#even if she were still blind. tachibana upon realizing the meaning of this mark on himself would hide it from her

[datastate]

[ end-game ykza 0 spoilers ]

i hope jun rots in hell. truly. i wish tachibana were given the chance to reunite with his sister after everything the two of them had done and sacrificed to get here... i wish tachibana was at least given the chance to cast jun out and let him die. not in this conflict, not by his own hand, but as soon as it's over they're to cut ties. the foundation of their friendship was deceit, only emphasized by the actions jun took to bury himself on this hill. tachibana will not openly mourn him; he will only mourn his naivete and the years he was enraptured by power over his own family. maybe the part of him which still cares hopes jun realizes that - but only that he comes to reality far, far away from those he's hurt.

#jestersvaguely #ykza tag #jun was so fucking selfish. in the entire scheme of ykz0 he just escaped judgement again. and again... #it's so genuinely frustrating. on a narrative standpoint as well as a subjective one... #as soon as that was revealed abt jun i just dropped him. i was trying so hard to give benefit of the doubt but. god. #there's no coming back from what he did to xiao. and it hurts me knowing tachibana joined them with that tattoo #oblivious to the weight behind it. jun made tachibana to carry his dead weight. how horrible. how selfish. #& also... it was cheap to remove xiao's blindness. #even if she were still blind. tachibana upon realizing the meaning of this mark on himself would hide it from her #he doesn't want to be a reminder of the pain she's gone through. even if it's something she won't see. #god. i need to bite wood. xiao lost everything. everyone who cared for her... #she came out stronger and more alone than she'd ever been #because this time. this time there's no going back. they're not just missing - they're dead and gone... #i need to write something with them i Need to.