#ehich generally involves drugs or booze

[t-ierrahumeda]

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#one of the things im looking forward is that i wont have to time my breakdowns anymore #i know it sounds insane but what i do is just keep it inside until i have some time alone and i make myself let loose #ehich generally involves drugs or booze #so like letting my feelings go thru as intended without someone else to be judging you...its gonna be liberaying #im a 100% sure i won't drink my feelings away once im alone bc ill be free to let them go wild without feeling guilty #and without guilt comes exercise #and w exercise comes being a hot ass butch