#duffmckaganfic

[gnrbitch]

Summer Break Pt.2- Sweet LA

Summary: Ice Breaker

Warnings: Profanity, Smoking

Y/n’s Outfit

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1986

“Oh my god Duff this is her?” Duffs girlfriend, Mandy spoke when she saw them enter the house.

“You’re the cutest little thing i’ve ever seen!” Y/n looked at her brothers blonde girlfriend with no emotion, looking back at Duff (who was standing behind her) then back at the girl, she spoke, “I’m Y/n”

“Even your name is cute! I’m Mandy, your brothers girlfriend”

“Cool. I like your… shirt” Y/n said giving Mandy a small smile.

“Thank you! Do you usually dress like that?” Mandy said looking at Y/n up and down

“Like what?” Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, was there something wrong with her outfit?

“Nothing! Like nothing” Duff said walking Y/n further into the house.

“This is where you’ll be sleeping, sorry it’s not much” He said showing Y/n a small bedroom with two twin beds on it. “Also i forgot to mention you’ll be sharing a room with Slash” He said as he watched his sister nod her head and walk in

“Is that okay?” He said turning to look at Slash, who was now standing besides him.

“Yea that’s cool” she said “Can i change? it’s fucken hot here”

“Yea. Go ahead”

Y/n slowly closed the door and put her bag down on the bed, then took a pack of cigarettes out, and put one in her mouth

Not yet lighting it, she walked over to the small window and opened it, letting in fresh air.

“Smells fucken musty” she mumbled to herself as she changed into a pair of jorts, and a tight blue adidas tee.

She finally lit the cigarette that was in her mouth, sitting down on the bed and just inhaled and exhaled.

Was she even gonna like LA? she thought, it was way out of her comfort zone, the people here were too egotistical. Plus what’s up with Duff? Y/n thought about that moment in the car where he completely embarrassed her, especially in front of his friends.

Ashing a bit of her cigarette, she put her black & white superstars back on (She was wearing white socks, and she didn’t wanna dirty them).

Cigarette in her mouth, she walked out and sat herself in between Izzy and Steven, the room being completely silent.

“Sooo” Y/n said looking around the room, taking a hit of her cigarette “Are you guys always this quiet”

“No, this is just awkward” Axl said

“It is huh” Y/n said fluffing her hair up

“So do you have a boyfriend back home?” He said putting his legs up on the coffee table

“Nah” Y/n said shaking her head, taking the last hit of her cigarette, putting it out “I’m not the boyfriend type”

“Girlfriend?” Axl said, a smile peaking from the corner of his mouth

“No” Y/n let out a little laugh “Definitely not the girlfriend type”

“But you’re so cute! Why don’t you have a boyfriend?” Mandy spoke up

“She just said she’s not the boyfriend type Mandy” Axl said rolling her eyes

“Yea… but why?” she said looking at the girl sitting across from her

“I’m not sure” Y/n said shrugging

“Boys suck that’s why” Duff said

Y/n laughed

“Hey no we don’t” Steven huffed

“Yea you guys swallow too” Y/n said, bursting into laughter

She quieted down as soon as she saw everyone giving her an odd look

“Not funny?” she asked

“I feel like it was funny but i’m not too sure” Slash said

“I don’t know how to feel about these kind of jokes” Duff said shaking his head

“um” “okayyy then” Y/n said awkwardly

“So do you still play?” Duff asked, trying to get over the fact his sister just made a sex joke

“Sort of, I haven’t been playing too much”

“Why not?”

“Wait what do you play?”

Duff and Slash asked Y/n at the same time

“Guitar” she looked over at Slash, then back to Duff

“I’ve just been doing stuff for the other bands”

“what! like what?” Duff said freaking out

“Chill dude” Y/n said rolling her eyes “I’m not a groupie if that’s what you were thinking”

“I just design their flyers, but i play with them one in a while”

“Do you have them?” Slash asked

“What the flyers?”

“Yea”

“Yea they’re in my bag, hold on” Y/n said getting up to go grab her notebook from her bag

Putting the book down on the table, she spoke

“You guys could look through them, i gotta go piss”

She walked away before turning back around “Where’s the bathroom?”

“Last door” Duff said pointing into the hallway of his tiny apartment.

“okay”

“Dude look at this one!” Slash said turning the page to a heavy guy with a fro and his face melting, with ‘Melvins Again’ written on the top.

“Y/nn these are fucken dope” Slash said with a cigarette in his hand

“Thanks” “Can i have one?” Y/n said pointing to Slashs cigarette pack

Slash turned to look at Duff, who just nodded his head.

“Thanks” she said as he gave her one, lighting it for her

“I like this one” Steven said holding up the book a little kid with a small body and a big head, bitting a huge apple with ‘Bite the apple, Mother Love Bone” written at the top & bottom.

“That one’s one of my favorites” Y/n smiled “I have a fat juicy crush on their guitarist” she laughed as she saw Duff whip his head to her

“Is he cute?” Mandy asked

“Yea, he’s a bit of a square though”

“aw! what’s his name?”

“Stone”

“Weird fucken name” Slash spoke moving his hair out of his face

“Says the guy named Slash” Y/n smiled at him

“Woah! i’ll have you know my name is very fucken cool”

“Sure, coolest name ever” she said, still smiling, but with a sarcastic tone in her voice

“So why don’t you date him?” Axl asked

“I am dating him”

“But i thought you said you weren’t the boyfriend type”

“I’m not”

“Weird” Izzy said

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Part 2!! Just wanted to make this one a little ice breaker moment, but I promise there’s more to come!! Hope u guys enjoyed 😘😘😘

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[gnrbitch]

Summer Break Pt3- Not a Party

Warnings: Alcohol, Smokings, Cursing, Mentions of smut

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Day 3, 1986

“We should have a Welcoming Y/n Party” Steven said as he walked into Duff & Mandy’s apartment

“I don’t think Duffs gonna want that” Mandy said sitting on the couch, Duff was currently working so it was just Y/n, Mandy & Slash.

“I don’t think I want that” Y/n said walking out her & Slash’s room, with Slash.

“No party?” Slash said, furrowing his eyebrows while looking at the back of Y/ns head.

“LA men are creeps” Y/n said turning back to look at him.

“We’re not creeps” Steven said walking over to the kitchen “Plus it wouldn’t be a PARTY party, it would just be like invite some people over and have them meet miss Y/n McKagan”

Y/n side eyed Slash, then she smiled & rolled her eyes, “Fine. But it’s not me you have to convince, this is Duffs place anyways”

“See now that would be easy, Slash Let’s go” Steven said

“Go? Where are we going?” Slash said, again furrowing his eyebrows and walking to Steven

“Gonna go get the essentials” Steven said as him & Slash walked out the door.

“Do you think their gonna convince your brother?” Mandy said looking at Y/n

“I don’t even know” She said as she sat besides her, turning on the TV

*

As the two boys walked a few blocks to the liquor store, Steven raised his brow and looked at Slash,

“Hey, what were you and Y/n doing?”

“What do you mean” Slash said taking a hit of his cigarette

“In the room man” Steven said smiling

“Dude what? Nothing” Slash said looking at Steven, furring his eyebrows

“Comon Slash, Y/ns pretty, I wouldn’t blame you if you tried it with her” Steven said shrugging his shoulders

“What the fuck Steven?” Slash said “She’s Duffs sister one, and oh yea, she’s a fucken minor”

“You’re right” the blonde shrugged his shoulders “But you can’t deny she’s pretty”

“Yea, she is” Slash said, also shrugging

*

“Hey! we’re back” The the two boys said walking back into Duffs apartment with crates of beer in their hands.

“Heard we’re throwing a party for the little one” Axl said walking into the house with also, a crate of beer under his arm, Izzy following behind.

“Party? what party?” Duff said furrowing his eyebrows, he had just gotten back from work and frankly, was not in the mood to deal with his friends and their shenanigans.

“It’s not a party” Steven said “Just some people”

“And you’re doing that here?” Duff said

“Well yea, i don’t think you would want Y/n going to the hell-”

“Okay okay shut up Steven” Duff said, quickly shutting his blonde accomplice up.

“The hell what?” Y/n said furrowing her brows

“Nothing Y/n” Duff said

“Okay” Y/n shrugged her shoulders and got a beef from one of the crates the boys bought

“Hey! Those are for the housewarming” Steven said

“Don’t whine Steven” Y/n rolled her eyes, getting up to look for something to open her beer with

Steven gasped “Duff! look at you’re sister!”

“What about her?”

“She’s drinking! and she has an attitude” he said mumbling the last part

“I don’t have an attitude Steven” Y/n said, finally grabbing Duffs keys and opening the bottle

“This is actually the nicest i can be” She laughed at him

“I don’t care if she drinks Steven” Duff said “As long as it’s under my supervision” he said looking back at Y/n

“You heard the man!” She said, nodding her head “Cheers Mate!” She said lifting up the bottle and taking a drink

“Okay whatever, so can we invite some people?” Steven asked

“Sure whatever i’m gonna go shower” Duff said “And not too many!” He called from the small hallway in his apartment.

“Is it bad im nervous” Y/n asked

“You should be” Izzy said, his eyes following Steven as he walked over to the phone

“Fuck” she whispered

“HEY! Tracii it’s me Steven�� yea im good… hey hey, me and the guys are having a little something at Duffs place… yea cool! of course they can come, yea 10s cool… alright see you later man” Steven said hanging up the phone, getting ready to call the next number

“Dude why would you invite Tracii” Slash said rolling his eyes.

“Slash relax, he’s cool, we’re cool it’s gonna be fine.” Steven said putting the phone back to his ear, “HEY! yea it’s Steven…”

“What’s your issue with that guy?” Y/n asked sitting next to Slash, offering some of her beer “Wait you don’t have any like…” she said

“Any what?” Slash said ready to take the bottle

“Diseases” Y/n cringed at her words, was that rude?

“No Y/n, I don’t have any diseases” Slash rolled his eyes

“Okay then I’ll allow you to have a drink” She smiled at him

“You’re so kind” he rolled his eyes once again

“Sassy ass, so what’s your issue with that guy?”

“Tracii?” He asked

“No shit Slash”

“They have like this competitive guitar thing and it’s stupid” Axl said joining the conversation

“Competitive guitar thing?” Y/n raised her eye brow

“Yea, he’s convinced Tracii has it out for him” Axl laughed

“I KNOW he has it out for me, it’s so obvious he’s jealous” Slash said putting a cigarette in his mouth.

“Okay big guy, i believe you” Y/n said patting his shoulder

“Fuck off” He said, trying to hide his smile

And just as Y/n was going to respond to the curly head, a loud “DUFF YES” was heard.

