enough for this year, and let's hope I can bring a new Mario story to share with you guys very soon! 🥰
I love you all so so so so so so so so so so much!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖
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imhereforscm · 11 months
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Update??? Please 🥺
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Omg, baby, have a seat and take a breath🤣🤣💕💕💕💕💕
(adding a cut, because I'm rambling and I don't want you all to suffer with my long ass post)
Would you like some dessert?? I've got some cake in the fridge.🙃🩷 And if I'm not mistaken, I also got some ice cream too and a lot of chips and chocolates AND BASICALLY MY HOUSE IS ICHTHYS' HEAVEN WITH ALL THAT JUNK FOOD LMAOO
Zyglavis would definitely lecture me on my eating habits乁⁠[⁠ ⁠◕⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠ ⁠◕⁠ ⁠]⁠ㄏ Joke's on him though. I don't eat unhealthy.... I don't eat at all!(⁠*⁠^⁠3⁠^⁠)⁠/⁠~⁠♡ (Don't copy me. I don't advise it.)
I haven't been online much recently, because something just ended in my life (nothing to worry about. Don't worry. I feel like this every summer.) And I'm adjusting to the new thing.
Also, I finished a novel and I've given it to some people to read it and tell me their thoughts on it. It's my first actual novel, so I don't think this one is gonna be published. But you never know what life may bring, I guess!🙃🩷🩷
Recently I also read over another novel I've written and....... I'm not content💀💀, so I want to rewrite almost the entire thing sometime. (That actually made me feel a little discouraged and down about my writing for some time and I'm still recovering from writer's block from it. I had high hopes for that novel and turns out, every single line I've read made me wanna pull my hair out. But there are scenes in there that hold great potential, so it just needs reconstruction.)
AND I'm in the middle of writing the first draft of yet another novel. Idk how that's gonna go. I have a great idea in my head, I just need to get it on paper. I dropped it for some time, because I was loosing track of my characters a bit, but now I've picked it up again.
But that doesn't mean I'm ignoring your fics🩷🩷💜💜💜💜💙💙💙❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 Every fic I have received will be written. I'm just asking for a little patience, because my brain's still recovering from writer's block and for forgiveness from everyone who's been waiting for months to see their requests published.💖💖💖💖💕💕💕💕💕💕
These past few days, my writing was odd. Like- I wanted to write, yet I couldn't get myself to sit down and do it and when I finally did it, I couldn't really see myself in my writing. It didn't feel like "me" and I wasn't content with many of the things I've written and now I've got a bunch of "rolled up and thrown in the trash" fics.
I'm really happy to be here and interact with all of you and write and share the things we all love together💜🩷🩷💜💜💜💜💜 So don't worry! I'm not leaving! All this is just a little dramatic episode of my brain and it'll get better very very very soon!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (Also, a certain Leon request I received this morning is actually very interesting. I've never written about this topic before, so I'm excited to try my hand at it😏😏)
But now it's time for me to share something with you😌✨✨✨
Does anyone remember when I said I was making these two playlists?:
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I made them public for anyone interested😚😚😚 The songs I picked mostly fit the vibe I think each department has. So you might find that the lyrics don't match a lot or that the gender of the person the song talks about doesn't match your gender. So rest easy! I picked them for the vibe!
My username on Spotify: (iconic profile pic. I know.꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱)
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(please, ignore the playlists named "(ignore)" lol. I named them that, so that they're ignored.)
I love you all!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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najatheangel · 3 years
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Hello can I ask for a written ship with NCT 127, Monsta X (ot7) and Ateez pretty please? 🥺 So my MBTI is ENFP, if you're not familiar with that type basically I'm the most extroverted, positive, energetic, friendly person you can meet 😂 also I'm the mood maker in my friend groups! I have to mention I'm usually attracted to people who are similar to me. My interests/hobbies are honestly too many from singing to drawing, watching movies, literature, psychology, astrology, tarot, sports etc. Also if it helps I'm a Leo Sun, Gemini Rising and Aries Moon. I have a lot of 🔥 in my chart 👀 You can say I'm very a passionate and strong-willed person, once I have a goal I don't stop until I make it happen! Thanks in advance for your reply looking forward to it, take care 😌🧡
@sofee-d Helloo sweetie thanks so much for being so patient your ship is finally here! Hope this made your day 10x better. Funny how you remind me of myself and how much we have in common so I enjoyed doing yours a whole lot!
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From Nct 127, I ship you with...Johnny
Positive Side: You two would be the life of the party together! To start off, you are both very extroverted and the mood makers of your friend groups so when combined together, you two will make everyone burst into laughter. I have a feeling Johnny would be attracted to someone that has a similar personality as him so the friendship and romantic level of his relationship with you will stay strong. Also, Leo's and Aquarius's signs mesh very well together (considering he's the closest with Mark, their friendship is literal goals!) He's also very adventurous when it comes to planning dates with you since you both have a lot of hobbies and interests so it's never difficult for the both of you to have fun together. One day you can make ice cream together and have the members rate which recipe was the best. Other days, you would try new things such as going to get a tarot reading or get each other build-a-bears so whenever he's a way you can carry a piece of him whenever you go to sleep. Lastly, Johnny is the best supportive boyfriend when it comes to your goals. He's one of your biggest cheerleaders that'll always be the first to scream "You can do it!" or "Babe, don't give up!" Even when you start to have doubted yourself, his words instantly lifts your mood back up.
