#every time ive tried to set a normal ass basic fucking boundary lately people have blown up on me. and you know. that is more on them than

[munamania]

all i wanted to do with the semester ending is relax and not stress or think or worry about anything for a few goddamn days and people have been screaming on and off outside my window all night and im stressed to high hell about my stupid ass housing situation and how badly i dont want to go out of my way to go physically sign a lease by myself which will take two fucking seconds it’s so stupid to not do it online or whatever and that’s If yk cause the guy seems kinda crazy and is making me think of oh yeah the fucking legal situation that ill probably never be fucking free of like what do these old guys get out of intimidating young women i think all landlords should kill themselves esp weird old racist ones and im not gonna be able to relax till it’s just over and that hinges on me either going there or backing out yk. um and anyway. my brain is exploding and im so fucking tired of being stressed abt a million things and im just tired and once i finally get a glimmer of hope of just the tiniest fucking break something else happens like im sorry i cant go on like this life!!!!! u need to give me some more nice stuff too. jesus

#or at least time to appreciate the nice stuff it's fucking BLEAK out here and i feel like no ones been esp nicey to me lately #and im disappointing everyone cause im an anxious mess but i DONT HAVE TIME TO REGULATE MYSELF. LIKE. #im losing it!!!!! ive been losing it my hair has been falling out from fucking stress for months now im so fucking tired i just need. #a goddamn break and yeah that comes from setting firm boundaries but yk in this instance im not the only one affected #all landlords ever r gonna be scum so u just have to try and quickly work thru if theyre like super evil or just normal evil and like. UGH #every time ive tried to set a normal ass basic fucking boundary lately people have blown up on me. and you know. that is more on them than #it is me. but it's also making me absolutely crazy insane bonkers LEAVE ME ALONE!!! #ok girlblogging breakdown over <3 #abby talks