“Oh my god…” Y/n cringed “They’re having sex!” She said in disgust as the boys laughed at her reaction.

As Mandy yelled like she was having the time of her life, Y/n sat there with disgust written in her face.

“Oh my god” Y/n said as she literally gagged “Oh my god i’m gonna kill myself” she said covering her ears.

This made the boys laugh even harder at the poor girl.

“DUFF OH MY GOD ITS SO BIG” Mandy moaned

“No! fuck no!” Y/n said getting up and grabbing her cigarettes off the table.

“Where are you going?” Slash asked, still dying of laughter

“I’m out of here, I’ll be back when it’s safe” She said walking out the door.

“Should we go with her?” Izzy asked, chuckling

and as they heard Y/n said “Fucken gross dude” through the door, they all just burst in laughter again.

*

As Y/n walked around Sunset, which was not even a block away from Duff and Mandy’s apartment, she bumped into someone.

“Shit- Sorry dude” she said looking at the guy she bumped into.

“No no it’s okay, I wasn’t looking at where I was walking”

“It’s okay… Hey i like your shirt” She said pointing at his G.B.H shirt.

“Thanks! You listen to gbh?” He asked

“Yea they’re good, they’re actually some of the first songs I learned on the guitar” Y/n said, feeling her cheeks heat up at this random boy.

“You play?” He asked, excitement in his voice

“Yea i do, I play with some bands back in seattle” She said

“You’re from Seattle? Did you just move here?”

“Nah only for three weeks, my parents sent me over here for the summer”

“Do you have family here?”

“Only my brother, he moved here a few years ago”

“Cool, does he play too?”

“Yea, Bass, he’s in a band”

“Name?”

“Guns n Roses”

“Hey i’ve heard of them! But i've always been too young to get into their shows” he smiled

“How old are you?” Y/n furrowed her eyebrows

“I actually just turned 18”

“No way me too!”

The boy smiled, “Look at us, already being friends”

“Do you wanna go smoke some weed?” he asked

“Un-unless you have to be somewhere” He quickly said, nervousness lacing his voice

“Nah, i don’t have anywhere to be” She said

“Okay, you cool with coming to my place?” He said

“Are you gonna kill me?” She said, smile on her face

“Maybe, might put your brain in a jar too” He smiled, testing the waters with her

“Alright then, lead the way mr…” She looked at him, realizing she doesn’t even know his name.

“John, Frusciante” he said

“Cool name, Italian?” she asked as they now walked together.

“Yea actually” he said smiling down at her, he was only a few inches taller than her.

“And your name…?” John asked the girl walking next to him

“Y/n, McKagan” She said

“You’re names not as cool as mine Y/n” he smiled at her

“Sorry mr frusciante, not all of us are Italian” She rolled her eyes, smile painted on her face.

“Hey don’t be Jealous” He said as he walked towards a staircase

“This is where you live?” She asked him

“Yea, is there something wrong with that?” John furrowed his eyebrows

“No! No, it’s just that my brother lives in the complex next to you” she said nodding her head toward Duffs place.

“Right next door to hell I guess” He laughed, guiding Y/n to his place. “For you” She said, returning a laugh.

“Okay, this is my small, but humble home” He said as he opened his apartment door.

“Where are your parents?” She asked him.

“Both working”

“Lucky us” she said as he led her to his room.

“Literally, i could smoke all day long without having them be on my ass” He smiled as he picked up a little box and said on his bed.

“Make yourself comfortable” “Mi casa tu casa” he said in a horrible, horrible spanish accent.

“Don’t ever speak spanish again” Y/n laughed as she sat on a bean bag that was next to his bed.

“And you are lucky, my moms always up my ass about everything”

“What about your dad?” He asked as he rolled a joint.

“Him too, but my moms always on me about not ‘being a proper woman’ ” she said rolling her eyes, annoyance in her voice.

“Ew” he said licking the joint.

“Fucken ew” Y/n said as she watched him lick the paper.

“Do you wanna put some music on?” He asked her “My vinyls are over there” he said nodding his head towards the smaller corner of his room.

“Yea” she said getting up “What do you wanna listen to?”

“Whatever you want” he shrugged

Y/n looked through his collection, smiling at the fact that they had such similar music taste, only complaint was there was a significant lack of Black Sabbath.

“Electric Ladyland?” Y/n asked, holding the record up to him

“Perfect” He said as he watched her put in into his vinyl player.

John wasn’t sure why he invited Y/n over, he rarely had anyone over at his place. Shit he barley even had friends!

But Y/n is cool, he thought, he wondered what other music she liked, they seemed to have similar taste in music, and humor.

“You know Fru” Y/n spoke as they were already halfway through the joint.

“Fru?” He furrowed his eyebrows, no one has ever called him that.

“Yes Fru. Now listen” She said passing the joint back to him.

“I’m glad i met you” she said looking at him, both of their eyes red.

“Me too” he said, blushing

“Your shirt” he said, coughing.

“What about it” she said looking down at it

“Who is that? Mel-Melvins” He said squinting his eyes so he can read it

“Oh they’re a band back in seattle, i have exclusive merchandise” Y/n said, laughing at the boys squinted eyes

“Are they good?” he asked

“Hell yea they are, do you have a tape player?” she asked him.

“Pretty sure I do”

“I’ll bring you the tape tomorrow, then we can listen to it” she said, closing her eyes

“Why not today?” he asked

“Cause if i go back Duffs not gonna let me come back.”

“Duff being your brother?”

“Yep” she said popping her lips.

“Do you have anything to drink?” She asked him, licking her lips.

“There’s some juice in the fridge” “Let’s go get it” John said as he grabbed Y/n’s arm and lifted her up from where she was sitting.

“Jesus don’t rip my arm off.” Y/n said rubbing her shoulder.

“It’s just something else im gonna add to my collection” He looked back at her, laughing.

“Oh yea cause my brain and arm are sooo valuable” Y/n said rolling her eyes

“Hey you never know” he said opening the fridge, grabbing two bottles of juice.

“Do you want anything to eat?” he asked her

“Nah im fine.” she said, slowly blinking.

They both walked back into Johns room, and Y/n took her shoes off and threw herself on his bed.

“Your beds comfy” she said as she sat up.

“I know right, i love sleeping on it.” he said, laying next to her.

After a few moments of silence, John spoke.

“So why did your parents send you over here?”

“They thought me seeing Duff would put me on the right track”

“No offense, but that’s stupid, LAs like the city of bad bad bad” he said in an Italian accent

Y/n laughed “I know right! that’s exactly what I thought.”

“But what were you doing that was so bad? you look like a chill person to me”

“I am, I wasn’t even doing anything bad! They just got upset that i was hanging around the bands over there” “But i did get into some fights”

“You? A fight?” John said lifting his head up to look at Y/n “I don’t believe it”

“Believe it Fru! I kick ass and take bitches.” Y/n said as her and John laughed.

“Okay okay you have to tell me one” He said, coming down from their high-induced laughing fit.

“A fight story? okay” She said sitting up “So, there’s this girl in my class, Claire.”

“She’s a bitch” He said looking at her.

“I haven’t even told you the story!” she laughed

“Okay okay continue Ms Y/n”

“So she’s a bitch-” Y/n started as John cut her off “I told you!”

“Shut up Fru!” she said as they both laughed, being unable to keep their composure.

“Okay so Claire think she’s better than everyone, and she alwayssss makes fun of me” She said rolling her eyes.

“What? Why?” John said furrowing his eyebrows, he’s had his fair share of people making fun of him, but he couldn’t imagine Y/n getting made fun of, she was so cool!

“Just cause of the way I dress, the music i like, my hair, my makeup, basically everything about me”

“Geez” he said looking at her, as they both laughed again.

“Geez? really Fru?” She laughed

“Whatever, continue with the story!” He said lightly shaking her.

“Okay fuck!” She laughed “So one day after school, I went up to her and asked her what her issue was”

“Ouuu what did she say” John said excitedly

“She was all like ‘oh i don’t know what you’re talking about’ and i was all ‘don’t act stupid i know what you’re saying about me’” she said mocking both her and Claire’s voice.

“So then she was finally like ‘if you have such an issue with that then do something about it’, then boom! punched her right in the face.”

“Was it hard?” He asked her, smile on his face as he watched Y/n basically reenact the whole thing

“I hope so” she said, smile also on her face as she looked down at John.

“She did hit back though right?” He asked her

“Of course she did! But i just did the good old drop them to the ground then hit them until someone pulls you off” She said leaning her head back on the wall.

“That’s useful, gonna use that when i get into a fight” John said

“You’ve never gotten into a fight before?” Y/n asked

“Well yea but they’re like pussy fights you know? Usually tap out after the second hit” He said shyly

“That’s cool, i wish i had that kind of composure.” She laughed.

“What time are you supposed to get back?” John asked her

“I donno, what time is it?” She asked, John looked over to his little alarm clock and read the time aloud

“10:30” he said looking back at her

“Shit, i should be going back” she said as she slowly got up from Johns bed

“Feels like i’ve only been here for like 5 minutes” she said, slowly putting her shoes back on.

“Nope, it’s been 3 hours” John smiled as he looked at her

“Do you want me to walk you back?” He asked

“Nah, my brothers probably gonna freak” She said as they walked out of his apartment

“Right. I’ll leave you on the stairs then.” John said

“Cool, we still on for tomorrow?” She asked him

“Yea, come over anytime you want”

“Okay cool, so i guess this is bye” she chucked on the stairs

“More like see you later alligator” John said, laughing

“God that was so bad” Y/n laughed

“Okay well, bye Fru” she said as she walked away

“BYE Y/N” John yelled as he saw her enter the apartment complex next to his, only for Y/n to flip him off.

John smiled to himself, and god was he excited for tomorrow.

*

Y/n sighed as she neared Duffs apartment door, already being able to hear people chatting and the music playing.

She opened the door, and the first person to see her was Slash

“Heyyyy Y/n we thought we lost you” He said drunkly. “DUFF Y/N’s HERE” he said, putting his arm around the slightly stoned girl.

“Y/n jesus christ” Duff said as he came up to her “Where the fuck have you been”

“With someone” She answered shortly

“Who? are you stoned? why do you smell like weed?” He said sniffing her hair

“Duff relax, i was at the complex next door, with some kid my age it’s all fine”

“Y/n I-” Duff said as Steven came up to them with three people standing behind him

“Y/n there you are! the girl of the hour!” “Y/n this is Tracii Guns, Kelly Nickles, and Bret Michaels” He said, slurring his words

“Boys this is Y/n, Duffs little sister” he said pointing at Y/n.

