#every time my gay best friend talks abt cruising i feel like a victorian street urchin pressing a grubby hand against the shop window

[blushedfemme]

why do we as dykes not have a cruising culture… sometimes i do not want the requisite first date staring soulfully into each other’s eyes and talking about our childhoods sometimes i want one brief sizzling glance at the grocery store and have it be immediately understood that i want two or perhaps three of your fingers inside of me as i cling to your jacket for balance in the single-occupancy bathroom and muffle my moans into my fist

#blushing #every time my gay best friend talks abt cruising i feel like a victorian street urchin pressing a grubby hand against the shop window #i mean to be real i want both. who am i kidding i’m a lesbian i love talking about childhoods and long soulful stares