#earlier i was in severe pain amd SOBBING

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Anyway I'm technically a fashion designer and this swim top happened on accident.

I somehow totally mess it up (well, not totally but e_e it's a pain to go back and fix stretchy garments because of the zigzag stitching.) I really meant for this to be a day project but it's so hard to get things done when you're in pain. It's also tough because I did this 100% using draping and my dress form isn't actually my size.

#{and i'm talking to myself} #i've got insomnia and i feel so horrible that i called off work #earlier i was in severe pain amd SOBBING #now it mostly hurts when i sit or lay down #my job is sitting so that would have sucked but i thought i'd be exhausted and unable to stay awake #trying to convince myself that i'm not a fraud #i'm going to the pool with my friend and brother and SIL and her family in like 10 hours #I'm probably gonna have my friend help me with a few aspects of this if i don't have it done before she gets here #honestly so stoked that i did this though???? :O #NOW I CAN JUSTIFY GETTING PADDING FOR MY DRESS FORM SO WE'RE THE SAME SIZE 😭😭😭 #i've felt guilty about it because i figured i'd buy them and then end up not sewing #man draping is SO FUN #i hate patterning e_e but i never had luck using draping until now #hard to use my own body due to lack kf flexibility #none of these are the final product of course since I... messed up a bit...