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[ravixen]

amg helloooo it’s me again!

I finally had the time to draw fanart of the seokmin youtuber au you wrote 💓 (I posted it on my art blog hehe)

I can’t tell you enough how it impacted me so much bc it really accelerated and intensified my loving dokyeom hours a lot. I thought he was adorable before (and very very funny 😂) but your fic opened my eyes to see more of him in a way like when I watch their content, my heart softens a bit more when I see him 🥺💗

I wanted to draw smth asap after I read it but I don’t have much experience drawing svt yet until I got down to doing dk’s drawing cheat sheet the other night 🤧 then I read that you’re closing the blog so www— I really hoped I made it in time so you can receive it 🥺 I really wanted to thank you for allowing my heart to open up much more to kyeom bc he’s such a big big ball of sunshine and all things soft and butterflies hahaha!

thank you so much again for sharing such fun writings~ I’ll be sure to catch up if you ever post more on ao3 or wherever you’ll move 🥺💓

CHIA...literally had to let this ask marinate in my ask for an hour because you made me second guess my decision to go private, something i've been considering for a month or two. THE IMPACT OF YOUR WORDS...i'm so glad that you're in love with dokyeom because he deserves the world and then some. thank you for taking the time to draw youtuber!seokmin in particular because youtuber!svt is something i started in 2015, so it holds a special place in my heart.

i treat ao3 as an archive, so i won't post more until this blog reopens!! hopefully, i'll be back by the end of the year :) i'll be doing my student teaching this semester and possibly opening art/writing commissions - keeping myself busy and reminding myself why i like creating in the first place.

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[ravixen]

aeris hi again! 😭💖 amg I wanted to drop by again to tell you just how much I love your stuff 💖 I read the rb you mentioned me in and amg if you continue the rest of youtuber au I will honestly cry buckets and heart will skip in glee!

but also take your time, whether you ever decide to continue or do something else with it. I’m just happy it exists and all the fics you already posted are super chef’s kiss and give me endless serotonin already. I’ve been sharing them to my carat friends too who also love fics like these bc everyone needs to read youtuber au and youtuber!seokmin and fall in lovr with him he really is very much an angel 😭💖

and this might be like my 4th? 5th time? visiting your masterlist again because I’m gonna go through and read your stuff again bc they’re just that feel good (even the angst fics!)

every time I see you @/ me in my notifs I end up re-reading the fic and like literally I end up doing kick giggles from how much it fills me with joy 😂👏🏻

I haven’t been having the best time lately. the only thing keeping me sane is Seventeen and reading all these fics is making it more enjoyable for me (and thus I end up neck-deep in the diamond life) 💖 thank you so so much for sharing all the little worlds and universes you have of them to your blog 🥺🫶🏻 also do you accept fanart? I’ll probs post a surprise on my art blog soon bc of how much your writings give me an extra dose of sunshine rn

that's so so sweet of you to share with your carat friends 🥺🥺🥺 pls do!! it makes my heart so warm. i have a pretty extensive masterlist haha you'll be here for a while. as for not feeling great, i definitely feel you on that one - the way my writing grounds you is the same way your asks/reblogs are currently grounding me. sometimes i'm tempted to just write for myself and keep things in my folders forever, but sharing my stuff out for responses like yours makes it a lot more fun and worthwhile.

yes yes yes to the fan art!! i actually have a masterlist for people's submissions, so i can add yours to it!

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[ravixen]

amg I really love that youtuber au 😭 I recently became a baby Carat and stumbled on it while going through multiple fic recs and enjoyed your writing style so much 🥺

also!! I didn’t realize the bullet point list for Shua and Dokyeomie have such a gap? 😳 I thought they would be like a few years apart. You can really tell the development in the writing when you compare them 😂 I really love how you wrote Seokmin’s like he’s my 2nd svt bias so my heart literally melted and turned into goo from how cute you portrayed him (in every fic too like amg ty for letting my seokmin loving hours grow!)

like tbh idk how to even form thoughts bc I don’t think there’s actually thoughts that can form a very coherent description of how I felt while reading Seokmin’s au 😭

it was like (cw// description of food!) — you know when something fluffy and sweet melts in your mouth? not like cotton candy because it’s kinda rough from the sugar particles but like idk let’s say pancakes but they melt into a soft texture in your mouth? and it leaves you with this softness and tender warmth in your mouth? 🥺💖 you wrote him like that and it makes me feel so sbdbsjdd that I probs have sprouted tiny wings that flapped so hard from how cute it was.

