#dooont worry abt me pleeeease

[soggypotatoes]

my mood is so unstable lately that even tho I've been having like, repeated and increasingly dangerous crises, I have times where I'm so totally fine like rn

I just had therapy and obvs I had to tell her everything that's going on but I was like... SO fine and I was like yeah but I think it's over now?? but also I acknowledge that i often just feel like it's over and I'm cured and then I'm back in the pit an hour later

she knows me well enough to understand this tho.. but it's weird having her say how concerned she is when I'm like.. lol, I'm FINE, I'm not gonna do anything, rn all I wanna do is chill and read and go to sleep.. while she's like 'youre in crisis and if you don't go into hospital rn I'm gonna need to see you 4x a week and also speak to ur mother' girl I'm soooo healthy rn but OK lol

#ed mumbles #dooont worry abt me pleeeease #everyone gotta stop worrying #ive recovered from everything so far havent i #its all goooddddd #also me in a good mood not knowing how to convey all this information #like yeah im doing behaviours i havent seen before and experiencing new levels of things... I GUESS? #idk lol APPARENTLY.. i dont know abt any of that #but i have to tell her the truth 🙄 #i could keep it from her but then id be all mad at myself later