“Hey” She said looking at them, getting a weird feeling from that Tracii guy who was looking at her up and down.

“Nice you meet you, you look nothing like your brother” The guy, Bret said

“Thanks?” She said furrowing her eyebrows.

“Thanks indeed” He laughed

“Cool. Gotta go piss.” She said as she walked away from that awkward encounter.

Y/n walked over to the bathroom, having to move people out of her way.

Not a party my ass she thought.

She took a piss, but not without hearing Axl and some girl doing it.

And she could tell it was him cause of the voice saying.

“Yea just like that Brittany”

She cringed as she washed her hands.

Immediately after walking out of the bathroom, she walked right into some guys chest.

“Sorry” she said as she backed away from the dude, looking at his face

“No problem” he said smirking at her “I’m Tracii”

“Yea Steven just introduced us” she said pursing her lips

“So how are you liking LA?” He asked her, okay no harm she thought

“It’s cool, but it’s fucken hot” she said as he laughed.

“Yea it is, sometimes the leather almost kills me” He said smiling at her

“I could imagine!” She smiled

“I look at the guys walking around in it and i’m like jesus you guys don’t own some shorts or something?” she rolled her eyes, smile still on her face.

Tracii laughed, “Hey it’s all about the image, we gotta look good.”

“Yea sure but when you get heat stroke i’ll be here saying i told you so” she said smiling, she didn’t think Tracii was bad, she doesn’t know why Slash doesn’t like him.

And as he looked at her, she realized what he was gonna do. He was giving her that stupid look guys always give girls when their about to kiss them.

As he pursed his lips and leaned in, Y/n put her hand on his chest and backed away from him.

“Woah what are you doing” she said “Don’t do that”

“Thought you would’ve liked it” he said furrowing his eyebrows.

“Yea don’t ever think that again, that was weird” she said as she quickly snuck through him and even quicker grabbed a beer and went into her room.

Closing the door she sighed, that was fucken weird, she’ll make sure to tell Slash so he has another reason not to like him.

This made her laugh, throwing the bottle on her bed, she started changing out of her clothes.

“Heyyyy Y/n” Slash said, scaring her

“Jesus christ Slash! you fucken scared me” she said holding up a pair of boxers (which she stole from Stone) up to her chest.

“Awww im sorry” he said, laying on his bed, only half of his body being on it.

Y/n quickly put on the boxers, hoping it was too dark for Slash to see her in her underwear.

“It’s okay” She said opening the beer bottle, sitting on the edge of her bed.

feeling around for her cigarettes, she sighed

“Shit” she mumbled

“wh-what happened” Slash hiccuped

“I left my cigarettes at Frus place” she said, knowing Slash would be to drunk to remember what she’s saying now.

“Who’s fru?” “Is that who you were with?” Slash slurred.

“Yea, he’s cool” Y/n said “Do you have a cig i could smoke?” she asked

“In the- In the drawer” he pointed.

“Thanks, you’re a life saver” She said opening it and getting a pack out.

“This fru kid, he’s your friend?” Slash drunkenly asked

“I think so, we’re supposed to hang out tomorrow” she said lighting up the cigarette

“What!” Slash exclaimed “We were supposed to hang out tomorrow” he said lifting his head up

“It’ll only be for a bit Slash, then we could hang out” “Plus you’ll probably have a hangover tomorrow” she laughed at the poor drunk man

“You’re a traitor, im supposed to be your friend” he said pointing at himself “Plus the secret is you can’t have a hangover if you’re always drinking” he laughed

“You are my friend Slash” Y/n said, ignoring the last part cause honestly, that was depressing.

“Even better friends then that fru?” Slash mumbled

“Of course, i’ve known you for 3 days longer” She laughed once again

“Wow it’s like we’ve known each other forever” he laughed, getting up.

“where are you going Slash?” Y/n laughed as she watched him stumble to the door.

“Gotta go piss” he said, walking out and closing the door.

“Okay then” Y/n said to herself as she went into her bag and grabbed her cassette player & headphones, and grabbing one of the tapes she bought with her, G.B.H’s City Baby Revenge.

And she spent the rest of the night finishing her beer and smoking Slash’s cigarettes, realizing that she really didn’t belong in the LA scene.

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JOHN FRUSCIANTE IS IN THE BUILDING‼️‼️‼️‼️

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!!! I’m so glad I got it done I stayed up too late for this!! Gonna try to have the next chapter up soon!

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[gnrbitch]

Summer Break Pt.4- Get Away

Summary: The start of some bullshit

Warnings: Smoking, profanity, drug usage

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Day 4, 1986

“who the fuck-” Y/n groaned to herself as she sat up from her bed.

Walking towards the noise bursting through the house, Y/n saw the boys layed out throughout parts to the house. Izzy and Axl on the couch, Steven on the floor, Slash no where to be seen & Duff and Mandy were probably in their room.

“Of course i have to get up” The girl said as she heard the harsh knockings getting harsher, hearing a mumbled voice calling out.

“What” Y/n said as she flung open the door, Y/n was the crankiest person alive when she was forced to wake up, so this better be fast.

“You. You fucken bitch” A random girl said pointing at Y/n.

“Who the fuck are you” Y/n said furrowing her eyebrows angrily.

“Wouldn’t you like to know” The brunette said getting up in Y/n’s face.

“Yes i would like to fucken know” Y/n said in a annoyed tone.

“Listen here bitc-” The girl said pointing at Y/n

“No you listen, who the fuck are you and what the fuck are you doing here” Y/n said, trying to stop herself from throwing a punch.

“Don’t talk to me like that you fucken whore” The door girl said, charging towards Y/n

“what the-” Y/n said, quickly reacting and throwing a punch right at the girls nose.

The unknown girl grabbed Y/n by the hair, pulling it.

What a fucken mistake.

Two things Y/n hates:

1. People waking her up

2. People pulling her hair.

Feeling a sense of rage flow through her body, Y/n started hitting the girl with as much force her body can muster.

“You fucken bitch” Y/n said, raising her voice as she threw the brunette on the floor, her body looming over hers as she threw more punches.

“HEY WHAT THE FUCK!” Duff said, pacing towards the two girls fighting.

“what the fuck” Axl grunted out as he rubbed his eyes, watching the wwe scene unfold in front of his eyes.

“Fuck” Axl said, eyes widening when he realized who the girl fighting Y/n was.

Duff grabbed Y/n by her armpits and yanked her off of the girl, eyes rolling when he also realized who it was.

“What the fuck Erin?”

The girl, now named Erin looked towards Axl

“What do you mean Axl?” She yelled, still on the floor

“We break up and you fuck another bitch? really? and on top of that you hide her at fucken Duffs house!” She exclaimed, getting up.

“I’m not fucking him dumbass.” Y/n rolled her eyes, still being held by Duff

“I wasn’t talking to you!” Erin said, stomping her foot on the ground.

“I don’t care who you were talking to, i’m just letting you know i’m not fucking your boyfriend” Y/n said, rolling her eyes

Erin tried going towards the girl, only for Mandy to grab her arm.

“Why are you coming at me? Do you want a round two or what?” Y/n asked, trying to get out of Duffs grip.

“You didn’t even get me!” Erin yelled.

“Yea? So what’s up with the knox’s on your head?” Y/n laughed at the girl.

With that, everyone looked at Erin’s forehead, making a face when they saw the two bumps on the girls face.

“She got you good” Izzy said, now awake and quite amused at this situation.

“Let’s go Erin” Axl said getting up and grabbing the girl by the arm, slamming the door shut once they both walked out.

“Dude what the fuck” Y/n said, yanking herself out of Duffs grip, shaking her right hand.

“Y/n you shouldn’t be fighting people” Duff said rubbing his hands on his face

“What? she came at me” Y/n said furrowing her eyebrows.

“Look” Duff sighed “Just keep your composure next time”

“And what let her beat my ass?” Y/n said, now crossing her arms.

“Just calm down alright?” Duff said

Y/n rolled her eyes, “Whatever”

“What happened?” Slash said, rubbing his eyes

“Axls girlfriend just fought Y/n” Izzy said, turning his head to look at Slash.

“Yea and now Duffs getting mad at me” Y/n said crossing her arms looking up at her older brother.

“I’m not mad at you Y/n” Duff said, eyes softening at his sister, wondering what the hell she had to go through to be such a good fighter.

“You’re telling me i missed Y/n’s fight?” Slash said, voiced laced with disappointment.

“Yes” Izzy responded to the curly headed boy.

“Fucken lame” Slash said walking back into the bathroom, which is probably where he slept last night.

Y/n walked back into her room and looked up to the broken clock on the wall, reading the time 1:20pm.

“How the fuck is it already one” She mumbled to herself.

Looking at her bed, she saw her tape player pushed to the side of it, a smile graced her face, remembering she had made plans with John.

She picked up her duffel bag and looked for something to wear, changing into a pair of baggy jeans and a white, fitted tank. She also grabbed the tape with ‘Melvins Again’ written on it, and her lighter, and some money.

Feeling like she had too much shit to carry, she reached towards the very bottom of her bag and pulled out a smaller one shoulder bag (see here) and put everything in it.

Walking out of the room, she passed through the small living room, sighing when she heard Duff speak.

“Where are you going?” He asked with one hand on his hip, and she almost laughed with how much he resembled their dad, especially now.

“Just going out” She shrugged, giving him the same answer she would her parents.

“Just going out?” He said, raising his eyebrow. Y/n pursed her lips, “Yep. Right next door”

“And who’s next door?” Duff responded, crossing his arms.

“The person I met yesterday” She said, wanting him to just let her go.

“Hm” “And what’s this persons name?”

Now Y/n was the one crossing her arms, “Fru”

“Fru?”

“Yes”

“And is this Fru from the male species?”

“Awwwww Y/n has a boyfriend Y/n has a boyfriend” Steven sang, getting a death glare from both the McKagans.

Y/n rolled her eyes, “He’s not my boyfriend, I just met him”

“Aha! So Fru is a He” Duff said.

“Yea Duff, he is, is there a problem with that?”

“There is a problem actually, i don’t want you to go see him”

“What? He’s just a friend Duff” Y/n said, now getting upset.

“You can’t just have a male friend Y/n, this is LA” Izzy said, smoking a cigarette.

“Exactly” Duff said, nodding his head.

“God what the fuck” Y/n said, disappointment lacing her voice “It’s not like that, im just showing him some music from Seattle”

“Y/n, you haven’t even shown me the music from back home” Duff sighed, feeling a pang in his chest.

“I haven’t got the chance” Y/n shrugged “I’ll show you another day, but I already made plans with Fru so…” She said, walking towards the door.