tl;dr — Seokmin’s was so cute and sweet it was like he’s the angel himself and y/n happens to be his human angel. THAT MAN IS SO SOFT LIKE HE’S SUCH A GOOF BUT IT WAS THE ✨ I M A G E R Y ✨ OF HIM GOING SOFT HOURS FOR HIS ANGEL GRIPPING MY BARS 😭💖

and amg for Jisoo’s (I’m so sorry this ask is so long 🤡) 😭😭😭 I would consume any Jisoo content! Like he is 😔💖 the loml atm 😔💖✨⭐️❤️‍🔥 sunday darling rain is fallin man vibes whoo-hoo~ 💓❣️💗💕💖💘💓💘💞💖❤️‍🩹💝 I would go through many lifetimes fics with him. So when I read— amg I think I read the double texting first? and then I saw there was a Youtuber au for Shua and immediately went YES.

When I read his I was bopping bc amg yes my boy! would be like those 2013—2016 cover artists on YT like he gives me those vibes 🥺 also it didn’t help that I was so obsessed with covertube back in the day I followed Alex Goot and his friends and listened to their covers often and the plot of bumping into each other at a wedding and becoming his guitar student is so cute too? like idk idk I’m probably just whipped for a one Joshua Hong but goodness! I would go to guitar for him! 🥺 I can see this becoming a short film 😭 like those cornetto shorts or webseries on YT hahaha!

then after that, I went through the rest of your Youtuber AU (and your masterlist 😭 can I just say the fight and the taking off promise ring hurt me so bad? like amg 🥺) — and had to grip my heart over them 😭 Jihooney’s made me smile like mad and Cheol’s was so cute too brb crying 😭 and Hoshi horang’s was so funny like the whole my fave youtuber is my new neighbor now like it was so romcom-esque I felt like this entire tag treated my rom-com loving self so well 😭💓

👉🏻👈🏻 amg if you see me in your notifs I’m perhaps going through your masterlist bc I enjoy reading your fics so much 😭 I can’t speak for every single one or else this ask might get way too long than how it already is but I really really enjoy them 🥺💖 especially the bullet point fics 😂 thank you for sharing so much of them with us 💖💖 and it makes me love Seventeen even more ☺️✨

i read your message multiple times as soon as i got it, and it actually made me get out of bed at a reasonable time so that i can reply haha thank you so much for your excitement!! reblogs/fic recs are so, so, so important for this reason. likes are nice, but reblogs help so much more. the fact that you saw a 2016 story of mine in 2022 is proof of that! i started my youtuber!aus in 2015, and they hold a special place in my heart.

honestly, i've been feeling kind of down about my writing lately, but getting affirmations like these - and the kind words you put in the reblogs - makes my week. yes, at the end of the day, i'm writing mostly for myself and my satisfaction, but because so many of my posts these days are (free) requests, it makes me sad when it seems like they're not enough, y'know? thank you so much for your reblogs and enjoy reading through the rest of my posts!! there's a lot haha

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[ravixen]

brb gonna cry bc if you ever make anything for werewolf au/ any supernatural au— tbh aeris any fic you make I will be here ready to write like paragraphs of love😭 a fic I will devour (ú.u)💖 especially if it’s shua or seokmin I like reading anything you post 😌 it’s one of my favorite past times when I’m in the mood for some daydreaming

actually!! I mentioned this on my other svt blog, but I've been outlining a seokmin romcom adventure series if you want to hear about it :3c it's not supernatural!au, but I think it's still fun

also I look forward to your paragraph of tags every time!!

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[ravixen]

Also ily Aeris I have to mention Vampire! Joshua as a special mention bc he has me by the neck I'd mention it in the event ask but it would get so long since you deserve a long list of fics of yours that I like!