Negative Side: Like every couple sometimes they have a lack of trust in some areas of the relationship. Both of your views in life are similar and have similar goals you want to reach in your careers together, but sometimes the way to get there can make the journey 10x harder than it needs to be. In the beginning, Johnny made you nervous since he knows a lot of people including women and sometimes you'd hate to admit how jealous that would make you. Even when he started borrowing your things or taking to places you normally don't travel to, you became anxious and uncertain that Johnny is the right partner for you since he kept making you second guess yourself. "Johnny maybe you should ya know sometimes stop giving other girls the wrong idea. You tend to be too friendly with them." "Y/N what are you talking about? For the fifth time, she's just an old friend I've gone to high school with. When will you learn to trust me?" This tends to upset him especially for the number of months you've dated each other.
Overall: With Johnny almost giving up on building a healthier relationship with you, you finally realize that you want to share everything with him and learn to have faith in him that he won't leave you for another woman. After a two hour conversation with tears and smiles in the end he's happy that you finally allowed him to become closer to you even if it meant sharing clothes, exploring exotic places together, meeting each other's family, and even taking you almost everywhere with him to let him know he's all about you. "From now on promise that you will betray me and stay by my side, Mr. Suh." "I pinky swear on everything that won't happen. And of course, I love you after all."
Another Good Match: Jaehyun
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From Monsta X, I ship you with...Shownu
Positive Side: Now this guy is a little different from Johnny he's more on the quiet and reserved side, but very kind and approachable when first meeting him. Shownu is a bit awkward and shy when first meeting people so with your outgoing personality, some sparks are bound to happen between the two of you. Once he feels interested in you, he would start showing small hints that he likes you such as offering to take you home, tieing your hair in a ponytail for you, staring at you smiling in an adorable way, etc... It starts off very gentle and sweet and then turns very spicy and naughty real fast. The chemistry is undeniable and the two of you are the best when it comes to intimacy. Besides the physical touching and adorable romance blooming between the two of you, he's the best when it comes to taking care of you. Nursing you back to health when you are sick, cooking for you when you forget to eat, helps study with you for your upcoming exams, and the best at remembering small details like your favorite movies so he can cheer you up. Overall future husband material if you ask me and makes the best pair with you.
Negative Side: Since you're very passionate about your work and have a lot of energy (as any fellow Leo would so I understand sis lol), on a bad day sometimes you shut yourself down and don't want to be bothered. So when Shownu keeps calling and checking in on you at times, it makes you frustrated, because you would just like your own peace of mind. When the roles are reversed, Shownu doesn't want to bother you because he feels it would add more unneeded stress on your part when you're supposed to worry about school or work. The fact that Shownu does that also makes you upset and worried that even though he's opened out of his shell for you, he can't share his problems with you.
Overall: Again cause love takes time and patience in order to grow, the two of you decided whenever you don't have anyone else to run to, it's best to depend on each other no matter how small or big the problem may be. It's gotten a lot easier instead of holding all your emotions inside because both of you are sensitive people. Shownu might be better at hiding it, but once he breaks down along with you, he doesn't hold back. In the end, your both each other happy place.
Another Good Match: I.M.
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From Ateez, I ship you with...Hongjoong
Positive Side: Another innocent shy man with the same fiery burning passion for their work of art and relationship with you. In some ways, he's similar to you when it comes to having that creativity, hard-working and intelligent trait so it's wise that you would collab together with him on a lot of songs. I can imagine your relationship starting out strictly professional when you help assist him with producing and writing songs. He would always love to hear your input and would give you the heart eyes whenever you'd praise him. Until one night at the studio, he suddenly confessed his feelings for you through a song and that swept you right off your feet. You've started going on fun dates that the both of you enjoy such as going on study dates at the cafe, playing soccer in the park, and helping him shop for clothes (since he's a fashion icon ;)) He's also all about self-care too so whenever he would get too tired from working all day, he would sleep over at your place to take a shower with you, do face masks and he would allow you to give him a massage before he goes to sleep. Lastly, he's another leader that's the best at taking care of you the best way he can. By sending small gifts or surprising you at school with flowers in his hand and kissing you on the forehead in front of your classmates. Those small acts of happiness will keep the romance between you two alive.
Negative Side: You both have that same amount of love for your career, but sometimes overwork yourselves too hard to the point of taking your frustration out on each other over small things. Although both of you don't mean it, it tends to still hurt the other person leaving them to feel unwanted.
Overall: That still doesn't defeat the fact that you both will still keep trying until the other person feels better in the end. After all, that's how much you care for each other and won't leave the other person behind after one bad argument on a bad day.
Another Good Match: Wooyoung
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Out of the three handsome men, I ship you with Johnny the most...
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