“Whatever Y/n” Duff sighed

“Whatever Duff” The girl said as she left her brothers apartment.

“Dude harsh” Slash said, standing behind Duff.

“I feel like her coming here was a fucken mistake” Duff said running his hand over his hair.

“Relax Duff, it’s only been her fourth day here” Izzy said.

“Exactly, and i’m the one she’s least spent time with. I mean jesus she’s already going out with this Fru kid doing god knows what” Duff said, stressing out.

“You sound like a dad” Izzy said, blowing out smoke “Just trust her alright? She seems like a good kid”

“You say that right after she got into a fight”

Izzy laughed “You’re right, it wasn’t her fault though, put some trust in her Duff”

“Okay” Duff sighed “You’re right. Y/n’s a smart girl.”

“Man i can’t believe i missed the fight” Slash sighed sadly.

“It was a really good fight Slash, she could really throw a punch” Steven said

Slash shook his head “Don’t make me feel worse Stevie”

*

John jumped up from his couch when he heard his door knock, heart fluttering since he knew it was Y/n. Embarrassingly, he had been sitting on the couch since the moment he woke up, doing absolutely nothing while he waited for Y/n to come over.

“Hey” He smiled, out of breath.

“Hey Fru” Y/n said returning a smile, looking at the flushed boy standing in front of her. “You’re not gonna believe the fucken morning I had” She said rolling her eyes, entering his apartment.

“Should we smoke first” John laughed, looking at Y/n’s back.

“Absolutely” she turned around, smiling at him.

They both walked to Johns room, Y/n leading the way as if this was her place, and John smiling like an idiot behind her.

Y/n silently watched John as he pulled out his box and started to crush up the buds.

“Have you aten?” John asked, looking up at her.

“No, not yet. We should go get something to eat” She said, shuffling on the bean bag she was sitting on.

“Where do you wanna go?” John said, now rolling up a joint.

“Like if i know any place here” She lightly laughed, looking at him.

He laughed, “Right” “What do you feel like eating?”

“Not sure. Donut?” She furrowed her eyebrows, now craving something sweet.

John nodded his head, “Okay, I know a place we could go”

Y/n just smiled as she saw him light up the joint.

“Did you bring the tape?” John said passing it to Y/n

Taking a hit, she responded “Yea, where’s your tape player?”

“Right- hold on” he grunted as his arm reached under his bed “Right here” he smiled.

“Okay take thiss” Y/n said handing the j back to him, grabbing the tape player from his hands “And i take this”

“Am I gonna like this?” He asked as he watched Y/n put in the tape

“I saw you have some germ vinyls, so I think you’ll like it.” She said as she pressed play.

“And if you don’t-” She said, inhaling the smoke, “Don’t say anything. It’ll hurt my feelings” She smiled at him, watching his face concentrate on the music.

*

“I like them, honestly, they were really good” John said with his mouth full.

They had finished smoking and listening to the tape (which sadly only had four songs in it), and traveled to the place John said he knew (they had to take a bus), and were now sitting here talking and laughing like idiots.

“Did you really?” Y/n said looking at him, searching for a hint of dishonesty.

“I did, really, i was actually gonna ask you if i could keep the tape.” He said, looking slyly at her.

“Of course you can! I have the real thing back home” She said, thinking about her friends back home.

“What’s that genre called anyways? it’s not metal right?” he asked her

“Nah it’s not metal” she said, chewing her donut “They call it grunge”

“Grunge?” he asked

Y/n took a sip out of her milk carton and just nodded her head.

“I still can’t get over the fact you payed” John suddenly said, rolling his eyes.

“We’ll get over it Fru, you let me smoke your weed, this is how I repay you.” She smiled at him

“Yea yea yea” “Hey you mentioned something about your morning” He said, suddenly remembering what she told him earlier in the day.

“Holy shit, I completelyyyy forgot to tell you what happened”

“So what happened?”

“Okay, so tell me why” Y/n started, rolling her eyes when she remembered everything that happened today in the morning.

She made sure to not leave a single detail out of the story as she told John, who had a shocked expression on his face the whole time.

“So she just came at you? Just like that?” He said

“Yes! and Duff had the audacity to tell me to control myself” she said, crossing her arms to her chest and laying back on the small booth she was sitting in.

“That’s some bullshit, you had to defend yourself” he said “I was wondering why were knuckles were purple, i thought i was just high if i’m being honest” he laughed, watching her laugh right with him.

“Dumbass” She said, rolling her eyes. “Also, I left my cigarettes at your place, do you have them?” she asked.

“I actually do me lady” he said, “Left them on my nightstand, we could just go back and get them”

“Cool, we could go back later though” She smiled at him.

*

Y/n and John spent their whole afternoon together, laughing and walking around the streets of LA, arms clutched together.

“I had a lot of fun today Fru” Y/n said as they stood on the staircase of his apartment complex.

“Yea, I did too” He smiled down at her, looking into her tired eyes.

“Sucks i have to go” She sighed, squinting as the setting sun got into her eyes.

“It’s okay, we could hang tomorrow? There’s actually a band I wanted to show you and their performing tomorrow night” He asked nervously.

Y/n smiled, “Fuck yea I wanna go”

“Okay cool, come over at 8pm” he smiled at her.

“Will do sir Fru, I’ll see you tomorrow alright?” she said, walking down the steps.

John laughed, “Okay then, see you later alligator”

“That’s never gonna work Fru!” Y/n called out as she walked towards the complex next door.

John just stood there with a smile on his face, watching Y/n disappear through the front door.

Y/n walked through the door of Duffs apartment, weirded out to see that no one was home.

“Where the fuck is everyone” she mumbled to herself, Mandy was usually home at this time, but even she wasn’t here.

The young girl just rolled her eyes and went to her shared room, being taken aback by what she saw laying on the floor.

Slash, passed out, with a needle in his arm.

“Shit Slash” she said as she rushed to the curly headed man, quickly but carefully taking out the needle in his arm.

She then lightly slapped his face a few times and repeatedly said “Slash wake up”. And he wasn’t waking up.

But this not being her first rodeo, with so much heroin use in Seattle, she knew exactly what to do.

She grabbed Slash by the legs, and dragged him to the bathroom, which was very difficult considering Y/n was not the most athletic person.

Y/n managed to get him in the small bathtub, and turned on the cold water. Grabbing the shower head, she sprayed some water in his face, making sure not to drown him though.

But he still wasn’t waking up. “Slash” she said, now raising her voice. The poor girl was now starting to get scared, putting her finger under his nose she made sure he was still even breathing.

Slapping him with a bit more force now, she continued to call out his name.

Spaying him with more water, she threw the shower head down. “Shit Slash wake up” She said, now using both arms to shake him.

After giving him one more hit, he slowly opened his eyes.

And Y/n let out the biggest sigh of relief.

As she turned the water off, Slash slowly came to the realization of what just occurred.

“Shit Y/n” He said, voice hoarse.

“Slash” She let out a laugh “Scared me there” she said sitting back down on her knees, looking at the soaked, curly headed man in front of her.

“Sorry” he said, letting out a cough.

“Don’t worry” she smiled “Lets just get you out of this fucken bathroom”

Y/n helped Slash get up, much to his dismay, but let him dry up and get dressed alone in their room.

The realization of what had happened hit Y/n while she sat alone, now feeling completely uneasy, was it really the same everywhere? Was she ever gonna get away from fucken heroin? She thought to herself

Slash came out with nothing but a pair of boxers and a shirt on, sitting on the couch, right next to Y/n, taking her out of her trance.

“Sorry about what happened” Slash quietly said, feeling sense of guilt course through his body.

“Don’t trip about it Slash” Y/n shrugged

“And don’t worry, I won’t tell Duff” She smiled.

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Yass chapter four😍😍🤞🤞, could you guys believe Slash’s audacity😒 Oding infront of the hmg Y/n!!!

Anyways hope you guys enjoyed 😣. Im honestly not sure how i feel about this chapter

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Grunge Days pt.17 - Estranged

Warnings: Physical violence, drug mention

Lowkey trigger warning on the violence

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1992, Los Angeles

Y/n ran her hands through her hair, putting her luggage down onto the floor. Alice had just finished mixing their record, so now they just had to get the cover done and they would be able to release it.

Upon their arrival back to LA, Y/n was filled with this hollowness in her body. She was okay during most of the making of the record, but now she had nothing to distract her from her fucked up life.

Downstairs, Jerry opened the door to see a very fucked up Duff.

“Where’s Y/n” He asked Jerry, his voice strained.

Jerry’s eyebrows furrowed, “She’s upstairs, why?”

Jerry turned back to look at Duff, who just stormed pass him. “Jeez” Jerry mumbled to himself.

Y/n jumped as she looked at Duff, who had slammed her bedroom door shut.

He paced to the side of the bed where she was sitting on, the girls heart racing because he looked pissed.

Duff raised his hand, slapping her across the face. “You fucken idiot!” He yelled

Y/ns eyes teared up as she put her hand against her face, “what the fuck Duff” she said, her voice cracking.

And the next thing she knew, Duff had his hands wrapped around her throat, she laid on her bed as he strangled her.

She attempted to pry his hands off her, her tears falling off the side of her face. She couldn’t breath, she was fucken mortified.

“Duff” She said, trying to breath,

“I fucken told you Y/n” He said “I told you that if you ever touched another fucken needle i was gonna kick your ass!” He yelled.

As she looked into his eyes, silently pleading for him to let go of her, she saw nothing. No remorse, no Duff.

This was it she thought, she was gonna fucken die, and Duff was gonna be the one to kill her.

Huh, who would’ve thought.

That was until Jerry and Layne bursted through the door. To be honest, they heard Duff yelling and they thought it was weird that Y/n wasn’t yelling back, so they decided to see what was going on. And they were so glad they did.

“Duff let her go” Layne said as him and Jerry attempted to pull Duff off of Y/n. “Sean!” Layne called out.

“What the fuck” Sean said as he entered the room, immediately grabbing Duff and ripping him off of Y/n.

“What’s your fucken issue!” Sean yelled at Duff as Layne rushed to Y/ns side.

“Y/n” Layne said

Y/n was hyperventilating, her fingers lightly touching her throat as she cried.

Duffs eyes widened when he looked at his baby sister, what the fuck had he done? “Oh my god Y/n i’m sorry”

“Get him out” Y/n said, her voice barley coming through.

Sean grabbed him by his shirt, dragging him out of the room as Duff protested and repeatedly apologized.

“Just let me talk to her” Duff cried to Sean as they were now standing outside “Please man i didn’t mean to do this, I-i fucken blacked out”

“Get the fuck out” Sean said, shoving him.

