#dopamine gone. next project. infinite loop forever fuck your entire life .

[moe-broey]

Oughhh I'm def running out of steam/am gonna be forced to at least slow down bc. I planned my med refills. Poorly.

#maybe .. there is a secret to this as well. resource management. #i Might be able to do more tomorrow i don't really feel it until day 2. #but also. maybe. you can't have a three page comic done in three days. DEVASTATED BY THIS NEWS ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #i've got two pages almost entirely sketched (one has a big establishing shot and i don't wanna fuck w bgs just yet) #and using a notebook for drafting has been extremely useful to the process actually. keeps me busy #switching between concepts and lightbox and actual paper. i do live for that shit reminds me of my bigger stuff in general #but i am FIGHTING. my piece of shit brain which loves to fixate on ONE THING until it's gone and then it's gone forever. #i feel like i'm in a race against the clock like i don't know WHEN time will run out but when it DOES #dopamine gone. next project. infinite loop forever fuck your entire life . #SAD