#esp since i've been rather distant lately n idk feeling that distance for me just 🥹

[noxtivagus]

'twas a good morning fr hehe

#🌙.rambles #i rlly like how i look today . even w the messy hair #i missed my friends a lot i'm rlly glad i saw them again today 🫶🏼 #suddenly i genuinely feel a lot better i think i was Too distant from reality fr T_T #i wna. spend more time w my friends irl fr :c #like or even online n really just in general #we don't have to talk everyday nah but #i'd rlly like to at least. talk w my friends more regularly #esp since i've been rather distant lately n idk feeling that distance for me just 🥹 #i really like my eyes #that's a bit random but yeah just thinking about that #nyways i'm probably gna nap a bit hehe #i miss my friends #like even if it's just laughing or smiling together #or even just the silences #irl or online it doesn't matter #i miss calling more often i miss hearing your voice n seeing your smile #i remember every single time. v clearly still. too shy to say outright but they all rlly mean so much to me #every word every message n every thought w the ppl in my life that i cherish so deeply #i love them all so much unconditionally but i'm not rlly sure what i can do for them #i want to do more but yeah i hesitate too much #working on that though!! slowly n surely!! #i.. really care a lot so please let me do stuff for you. ask away and i'll give. #hmm thinking a bit of recent times n i'm rlly so afraid of being forgotten n left behind huh #but. despite that when i care when i love in whatever way it's always unconditional. eternal. it'll always mean a lot to me n i'll always #remember.