“No- no that’s my sister” Duff stuttered out, running his hand down his face

Sean scoffed at him, walking back into the house and locking the door. As much as he wanted to kick Duffs ass, he mainly wanted to see if Y/n was okay.

Sean walked back into Y/ns room, her head laying on Laynes lap as Jerry was sitting on the floor.

Sean kneeled down, looking at Y/n “I’m so glad you didn’t die” he said

Y/n cracked a smile as a tears fell out of her eyes “Me too” she croaked.

“We were saying we should call Susan” Jerry spoke up.

“Is that okay?” Sean asked Y/n

Y/n nodded her head slightly, and Sean & Jerry left the room.

Y/n removed herself from Laynes lap, she looked at him as she whispered, “I can’t do this anymore Layne”

Layne looked at her, his eyes watery “Don’t say that”

“Everything is too complicated” She said “I just need a break”

“We’ll get you a break okay? We could go anywhere you want” Layne held her “Just please don’t leave me” He whispered

Y/n clung onto him tightly “I won’t” she whispered

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No this was too crazy

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Summer break Pt.13 - Seattlehead

!Final Part!

Warnings: Smoking, profanity

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Seattle, WA 1986

“So he just threw you on the bus?” Andrew said, his eyes widened.

Y/n popped her lips, “Yup”

“That’s fucken harsh” her friend said, taking a hit out of a cigarette.

It had been 4 weeks since Y/n left LA, and a lot has happened.

First, she left her parents house as soon as she got to Seattle (2 days, to be exact). She moved in with Stone, and one of his band members, Jeff. Second, she chopped all her hair off, which wasn’t really her idea, more Jeff’s ideas but hey, at least now she looks cool. Third, shes taking her dream of becoming a guitarist more seriously, going around and jamming out with different people. She met this sick ass fucken singer named Layne, so she’s been trying to convince him to join her band.

And no, she hasn’t touched another needle since she left LA. And another no, she hasn’t spoken to Duff since the incident.

But she has talked to Fru, telling him everything that happened. He’s told her that guns is still together, which she was relived to hear. As for him, he’s just joined the Red Hot Chili Peppers, which made Y/n very excited for him.

“So you haven’t spoken to him since?” Andrew asked her.

“I keep telling her to, but she doesn’t have the balls to call him” Stone remarked.

“Cut me some slack- I just don’t know what to say” Y/n rolled her eyes.

“I say you call him” Jeff quipped

Y/n felt her heard drop “Right now?”

“Well yea, you can’t avoid him forever” Andrew said.

“Fuck- Okay fine” Y/n said abruptly, standing up and heading towards Andrews phone.

“FINALLY!” Stone yelled out.

Y/n took a deep breath in as she dialed in Duffs number, hoping he wasn’t home, but also hoping he was.

Hearing the phone ring a few more times, she turned to look at her friends, “What the fuck do i say if he answers?” She asked

They all shrugged, “Hello maybe?” Jeff said before they all laughed.

Y/n rolled her eyes, before feeling her heart drop as she heard the voice on the other end.

“Hello?” She heard, recognizing the voice

She cleared her throat, “Hey- is Duff home?”

“Y/n?” The voice said, quietly.

“Slash” She said

“Holy shit Y/n” He said again

“Yea it’s- it’s me” She stuttered out

“How um- how are you?” Slash said.

“I’m good” She hummed, hearing other voices in the background growing louder.

“That’s good- look i just wanna apologize for wha-” Slash started, getting cut off by Y/n

“It’s okay Slash” She said, taking in a breath, “So um- is Duff home?”

“Yea- he is” Slash said

Y/n heard mumbling on the other end, a little more like arguing before the voice of her brothers appeared.

“Y/n?” He said

“The one and only” She nervously joked

“Glad to hear you’re alive” Duff said “Heard you moved out”

“Yea, i did” She twirled the phone cord with her finger “Glad to hear guns is still together” she said.

“Almost killed Slash but, as you heard i didn’t.”

Y/n let out a nervous laugh, “Yea um- Sorry about y’know, everything”

“It’s cool” He said, and she could just imagine him shrugging on the other end.

“Okay- cool. Yea” She awkwardly said.

“So how’s seattle?” Duff asked nonchalantly

“It’s good, raining like a bitch though” She said

She heard her brother let out a laugh, “Not surprising”

She smiled “Yea-”

“Y/N WE GOTTA GO!” Stone yelled out

“Who was that?” Duff asked

“My roommate- look I gotta go Duff, I’ll call you another time” She said

“Okay well, talk to you later Y/n” Duff said

Y/n hung up the phone before looking over at Stone, “What was that about?” She asked

“We gotta go to Laynes remember? convince him to join your band” Stone said

“Oh yea, hey you still have the number of that one drummer, what was his fucken name… Sean?” Y/n asked

“Hell yea i do” Stone smiled at her as they all walked out of Andrews place.

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THE END!!!!!

Sorry if this ending was short- just wanted to fill you guys on what happened when Y/n got back to seattle.

I hope you guys enjoyed this fic, and the ending. Thank you all for sticking around!!!! Im honestly so sad i finished it 🙁🙁🙁

till next time, xxxgnrbitch

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Summer break pt. 8 - Petals

Warnings: Drug usage, Y/n making out with men, also a bit of angst

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Day 9, 1886, nighttime

“Are you going like that?” Y/n asked John, referring to what the boy was wearing.

“Yea, is there something wrong with it?” John said looking down at what he was wearing.

“No it’s fine Fru, i was just asking” Y/n said smiling at him.

“You look really pretty” The boy said, blushing

Y/n smiled harder, “Thank you” she said, wrapping her arm around his neck and giving him a kiss.

Y/n had changed into a white muscle shirt, a jean skirt (Which she made herself, they never made made them short enough, plus these fit her right under her bellybutton, which was perfect in her eyes), and obviously her black & white superstars.

“Let go before they leave us” Y/n said grabbing her bag.

“Finally you guys are ready” Duff said getting up from the couch.

“It was your sister” John said

“Way to throw me under the bus Fru” Y/n rolled her eyes

The boys laughed as they walked out the door

“We’re going walking?” Y/n asked turning her head to look at Duff, who was walking in back of her with Mandy under his arm.

“Yea, it’s not too far, just down the block”

“Cool” was all the girl said as she turned her attention back to John.

“Are you excited?” She asked, going to hold his hand.

John held her hand, “Yea, i’m pretty stoked”, “Hey i’m surprised they didn’t say anything”

“About?” Y/n furrowed her brows, looking up at him, then back to the street they were walking on, everyone was walking behind them talking and laughing about some nonsense.

“About me being in the same room as you changed” He whispered, trying not to let Duff hear.

“WHAT!” The pair heard Duff say

“I turned around i swear!” John said, facing Duff and putting his arms up in defense.

Duff stopped looking at Mandy to turn to look at the boy standing in front of him.

“What are you talking about?” Duff furrowed his eyebrows.

“He’s talking about nothing, don’t worry Duff” Y/n said as she locked her arm with Johns, turning him back around.

As they continued to walk, Y/n burst into laughter “Oh my god John that was so funny” the girl said in between breaths

“Shut up. I was really scared Y/n” John mumbled

Y/n grabbed his face “Aww it’s okay, don’t worry their too drunk to understand anything” She smiled.

John rolled his eyes and smiled “Okay yaya can we get over this now?”

“For now yes, but tomorrow no” She smiled at him.

Now the gnr boys had walked in front of them, going into the club through the back door.

“Their with us” Duff said to the bouncer, cigarette in his mouth.

As they walked into the back rooms, John and Y/n looked around the sleazy, dirty room. Their nostrils filled with the smell of alcohol & cigarettes.

“Do you guys wanna watch on the side of the stage?” Duff asked the pair

“No, we wanna be in the crowd” Y/n said “Can we get some beers?” She said, nodding her head to the table full of alcohol.

“Not- to many” Duff hiccuped “Only one of us can be drunk” He laughed

“Obviously we know who that one is” Y/n laughed as she shook her head, leading John to sit with her on a dirty, old looking couch.

“I’m really excited” Y/n said as she popped open a beer, handing it to John.

“Me too” John said, taking a sip of his beer, “I’ve been tryna see them for months”

Y/n smiled at him as she took a drink.

The two chatted while the rest of the guys were getting ready for their show, drinking more than they should have.

“Guns you’re up in one minute!” Y/n heard the stage guy say, she grabbed Johns hand as a signal for them to leave to the front of the stage, and bid all the guys luck.

“You guys probably don’t need my luck-” Y/n started as she got interrupted by Slash

“I do!” The man said, placing his top hat on. (Y/n was sorta confused about that, where did that hat come from?)

Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes, “But good luck” she said as she & John walked out of the back rooms.

Y/n squeezed Johns hand as they successfully pushed their way in front of the crowd.

After a few seconds of silence, a screech was heard.

“HOW ARE YALL DOIN TO FUCKEN NIGHT”

Y/n looked up at the stage to see Axl holding the mic, with his teased hair and purple eyeshadow, Y/n smiled and screamed.

Axl went back to his normal tone introducing the band, “We’re guns n fucken roses and we’re gonna fuck shit up tonight”

Y/n turned to look at John, a huge smile on both of their faces, excitement lingering onto them.

The music started, and nothing could prepare Y/n for what the fuck was about to happen.

She felt a wave of shock going through her body as Axl sang, his high pitched voice made her feel every single emotion that was coming out of his body.

And the two monsters that are Slash and Izzy, they went so perfectly together. Perfect lead, perfect rhythm. Slash might just be her new favorite guitarist.

Stevens drums were fucken great, the was she caught him bouncing up and down as he played made her smile even bigger, he was the perfect drummer for guns n fucken roses.

And turning to look at her brother, they made eye contact as they smiled at each other. She really couldn’t be prouder, she could cry. Watching her brother onstage with what might be the hardest rock band, she realized this was it. This is what he had been searching for, even back in seattle. This was what was on his mind as he packed up and left their home. And she didn’t feel resentment anymore. Now she understood.

As they finished their set, bidding goodbye to the crowd, Y/n and John were approached by a girl.

“John? is that you?” She said as she approached them.

Johns eyes widened, “Uh yea- hey” he stuttered out.

“John! I thought you were gonna call me?” The girl said, not noticing Y/n was there.

“I uh- I haven’t got the chance” He said, quickly looking over to Y/n.

“But we hung out two days ago? Don’t tell me you forget about me” The girl smiled as she got closer to John.

“Two days ago huh?” Y/n finally said, turning to look at John. That fucken bastard.

“Y/n I sw-” John said as Y/n grabbed his hand and dragged him out the bar.

“Who the fuck is that John” Y/n said angrily as the two stood on the side walk.