BUT ANYWAYS YEAH VAMP!SHUA 🥺🥺 he owns my kneecaps like it's just his aura! His vibe!It speaks victorian gentleman written by a woman. He is so soft and gentle even tho he's kinda crazy but we all need a bit of funky in our lives and Tove that these traits translated well in that fic be sure, he is a gentleman! A fine not so young man but he's also so mischievous and playful like idk I think your writing style captured that so well (also bc I can’t forget the Jeonghan looks like a drowned orphaned victorian child line 😭😂 it cracks me up so bad)

CHIAAA!! tysm for taking part in aeris april - i'm working on your drabble right now, but i'll answer this first 🫶 every time i see your tags under my works, i get so excited because you gas me up SO much. really brightens my day whenever i go back through my feedback tag and see the literal paragraphs you've written. sometimes i really like what i've written and sometimes i don't, but just seeing someone THAT happy for my ideas makes me feel so validated. so much love for you 🥺🥺🥺🥺

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[ravixen]

Not a request! Hahaha I just wanted to slip in an ask about how much I appreciate your work 😌💗 (also bc HHH I LOVE THE DRABBLES YOU’VE WRITTEN FROM THE DRABBLE GAME 😭) I still have to come back to the prince!seokmin one and give it my most coherent thoughts bc I love royalty au’s and I had to know your take on a prince and sorcerer/magician/wizard pair 🥺especially since Arthur!Kyeom exists and I’ve been toying with the idea of arthur!kyeom with a merlin!s/o since (like the angst THE ANGST POTENTIAL IS SO STRONG) 😭 so when I read the drabble at the salon I had to calm myself from exploding 😭💗

love the Shua one so much like tears in my eyes I could picture his 😅😅😅 when he realized his oopsie! 😭 sbdbs aeris you made me pine for him like can I have one shifter boyfriend pls and thank you (also lmao not me re-reading your shifter au again too)

Like omogosh cupid aeris?! How are you able to make me swoon in 500 words or less 😭 I absolutely enjoy the aus your brain thinks of 🥺💗 they’re so fun to read esp bc I feel like the tags I frequent havent been updated lots so I enjoy re-reading your fics! Even if I’ve read them 4-6x already it’s always so fresh 😭 like I never get bored of reading them over and over again

the past few days have been really busy and exhausting, so i kept this in my inbox for a few days to re-read for strength. also because i didn't have the time or mental energy to respond LOL i love love love the way you explain the exact points that make you fawn because it makes me feel so seen. i'm glad you enjoy my writing 🥺🥺🥺 of course, my writing is typically for myself/what i want to do, but sharing it with y'all is also so fulfilling. tysm for brightening my week, chia

#im actually more of an angst writer than a fluff writer!! #u just can't tell w the stuff I write LOLOL but whenever my friend bounces her oc/au ideas off me #i always go the angst route... #katalk #fabulaee.reply #mutuals #chia!!

[ravixen]

This is your bi-weekly ask letting u know you’re listed as cupid aeris in my friend list bc you literally make me fall for any seventeen member due to your mwah! chef’s kiss! writing 😌💗🫰🏻

AND I HAVE TO RE-READ THE DRABBLE I REQUESTED BC DJDND HI HELLO AM I IN TEARS ((maybe)) BC OH M Y GOSH MMY PRINCE!SEOKMIN AERIS AWRIS I GRIP U!! your fics have yet again saved my sad mind from peril 😞🫰🏻💓😞🫰🏻💓 ily! and I hope you’re doing well and you receive good news and much love and wachsbdhdsbd— helloooo cupid!aeris 💗 can’t wait to see cupid being ur theme 😌🫰🏻

CHIA BABY!! im doing well ahhh on a long road trip w some friends up to the land of maple syrup (canada) for the weekend so no writing or work's getting done 🥲🥲 but then it'll be back to the 8-3 teaching grind!! i liked the prince!seokmin idea a lot — im glad I liked it too

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[ravixen]

comes in here to re-read your masterlist bc I’m so hung up over my Joshua dream bc we almost got married and I was anxious over the future bc I felt we weren’t ready to be parents/get married yet but he was so sweet about it and was like I’ll stay by your side so you’re not alone 😭

Also I enjoy reading your au rambles and reacts bc they always feel so homey and immersive like lmao aeris you probs already know, you have the magical skill to make anyone fall in love with whoever you’re writing about 🥺💖 so if you see me crying in your tags 🥺💓🥺💓

hi hi !! always love seeing you in my notifs <3 that sounds like such a soft dream ahh josh has the fictional husband of the month award. thank you for taking the time to read my old stuff. whenever people reblog older posts, i take the time to reread them, too. i feel like i wrote so many things in 2021 that they started to blur together. your words mean a lot 🥺🥺🥺 i'm glad you like my writing

