#done nothing to. i only have beef with ONE neighbour.... everybody else im polite to and i mind my business

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like I'm actually sick of being at my grandma's house when one cousin leaves another comes in it's so crowded here and it's not anybody's fault I'm not even supposed to be here and I want to go back to my house so badly I'm constantly having to travel back and forth between homes because everytime I go back to my house my neighbours are doing something to drive me away again. last time I went back 2 neighbours were talking shit about me when I haven't even been at home for a month so all I can take from that is I'm staying on their minds constantly cause they haven't seen me for over a month and they're still talking about me

#basically my sister and i went to my house cause i really want to clear my stuff up #im just preparing to move out because that place is just so fucking horrible it'll be cool for like 2 days then im begging #to stay with someone else cause my neighbours are antagonising me or are just doing bullshit like gossiping about me #im just not comfortable there. and when i had to go back to my grandma's house i heard two neighbours talking about how theyre glad ive left #which i haven't i just haven't been at home for a month. and the thing that struck me the most was these were neighbours ive #done nothing to. i only have beef with ONE neighbour.... everybody else im polite to and i mind my business #so because the beef has extended to all of them even tho i barely know them... im just sick of it i dont want to be around them #i know its because of the last time i was there and the row me and that white woman had but i just know shes been #exaggerating whats been happening for neighbours I've done nothing to to start talking about me #because once they saw me one of the neighbours came outside cause i had to throw something out and just stared at me #until i walked away..... like what the fuck is going on...... i didnt think i would be wishing death on neighbours i thought was cool with #yet here we are.