#eeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sure

[electronicneutrino]

good things pt. 6

no more exams in the rest of the week. for me

it’s all good as long as i pass french

not needing to get up early tomorrow

I can be home. Alone. Without my parents. 

Time to play really loud music and attempt to do stuff. 

finally. made the doctor’s appointment

managed to steal my health card from my mom. hopefully she doesn’t notice

have a decent excuse as to why i’m not gonna be home

in which my habit of overthinking everything is. kinda good

my friends are the best

they’re fun to be with. and talk to. and really smart. and cool. and the best basically. bless them

and I don’t even. Have to try to fit in or anything?? I’m comfortable around them?? ?

in which i also realize. yeah (almost) everyone i knew from middle school sucked as friends for me. boy am i glad to not be in the same school with them

also the last person to whom i willingly told my problems to and saying i booked a guidence appointment had the reaction of ‘that doesn’t make me feel better. since that means you’re still sad’

bitch did you really think you were the solution to my problems

in which i am salty about things that happened years ago

fight me

actually don’t I can’t fight

also my friends care for my safety??? which is also really cool

tbh my past friends didn’t know so. can’t blame them

despite hating life with a passion i still don’t feel like people completely hate me

it’s been at least a week of that??? which is super cool nice

and i’m. pretty sure. that point isn’t going to change. which is also good

don’t need to worry about university

I feel. not bad at least. A sort of happiness

(the sort of happiness where I’m really really trying to be happy. there exists better happinesses but. this is fine. it’s better than being upset. I’m laughing at stuff. Well at everything but. I’m laughing.)

pretty sure someone thought I was just a bit crazy today. whoops 

still alive

‘you better keep that promise’ 

I can eat cheese. And cheesecake. 

I have an idea of sorts for my english assignment

actually is screaming internally over that but it’s whatever

the fact that typing ‘screams’ kinda helps

the scr part looks like theyre screaming. ea sounds like a scream

cats

I’ve many cat pictures

also average of slightly more than 0 cats in my life

it’s not 0. also the number will probably increase. in a couple of years

an imorphs??? I still love it?? 

also kn d and stuff but. read. a lot of. animorphs stuff today. hah. 

I’ve sweet drinks. Many sweet drinks

in which my sugar tolerance has also gone way up. Is that good? Who knows. 

I’m sure there’s more like colours. And math. But ehhhh do I want to type it out right now no

the lists are actually some length. When I make them. But when I do make them I manage to list some amount of things. 

#happy tag #eeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sure #personal //