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[ravixen]

25 + 10 + 5 for the ask game! 💓

// ask game

thank you for sending this in, chia <33 just came back from eating out with some friends hehe we're planning a spontaneous trip and i might be able to see the boyfie for the first time in 2+ years

5. what are your favorite and least favorite concepts?

i love any concept that's supernatural/fantasy AHH any group that completely leans into their concepts automatically have my heart, which is why i love kingdom's MVs so much. i was so sad at the lack of vampire themes in NCT's favorite and gothic/dark academia fairy tale story in seulgi's 28 reasons. least favorite...can i say anything that's not cohesive?? i don't have any concepts that i dislike much, or at least not any that i can think of.

10. if you got to work with any idol (producing, performing, choreographing, etc) one time, who would you pick?

seventeen, and i say that with no bias. seeing the care they put into everything is so fascinating to me, and i love their energy and their vibes and everything. i would also love to work with soyeon and key and taemin because they have such a clear vision when it comes to their work. i would love to see that drive and passion.

25. who inspires you most in your personal life?

probably my boyfie hehe but i don't know!! i don't think i currently have anyone around me that Inspires me. a lot of people i admire for various reasons, but a source of inspiration is something i always struggle with.

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[ravixen]

HAPPY AERIS DAY!! 💓💓 wishing you receive lots of love and happiness this year 🥺💓

your fics are always little happy space I camp out and indulge in whenever I need to rest for a bit (sndnd not me re-reading streamer!seokmin for the nth time and omnom-ing your werewolf au) like dbdbd Aeris queen of au concepts you have blessed us with how creative you are 😭 thank you thank you always for sharing your stories with us 🥺💓 definitely glad I stumbled on your streamer series and fell in love with svt more through your writings!

THANK YOU, CHIA 🥰🥰🥰 making me feel so loved with your words, as always. once my student teaching semester is over, i really want to deep dive into writing longer fics for people like you ahhh you motivate me more than you realize !!

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[ravixen]

wwww aeris you’re so kind 😭 hahaha ty ty! I’m glad you enjoyed the lil gift 💓 that au is so good (as well as your other works like I just re-read when I want to read smth) also www slr! was incapacitated by dokyeom loving thoughts after re-reading it again for the dialogue 😂 istg it was so cute and fluff and 🤧 wbsjsbss kYEOM 😭😭😭

and aaa fr fr! I understand that dilemma very well 😭 I sometimes contemplate of closing accounts esp when I leave for a period of time and the algo just blocks the steady stream of the engagement river 🫠 so if you need to take a break, go for it.

creating art can be a bit hard when you lose focus on why or who you create it for 🥺 honestly, been feeling the same way with mine since I was gone the entire month of June and posting again made me feel kind of 🐸 bc the engagement isn’t what it was like (and my zest to draw for my main fandom went a bit dry) so i’m trying to enjoy again by interacting with fics (bc I love seeing fic authors be happy with the fanart they receive 💓 esp bc I love reading fics so much like ty for making me happy with your written art 🥺💓) wishing you the best in whatever you want to do 💓

if anything, the creative stuff is a cycle so the will and desire to write will come back when it’s ready 💗 I’m just very happy I was able to encounter your fics bc they’re super fun to read. I treat them like bedtime stories before I go to bed!

AMGGGG FR YOUTUBER!SEOKMIN GRABBED MY HEART AND NEVER LET GO 🥺 idk what kind of sauce you put in there bc he was like my 2nd bias, then after reading that it catapulted him to be on the same level as Shua 😂 he really deserves all the love 🥺 he has such a pure heart and is so sweet and funny and sings like the angels gave him a mega boost in singing like idk they probs handpicked him to be a future star of their angel choir. aaaa like, idk, i love him to pieces 🥺💗 also helppp bc amg you’ve seen me around twt 😂 wasn’t expecting that! welcome, I just post art and cry over svt and skz on there

CHIAAA (っ °Д °;)っ ur the sweetest omg,,,tyty for ur words. i know i'll def be back here and writing - i'm glad u'll be there when the time comes. 2015 aeris came here and hasn't successfully left yet...

ALSO, I THINK YOUR ART BLOG IS SHADOWBANNED?? i can't search it + i didn't get notifs from your reblog either...

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