#ficional shipping) and then she had to finish call and i still feel bad that i talked too much

[lucy-shining-star]

Eh I shouldn't be sad because of that

#send someone on facebook birthday wishes and i see they saw that and didn't write back #which i kinda get...aside from fact we did not really have contact in years and we are no friends on facebook even i forgot two previous #years to wish her happy birthday...when i did wish happy new year probably should not do that then #but damn i did remember about her birthday few days before it and recalled few days after it so that was very annoying cause #it was too late #eh i guess it's might be weird to send wishes at all especially if new year ones didn't get answer but well. i kind of feel need #...especially to at at least this time cause it was really annoying last two years recalling it few days later #...also maybe i'm bit sad about that lost contact. i mean i guess it wasn't much but tbh i don't have much contact with anyone #...i also used to call her and then last time i think i kinda wanted to talk too much and told too much about myself (...well more of #ficional shipping) and then she had to finish call and i still feel bad that i talked too much #...and i wanted to next time more of ask things but then in september my phone broke and i lost all numbers and felt to awkward to ask for #number on facebok i guess #...i think it might be reason for unfriending on facebook? i mean that i didn't call...was it that year or next year #anyway yeah i know it's stupid but i'm sad and need to get it out #uh. i was expecting that though i just needed to wish for peace of my mind even if i did expect no answer #so i have to just accept that #...and stop thinking she might answer later she did already read not gonna happen