“Y/n shes nobody”

“Doesn’t fucken seem like it” The girl said, crossing her arms.

“Y/n-”

“Today’s tuesday, we didn’t hang out saturday, huh that’s fucken funny that was two fucken days ago” Y/n calculated “You fucken told me we couldn’t hang out because your parents were home!”

“I don’t know what you want me to say” John said

“I want you to tell me who the fuck that is and what the fuck you guys did” Y/n raised her voice

“Jesus fucken christ” The boy rubbed his face in front of her

“Tell. Me.”

“I think you could guess what we did” John annoyingly said.

“What?” Y/n said, truly fucken appalled by this bullshit.

“I said-” he started

“No i know what the fuck you said” “Why would you do that to me?” Y/n spoke, voice cracking.

“God i don’t fucken know” He said, running his hands through his hair. “Why does it matter? You and I aren’t anything”

“We aren’t anything?” Y/n repeated, saddened.

“I mean yea- you’re leaving” He said

“So you couldn’t fucken wait to fuck her till after I left?” Y/n said, getting angry again.

“Oh my fucken god Y/n”

“Fuck you John!” Y/n yelled

“I’m fucken leaving” John said as he turned around and began to walk away.

“Fuck you!” She yelled “Go fuck that bitch again! She’s fucken nothing compared to me!” She yelled.

Y/n felt quite embarrassed after her last comment, but she sighed and entered the club again. Surprised she got in with ease.

Her mission now was to find the guys, looking around at the bar they weren’t there, so she went into the back rooms. And of course, she found them there.

There were a bunch of girls in there, abut she clearly saw Duff and Mandy on the couch together.

She quickly walked up to them and hugged Duff, catching him by surprise.

“Duff! you guys were fucken amazing” She spoke over the music that played in the background.

“Heyyyy- thanks sister sister” Duff hiccuped

Y/n just laughed

“Where’d you go?” Mandy asked Y/n

“Just to the bathroom” She lied

“Wait… where’s Fru?” Mandy asked, eyebrows furrowed.

“Yeaaaaaaa, where is the dude” Duff slurred, looking behind Y/n.

“He left” Y/n blankly said, trying not to roll her eyes at the thought of him.

“What! why?” Mandy asked

“Not sure, he just said he needed to go, and to tell you guys you were amazing” She lied once again

“hm” Was all Mandy said, “There’s some more guys here” she quietly said to Y/n, “Go mingle with them” She winked at her.

Y/n smiled at her, “Will do”

Y/n searched around for someone interesting to talk to, realizing no one was really to interesting for her to go up to.

She sat down on a smaller couch, Izzy sitting on the other end.

The girl grabbed the bottle that was in front of her, taking a pretty large sip of it.

After a few moments of her drinking and examining the room, Izzy spoke up.

“Where’s your boyfriend” He said, drunkly turning his head to her.

And Y/n who was also drunk by this point, couldn’t stop herself from rolling her eyes. “Fucken bitch left” She hiccuped.

“Jesus” Izzy laughed, “What’d he do?”

“Fucken bastard fucked a bitch!” she said, eyebrows furrowing.

Izzy laughed, “Pretty sure a guy like Fru has fucked a lot of bitches”

“Izzyyy” Y/n said “You’re not helping”

“Hey” Izzy said, motioning Y/n to pass him the bottle “I’m not good with this girl talk” he said taking a swig.

“You’re supposed to say” Y/n sighed, “Fuck him Y/n you’re soooo beautiful and amazing”

Izzy bursted into laughter and passed the bottle back to Y/n, “I’m not saying all that, but just pretend i did” He smiled as he watched Y/n roll her eyes and take another drink.

“Fine” Y/n said wiping her mouth “Thank you Izzy you’re such an amazing girlfriend” She laughed

“Okay no” Izzy smiled “I’m a rockstar”

“You sure fucken are Izzy” Y/n drunkly smiled

“Did you like the show?” Izzy asked

“Like? I fucken loved it dude” She said “You guys are gonna be so fucken big” she sighed happily.

Izzy just smiled and layed back.

“HEY!” a voice was heard “You guys need to get the fuck out”

Y/n turned her head to look at whoever was speaking, to see the stage manager guy standing next to some fat bald dude, which was the one who was talking.

“Yea we’re fucken leaving” Axls voice was heard.

Izzy drunkly stood up and motioned Y/n to get up “Time for us to go” he said

Y/n stood up and followed everyone leaving out the exit.

She looked around to see where everyone was going, and she just followed them.

“PARTY AT THE HELL HOUSE!” A voice yelled out as people cheered.

The hell house… wasn’t that the place Duff didn’t want her to go?

Cause now she was going. And she was gonna party.

Y/n followed along with the crowd to this beat down house, who the fuck even lived here?

Going inside, it seemed like there already was a party going on.

The music was blaring, drugs and alcohol were being passed around like nothing.

Y/n ended up taking a blue pill from a girl with a cat mask on, which probably wasn’t the best idea since now Y/n was dancing. And Y/n Mckagan did not dance.

She felt someone go behind her and start to dance with her, but he was probably just grinding himself on her.

Another thing that was grinding, Y/n’s teeth. A sign that she should probably just call it a night. But she didn’t, she grabbed the dudes hand and led him to the bathroom (which she wasn’t surprised was empty, everyone was just fucking everywhere).

“I’m Tom Ki-” The man with black hair spoke.

“I don’t care who you are” Y/n spoke as she grinded her teeth, “Just kiss me.”

And he did. He wasn’t kissing her as hard as she wanted though, so that pissed Y/n off as she pulled herself away from him, looked him up and down (probably with her infamous stank face) and left the bathroom.

And who would Y/n be if she didn’t bump into someone. That someone was Slash.

“Hey Slash” The girl looked up to him

“Hey pretty” He smiled at her, also probably high.

Y/n smiled at him as she grabbed his hand, leading him down to an empty room down the hall.

“Not having a good time?” He asked, looking at her.

“Could be better” She smiled at him, closing the door.

“Really?” He smirked at her, the two completely forgetting that this was wrong. That they both said they weren’t gonna do it again. But at this point, how could they remember? And how could they care when they were both so ridiculously fucked up.

Y/n looked up at him, the two already standing close to one another, “Kiss me” the girl said.

Slash slammed his lips against hers, both moving rhythmically with each other, or what they thought was. To a sober eye, it was messy.

Y/n bit Slash’s bottom lip as they looked into each others blown pupils.

She pulled away to take a breath, grabbing his hand again and leading him to the bed that at the corner of the room.

Slash layed down as Y/n got on top again, their make out session continuing, Y/n took her shirt off as an out of breath Slash looked at her, and as they reconnected their lips, they heard the door open.

“Oh fuck no” The raspy voice was heard.

They both looked up, looking at Izzy.

“Jesus fucken christ you two” Izzy said as he closed the door and turned on the lights.

The pair squinted at the sudden action.

“What?” Y/n confusingly said.

“you two” Izzy said, pointing at the both of them “Should not be fucken doing… whatever you two are doing!”

Slash & Y/n looked at each other, then back at Izzy.

“Y/n, get off of Slash” Izzy slurred, “And put your shirt back on!”

Y/n cheeks heated up as she listened to what Izzy said.

“You guys… have to stop this” Izzy scolded them, “Even i’m fucked up and i can see how wrong this is”

The two said nothing. Their high was killed, and now they were being scolded by a drunk Izzy.

“I’m not gonna tell Duff, we’re all too fucked up to remember this in the morning anyways” Izzy said.

“Cmon Y/n, I’m taking you back to Duffs place” Izzy said.

Y/n got up and looked back to Slash, “Bye Slash” she smiled, still having that teasing look on her face.

“Bye pretty” Slash said, looking down at her lips then back to her eyes.

Y/n followed Izzy out the house, feet trippin on each other as they walked back home.

“You’re gonna thank me for this” Izzy said as he looked at Y/n

“Izzy, I just wanted to have some fun” Y/n sighed out, walking next to him.

Izzy saw Y/n’s teeth grind against each other, rolling his eyes as he figured out why Y/n wanted to fuck someone.

“Jesus, what’da take?” He asked, almost tripping himself.

“Just some blue pill a girl gave me” She shrugged, crossing her arms at how cold it was.

“This your first time doing Molly?” He asked her

“If that’s what the pill was, yes” She said, nearing Duffs place.

“You ever taken anything else?”

“Seattle only has two narcotics, Oxy and heroin” She said “I’ve only one Oxy”

“I’ve never done Oxy” Izzy said, this was his first time hearing of such thing actually, he’s gonna have to try it out when the band goes down to Seattle.

“It’s cool, but im not out abusing that shit” She said.

“hm, that’s good” Izzy said as they walked into Duffs apartment.

“Yea… thanks for bringing me home, you going back?” She asked him.

“Nah gonna crash here for tonight” Izzy said, taking off his shoes and laying on the couch.

“You could use Slashs bed” Y/n said looking at Izzy’s body on the couch.

“Mm, already comfortable here” He mumbled, already falling asleep.

“okay, goodnight” Y/n said as she walked into her shared room, not even closing the door.

She threw herself on her bed and immediately crashed.

Let’s hope no one remembers tonight’s mishap

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Holyyyyyy fucken shit

Honestly i surprised myself with the turn this took. Hopefully you guys don’t mind that little interaction between Slash & Y/n 😳😳… cause let’s be real that would’ve probably happen irl.

And Izzy…. a single mom who works two jobs. That’s it.

Till next time! xxx

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[gnrbitch]

Summer Break Pt.5- This Night Has Opened My Eyes

Warnings: Profanity, smoking, drug usage, death

Y/n’s outfit (Except for the shoes sorry lads😓 & imagine it with some black stockings if u want)

I didn’t spell check sorry guys!!😭

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Day 5, 1986

“Hey is it cool if i go to a concert tonight?” Y/n asked Duff, turning to look at him as they sat and watched TV.

“Who’s playing?” He asked looking at his little sister.

“I’m not sure… Fru just invited me” She said furrowing her eyebrows, realize she doesn’t even know who she’s gonna be watching.

“Huh” Duff said “Your going with that Fru kid?”

“Who else? He’s the only person i know here who’s not associated with you” she laughed and nudged him.

Duff rolled his eyes “I don’t know Y/n…”

“Comon please! I’ll tell you if any shit happens” She begged him, she really wanted to go with John, plus she had already agreed!

“I just- Fuck” Duff sighed, remembering what Izzy had told him. “Okay, fine you could go”

“Yes! Thank you thank you thank you!” The girl said, smiling brightly at her brother.

“Im trusting you Y/n” Duff said, narrowing his eyes at Y/n.

