#especially ppl who are wealthy and uninformed enough to be out of touch with society

[dilfhakyeon-moved]

Honestly maybe it's mean but my mother, grandmother and great grandmother have been so ( supposedly unintentionally but if brought up to them it's obviously dismissed or blamed on me ) abusive toward me because of my neurodivergency and autism that at this point I only want an official diagnosis to slam them in the face with it and to make them regret and feel awful for how they've treated me

Bc only a professional adult's words would make them budge from their "I'm innocent and can do no wrong" mindset

#.txt #but i feel like its not really mean #im just really not forgiving at all and they do not deserve forgiveness. not for all of this #i refuse to take shit even from family members ive been isolating myself from years #upon realising very young that everyone around me was just awful #and i want them to realise too i cant fucking wait #and i cant wait to become what they dont want me to be. wanna see them crumble in their transphobia #know a lot of people who have abusive families... hell. most ppl i know lmao who am i kidding #and everyones always stricken me as very merciful and forgiving. or 'they didnt mean it its okay' #adults are not as stupid as you think. your parents dont always want the best for you. learn that for your own sake. #youre not being cruel by standing up for yourself so please stop believing what theyre forcing you to believe #you making them uncomfortable isnt cruelty. thats just being faced with your own actions and consequently feeling bad. #idk why im posting this but 😌 take it from me... sometimes u just gotta do whats best for u n ignore ur relatives #ive been harassed constantly for not doing hw for missing class 'a lot' for not giving it my best at school #bc i was getting by more than just fine without doing anything but wasnt 'exploiting my full potential' #i had no need to do so. i did just fine. i kept doing that #whenever my family tried to shame me for it i just argued back and they ended up blaming me for being hostile ! #and yknow what ? fine ill own up to it. im hostile #im hostile bc i hate being told what i have to do when im doing just fine without anyones advice #especially ppl who are wealthy and uninformed enough to be out of touch with society #fuck adults kill a cop live a little