#even with the fandom dwindling and readership/commenting on fic being a fraction of what it used to be

[lizardkingeliot]

i have days where i’m like... okay. certainly this whole queliot thing has to be out of my system now, right??? or if it isn’t yet, it’s going to be soon, RIGHT?! and then i wake up with my chest swelling thinking about the scene i’m working on in my kissing story, and i go about my day doing my silly little grown up tasks with these two twirling like horny ballerinas in my head and it’s like... no, actually. this whole queliot thing isn’t even close to being out of my system yet.

#it's been almost FOUR YEARS how can i STILL BE THIS MESSED UP ABOUT THEM #the fic ideas Never Stop Coming #even with the fandom dwindling and readership/commenting on fic being a fraction of what it used to be #i don't think i can stop at this point lol #maybe when there's absolutely no one else here with me but even then.... #maybe i'll just read my fic out loud to me dog or something you know #the magicians #queliot #otp: proof of concept