#enclosure because it was still during quarantine and i was filled with so much fucking pent up energy

[tornadodyke]

thinking of embarrassing moments i had on the internet in the past. might play in traffic later

#one time in a fandom someone made a joke about a character i liked and i got all heated about it because i was climbing the walls of my #enclosure because it was still during quarantine and i was filled with so much fucking pent up energy #and i reblogged the post with the longest most embarrassing rant ever about why the joke was bad and people REBLOGGED IT so even though i #deleted my post it still exists. and i want to die over it #it was SOOOOOO cringeworthy genuinely. have wanted to die so bad ever since i did it #it was like. two years ago? maybe? and was pretty much the reason i started to pull away from the fandom in the first place #but now i'm back. and it haunts me