“And thank you for doing that, it means a lot” She smiled at him.

Duff felt proud of himself at that moment, returning a smile at the girl looking up at him. But he couldn’t shake the concern of letting Y/n out on the streets of LA. At night to add.

“i’m gonna get ready. Mandy you wanna help me choose something out?” Y/n turned over to look at the blonde girl, who almost jumped out of her seat at that question.

“Oh my god yes yes yes Y/n! Let’s go!” She said getting up, grabbing Y/n’s hand.

Duff laughed at the two girls, surprised that Y/n asked Mandy to help her out, but happy that the two women he loved were spending time together.

“Okay, what are you thinking?” Mandy said, sitting on Slash’s bed.

“I’m not sure, something cute but not too much you know?”

Mandy crossed her legs, “I see, what are you options?”

Y/n looked around her bag, pulling out two options, first a pair of black, more fitted jeans than she usually wears, paired with a off the shoulder- cropped long sleeve. Then a cropped Misfits baby-tee, paired with a black mini skirt.

“I was thinking either of these” she said laying them out on her bed.

Mandy stood up to look at her options, furrowing her eyebrows.

“Okay I love that skirt, but what if you switch this shirt- with this shirt” Mandy said switching the misfits shirt with the black long sleeve.

“God you’re smart, should i try it on?” Y/n said, looking up at her brothers girlfriend.

“Yes! Give me a little fashion show” Mandy laughed as she clapped her hands together, “I could step out while you change” She said, standing straight and looking at Y/n.

“No it’s fine, I’ll just turn around.” Y/n smiled.

Mandy went to go sit back on Slash’s bed while Y/n faced the other way and started to change.

Turning back around, she revealed the outfit to Mandy.

“How does it look?” She asked, smiling.

“You look SOOO GOOD!” Mandy said, huge smile on her face.

“Do i?” Y/n asked, smoothing her hands over her skirt.

“Yes Y/n! But i feel like if you added some stockings it would look even fucken better” Mandy said, looking at Y/n’s bare legs, “Plus it might be a bit windy tonight, so they’ll help you not be so cold” She said, smiling at the girl infront of her.

“I don’t have any stockings”

“It’s okay! I have a million of pairs, you don’t mind if they’re black right?” Mandy said, getting up

“Black is fine” Y/n smiled, it felt good to have a woman in her life that makes her feel good about herself, and not judge her for everything she did.

“Okay i’ll be back!” Mandy said, running out the door.

Y/n laughed to herself, she really started to warm up to Mandy.

“Okay okay i’m back!” Mandy said, out of break and a new pair of stocking in her hands.

“Wow that was fast” Y/n laughed

“I know right, i’m impressed with myself” Mandy laughed along with her, handing her the stockings.

Y/n put them on, turning to look at the dirty mirror that was on the wall, smiling to herself.

“Do you like how it looks?” Mandy smiled at the girl, looking at her through the mirror.

“Fuck yea, thanks for helping me Mandy” Y/n said, turning back to face her.

“Of course! Us girls gotta help each other out!” Mandy said.

“Yea, we do huh” Y/n smiled at her, heart warm & excited for what’s to come later in the night.

“Do you wanna stay in here while I do my hair and makeup?” Y/n asked Mandy

“Hell yes!” Mandy said in a happy tone.

Y/n grabbed her small makeup bag & sat on the floor, in front of the mirror.

“So this Fru kid, do you have a crush on him?” Mandy asked as she watched Y/n put her makeup on.

“Honestly Mandy, i don’t know” Y/n sighed, now really thinking about her feelings towards John.

“Well how do you feel when you’re around him?” She said, small smile on her face.

“Happy, and I don’t know, I get nervous if he looks at me for too long”

Mandy smiled “I think you do have a crush on him”

“Fuck. I think I do too” Y/n said, disappointment in her voice.

“Why so down honey?” Mandy said, sympathetic look on her face.

“I don’t wanna have a crush on Fru” Y/n said, looking down at the mascara in her hands.

“Is it cause you’re gonna leave?”

“Yea, plus I know he really likes me too, and if something happens between us it’s gonna make everything complicated, it’s gonna make it too hard to leave. And i don’t want that to hurt him” Y/n said, voiced lace with anxiety.

“I had a boyfriend back home before I came to California” Mandy said.

“Really? did he come with you?” Y/n asked her, looking at her through the mirror.

Mandy sighed, “No, he didn’t, he couldn’t”

“Why not?”

“Cause he was supporting his family, financially, he was the man of the house, he couldn’t leave them behind.”

“What happened when you left?” Y/n curiously said.

“It hurt me, and him, but I just had to think about all the fun me and him had, everything he taught me.” , “Maybe John was put into you’re life to help you grow as a person.” Mandy said, smiling as she saw Y/n looking at her.

“Finish your makeup Y/n” Mandy laughed

“Okay okay sorry” Y/n said, putting on mascara.

“And the thing is Y/n- don’t worry about what’s gonna happen when you leave, enjoy right now, that’s why we’re living”

“Yea, i guess i’m thinking about it too hard” Y/n sighed as she put her mascara back in her bag.

Adding finial touched to her makeup, she looked over to Mandy, “How do i look?”

“Like a model” Mandy smiled

“Oh you’re boosting my ego Mandy” Y/n shyly said.

“Good! You should act like your the prettiest girl in the room. Always.”

Y/n smiled at Mandy, “Thank you Mandy, you’re the best” she said getting up and hugging her.

“Of course Y/n, I know you’re probably not comfortable talking about this with your brother” Mandy said, hugging Y/n back.

“And don’t worry, this stays between us” Mandy smiled as Y/n let go.

“Thank you”

“Don’t worry about it, but speaking of your brother, I should go make sure he’s alive” Mandy winked at her.

Y/n laughed, “Yea”.

Mandy left and closed the door as Y/n went back into her duffle back and pulled out another white pair of long socks, putting them over her stockings, she scrunched them up and put on her trusty black & white adidas (superstars).

Looking at the broken clock, she thought she should probably leave now. Grabbing the same one shoulder bag as yesterday, she put in her cigarettes & lighter.

Y/n walked out the room to find everyone there, and an unfamiliar face.

“I’m leaving now Duff” Y/n said quietly, moving over next to her brother.

“Y/n! Where are you going?” Steven said whistling at her.

Y/n rolled her eyes “None of your business Stevie”

“Don’t you think you’re gonna be cold?” Duff asked Y/n.

“Hopefully not” Y/n smiled at her brother.

“Who’s your friend” Y/n said nodding her head over the boy who looked like he did not belong there.

“Marc” They boy, Marc said.

“I’m Y/n” Y/n smiled, “Okay we’ll im gonna go, i’ll see you later alright?” Y/n side hugged Duff, we’ll just his head since he was sitting down.

“Alight, be careful, love you” Duff said, feeling weird saying that to Y/n

Y/n smiled, “Love you too Duff”

“Bye guys!” Y/n said, strutting towards the door, hearing everyone but Slash say bye.

Y/n sighed as she walked towards Johns, things with Slash had been weird after what happened, he even left after apologizing to her, not seeing him till now, and he couldn’t even look at her.

She felt like he was making this too much of a big deal, so what if it happened? She’s getting over it and he should too. She thought as she reached Johns steps, seeing him sitting there.

Y/n smiled, “Hey Fru”

John looked up at her, eyes widening when he saw her. “Hi” He managed to stutter out.

“Is my outfit too much?” Y/n asked nervously, which was weird, since she was always a confident person back in Seattle.

“No! No, you look pretty” he smiled at her, now getting up.

“Thanks” Y/n blushed, “Let’s go?”

“Yea let’s go” He said

John guided Y/n to the bus stop, but obviously they had to smoke some weed in the meanwhile.

“So what bad are we gonna go see?” Y/n asked John

“The Red Hot Chili Peppers” John said “They’re really good, you’ll like them”

“Yea? what are they like?”

“They’re like, Funky but rock” John said, trying to explain to Y/n, “But trust me you’ll like them”

By this time, the bus had arrived.

“Okay, i’m trusting you” Y/n laughed, getting on the bus.

“Oh yea! Also I know their guitarist, he’s pretty cool” John said, sitting next to Y/n, “He invited me to hang after the show, is that cool with you?”

“Yea that sounds cool, they’re not gonna be… weird right?” Y/n said

“What do you mean weird?” John said furrowing his eyebrows

Y/n looked at John, “Like try to make a move on me weird”

“Oh! No, don’t worry about that” John smiled at her.

“Okay, cool” The girl let out a breath.

*

Y/n and John quickly arrived to where RHCP were performing, which was a pretty small venue that smelled like piss and beer.

The band hit the stage and at first, Y/n didn’t quite know how to feel about them, she stared at the four men on stage with furrowed eyebrows, that was until they played their second song, which Y/n liked.

The rest of their set went really good, Y/n and John got ahold of some beer, and they bobbed their heads along to the music, Johns arm slung around Y/n’s shoulder.

“Thanks to everyone for coming out tonight, i’m Anthony, this is Flea-” Anthony pointed to a smiling boy with a tooth gap, “Our guitarist sir Hillel, and Jack the drummer boy!”

Y/n and John were already tipsy at this point, they cheered along with everyone else, clapping their hands together.

“Did you like them?” John said, mouth by her ear.

Y/n looked up to John and smiled “Yea, they had me on lock by their third song”

Both of their heads turned when they heard a voice call out for John.

“John!” They man, and as Y/n squinted her eyes and looked closer, she saw it was Hillel.

“Hey Hillel! You guys killed it” John smiled slyly

“Thanks dude!” Hillel said, out of breath, he looked at Y/n then looked back at John, smiling “Who’s you’re friend John?”

“Im Y/n” The girl smiled at Hillel

“Nice name, are you two-” he said, signaling between the pair, “A thing?”

“Oh!” The both of them said at the same time, quickly looking at each other.

“no we’re just friends” John said, flustered

Y/n spoke, also flustered “Yea, we just met”

Hillel looked at the two, smiling because he could just feel the tension between them, and even if it was dark, he knew the both of them, well mostly John, since he knew him better, were blushing.

Plus, John wasn’t the kind of person to just hang out with people his age, and in the short time period that Hillel has known John, he can’t remember even one time that John has bought someone along with him, Hillel even wondered if John was a virgin with how lonely the boy was!

“Yea, I get it, you guys wanna go backstage?” He said

“That’s cool” Y/n said, still under Johns arm

The three walked backstage, and Hillel didn’t even stop to introduce them to the other members.

“What was that?” John said furrowing his eyebrows as they walked into a small dressing room, Hillels girlfriend (is what Y/n assumed) already in there.

