#everyone else is afraid or insecure. and thats mostly bc i love playing with body horror and getting a new body without consent

[vaugarde]

Me: man i need to catch up on my crossposting to other sites, let's post my pmd h/p pairs in order

Me immediately: .... i gotta rewrite nuri's deal

#its not vibing with me as much now sorry.i love her not being a great person and being partly responsible for the meteor in the first place #and having to become a better person like gengar had to. but i also wanna tone it down #i was talking abt this with eve but its mostly bc i feel like too many of my heroes don't cope with being a pokemon well #rin is the only one who feels euphoric at the transformation #everyone else is afraid or insecure. and thats mostly bc i love playing with body horror and getting a new body without consent #something something dysphoria #but i dont want that to be the case for most of my heroes. and i feel like the one story i should look into changing is nuri's #because like pmd1 hero canonically loves their pokemon body judging by that one scene near the beginning #but as of rn the ones who love it are just rin and skylar. and kinda kit but its a different case really bc its a reincarnation #i think kit feels some dissonance between their human instincts and pokemon body but ultimately prefers being a pokemon though #they just feel guilty or out of place. the weirdness of the situation is more of the issue for them #also tbh i think nuri's a little toooo much of an asshole in her story. like i still want her to have a redemption of sorts #but i might move most of her traits towards finn in starfall and give her a new thing #i just dunno what for now.... #echoed voice