Hillel sighed, “We got into it again”

“Is it okay if I ask why?” Y/n tilted her head

“Anthony, he’s just- fucken controlling” Hillel rolled his eyes.

“Oh” Y/n said, not really knowing how to respond.

“Anyways, sit down!” He said, pointing to the couch

Y/n and John went over to sit, two chairs in front of them, which was where Hillel and his girlfriend were sitting.

“This is my girlfriend, Janette” He said

“Hi, I’m Y/n” Y/n smiled at the tired looking girl.

“Hello, had anyone told you how pretty you are?” Janette drunkly, or highly said, Y/n was tryna tell the difference.

“So!” Hillel said, grabbing some shit out of his pocket, “Where’d the two of you meet?” He said, putting some substance, which Y/n confirmed was heroin, onto a spoon.

Y/n felt John stiff up, looking at her.

“We bumped into each other, literally” Y/n said, looking at him light up the spoon “Then we just hung out after”

“That’s nice, a cute start to a cute love story” Hillel teased the two, “babe, can you wrap my arm?” he said looking over to his girlfriend.

Y/n laughed, now lighting a cigarette and giving one to John.

“Not quite Hillel” John said “Y/n leaving in a few weeks”

Hillel sucked in a breath as he shot himself up, “Leaving? where you going little lady?”

“Seattle, I live there” Y/n said, chilling going through her body as she watched.

“Seattle? where’s that” Hillel said, eyes closing

“Washington, DC” Y/n said, closely watching him, a bad feeling in her stomach.

“Well why can’t you stay here?”

Y/n just laughed, “That’s impossible”

“Hold on I needa-” Hillel said, standing up

“woah you good?” John said, also standing up

And with a breath, Hillels eyes rolled back and his body slammed on the floor.

“Shit Hillel man” John rushed over to him

“Fuck” Y/n whispered to herself, also rushing over to them.

“Hillel man wake up” John said, tapping his face.

Y/n grabbed a water bottle that was near her (god knows who’s it was.) and poured some on his face, “Hillel” she said slapping him.

“Hillel!” John said, shaking him.

“Jesus is he even fucken breathing?” Y/n said, putting her ear to his nose.

As John kept shaking him, Y/ns heart dropped at the fact that she couldn’t hear him breathing.

“Fuck John he’s not breathing” Y/n said, fear in her voice.

“No no no” John said, putting his fingers on Hillels neck.

“Hillel comon wake up” Y/n said, lightly slapping his face.

“Did you feel anything?” Y/n asked John, looking up at him.

“No” he sighed, looking at Hillel.

“Fuck” Y/n said, pouring more water on him.

Looking up at Hillels girlfriend, who just sat there and looked at him, Y/n spoke

“Janette call the police”

“What? The police? No no not the police” She said with wide eyes, tears forming.

“Call the fucken police Janette!” Y/n said, now yelling.

Janette stood up and ran out the room, confirming that she called an ambulance because soon enough, the rest of the Red Hot Chili Peppers rushed in.

“What the fuck?” The long haired man said as he saw his guitarist on the floor with blue lips and two teens looming over him.

“Get the fuck away from him” The same man said as he pulled Y/n from her shoulders.

“What happened?” The man with the gapped teeth spoke

“Flea man- he- he fucken shot up and just went down” John said, face wet from his tears.

“Fuck” Jack said, running his hands through his hair.

“We tried to bring him back- I-” Y/n attempted to say, this was absolutely the scariest moment in the poor girls life, she actually just witnessed someone die.

“Just get the fuck out of here” Anthony said “Go!” He yelled at the pair.

So that’s what the two did, but they waited outside till the ambulance came, confirming their fear, Hillel was dead.

As they watched the paramedics roll Hillel away in a body bag, John cried.

“Fru” Y/n said, tears running down her face “I’m so sorry”

“He’s dead Y/n” He said, hugging her, crying in her shoulder.

“I know” she said, running her hands through his neck “I’m so sorry” she repeated.

“We saw him fucken die Y/n” He said, now looking at the mess of a girl in front of him.

Even more tears fell down Y/ns face, “This is so fucked”

“Fuck” John said

“But we tried John” Y/n said, Johns eyes quickly looking at her after hearing him call him by his actual name.

“I know I just” He said, closing his eyes.

“Let’s just- Let’s just go home now okay?” Y/n said in a softer voice.

So they did, walking hand in hand and in complete silence, they walked to the bus stop and waited. And with wide eyes, they probably looked like maniacs. Holding hands, blood shot red eyes, tears on their faces as they sat on the bus. Even the bus driver was giving them weird looks, but Y/n and John did even process it, they couldn’t. Throughout the whole walk the realization of what had happened had been sinking more and more into their skin, into their brain until all they could think about was Hillels blue lips, eyes wide open, but with no life in them.

*

“Can I-” Y/n cleared her throat, standing outside of Johns apartment “Can i spend the night?”

“Please do” John said, looking at her.

They walked into his place, b-lining it to his room.

They were silent as the both stood there, until John spoke,

“Do you wanna change?” He said, quietly

“Yea” Y/n said as John grabbed her one of his shirts and a pair of his boxers.

“You don’t mind putting these on right? They’re clean” He said as he showed her his boxers.

This made Y/n laugh a bit “Thanks for clearing that up, and no i don’t mind”

John let out a breathy laugh, “I’ll step ou-”

“No! no please” Y/n said, grabbing his arm “Don’t leave” She said as tears started to form in her eyes.

“Okay, I won’t- I’ll just turn around” He said, holding her hand for a quick second then letting go, turning around while Y/n changed.

Duff

“Where the fuck is she?” Duff said as he paced around his home.

“Well certainly not here” Steven said, trying to lift the mood.

“This isn’t fucken funny Steven. It’s about to be one am and she’s still not here”

“Okay sorry” The boy shrugged.

“Try to calm down sweetie, maybe she just lost track of time” Mandy said, trying to defend Y/n.

“No! No she’s probably out doing some shit she knows she’s not supposed to” Duff said running his fingers through his hair.

“Okay first who cares about that? Let’s just hope she’s okay” Axl said, furrowing his eyebrows.

“I do! I fucken care, obviously i care if she’s okay but fuck! I don’t wanna send Y/n back to Seattle a fucken addict!” Duff said in a harsh tone, which made Slash shift uncomfortably in his seat.

“Look she’s probably dancing around with that kid, just trust her Duff” Izzy said in a monotone voice.

“Trust! Trust! Trust is what got me here in the first fucken place, I put some trust in her, send her out, and now it’s one am and she’s not fucken home!”

Mandy sighed, where the fuck was Y/n?

*

Y/n and John layed in his bed, Y/n’s hand running through his hair as he held her.

“Thanks for staying” John spoke, tiredly

“Thanks for letting me stay” Y/n said

“I don’t know what I would’ve done if you weren’t here” John said, voice shaking.

“Me either” The girl said, using her other hand that wasn’t in Johns hair to wipe his tears.

“Do you think your brothers gonna be mad?” John asked her, sniffling.

“Fucken pissed, but i don’t care” Y/n said, “I would rather be here with you”

As John drifted off to sleep, Y/n stayed up, letting tears fall down her face. Her mind was an absolute wreck, why the fuck did this had to happen? Why the fuck did Hillel had to die right in front of her and John?

She looked down at the boy sleeping, eyes rimmed with red and lips puffy from crying. Poor John, she thought as she cried harder, he just saw his friend fucken die, what the fuck is he gonna do now? What’s gonna happen when she leaves?

The last thing Y/n remembers thinking about before she drifted off to sleep was, what the fuck was she gonna tell Duff?

*

“I really don’t want you to go” John said as he hugged her

“I know, i don’t wanna leave either” Y/n spoke, her clothes in one hand, “But i have to, I’ll try to come back later okay?” She said, wiping tears from Johns face.

“Okay” he said silently “Bye Y/n”

“Bye Fru” Y/n said as she kissed his cheek.

Walking up the stairs to Duffs place, Y/n had to stop and cry, wiping her eyes, she walked into his apartment.

Watching all eyes fall on her, Y/n wanted to burst into tears, but she couldn’t.

“What the fuck Y/n?” Duff said, standing up “Where the fuck were you? What the fuck happened?”

“Look” Y/n said, sighing “I just- I can’t right now” She said, voice cracking.

“You can’t? what the fuck does that mean? Who’s fucken clothes are these?” He said, getting angrier and not being able to really see how much of a mess Y/n looked.

“Their Frus Duff”

“What’s wrong with you? are you strung out?” Duff said, grabbing Y/n by the arm.

“Duff calm down-” Mandy said worry look on her face.

“No don’t tell me to calm down Mandy- I thought you were fucken dead Y/n!” Duff said, angry look on his face.

The rest of the boys decided to stay quiet, even if they really wanted to know what happened, cause that would explain why Y/n looked like such a fucken mess.

“Duff not right now” Y/n said, feeling a lump in her throat.

“No no! You’re gonna tell me what the fuck happened or i’m never gonna let you see that Fru boy again.”

“Duff please” Y/n said, trying to get out of her brothers grip, “Let go of me Duff” Y/n said, now getting angry and yanking herself out of Duffs grip.

“Don’t catch a fucken attitude with me Y/n” Duff said

“Or what?” The girl said, now getting riled up.

“Y/n I swear to go you better-”

“I don’t wanna fucken tell you! I don’t wanna tell you what happened okay? So just fucken drop it and leave me the fuck alone” Y/n said, voice raised.

“No i’m not gonna drop it!” Duff yelled

“Fine! You wanna know what happened? He died Duff! He fucken died right in front of my fucken face!” Y/n said, now yelling.

Everyone’s heart dropped, thinking about how they just saw a music magazine announce the death of the guitarist from the red hot chili peppers.

“Who died Y/n?” Duff asked, voice now quiet, afraid to set off Y/n.

“Hillel! Hillel died! he’s fucken dead!” Y/n continued to yell, yesterdays memories starting to flood her head.

“Calm down Y/n” Duff said, trying to calm the girl in front of her.

“No! Fuck you Duff!” Y/n said “I told you to fucken drop it! And you didn’t!”

“Okay okay i’m sorry Y/n” he said

Y/n’s mood had a sudden drop, the girl rolled her eyes at Duff, walking away and mumbled “Whatever, i need a fucken shower”

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Chapter 5!!! Kinda lagged to put this one out im sorry!!! Schools just been a complete bitch this week.

But hope you guys enjoyed!! Do you guys think her and Duffs argument was cringe?😭. Should a do a small chapter with what was going through the other guys head while Duff & Y/n argued? let me know!! Till next time xxx sorry for the trauma.

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