#don't immediately rant about how much you hate ppl discussing love and relationships after i say something about someone i'm interested in??

[trashbaget]

how do people hate love?

love is such a happy warm and gentle feeling. it is quite probably the happiest emotion i can understand to possibly exist, and i do not understand how people can just detest it. 

and i don’t mean in a romance-repulsed aromantic sort of way, or even in the jokey “y’all are so sweet and lovey it’s disgusting” way. but a genuine, deep-seated hatred of love? 

how do people hear even a mere suggestion at the possibility, a damn joke about dating somebody in a hypothetical future, and say point blank, i don’t care i just don’t want to hear about it. 

just.. how can people hate love so much they insist on putting others down for talking about a feeling that makes them happy?

#i just don't fucking understand it yall #love is love and love is good #the Exact wording for that last one was: man idc i just dont wanna hear about SHITE #i'm just really upset about it at the moment because some friends just ganged up on me in their absolute trashing of ppl talking about love #and i just love love in general #but more than that i have had such an awfully long and difficult journey with myself about how being vulnerable abt my own feelings and love #because i have spent most of my life just shitting on myself for wanting to talk about my feelings with other people because i feel annoying #i feel unwelcome and foolish. ignored? belittled? what word am i looking for. #i feel like people don't give a shit about what i feel and want me to shut the hell up for crissake #and i've only just recently felt comfortable talking about feelings honestly with friends and now i just. #i want to crawl back into the shame cave with my weaved basket full of hearts and sniffle #god just. fuck people who hate love all right #leave me and my happy mumbles alone #don't immediately rant about how much you hate ppl discussing love and relationships after i say something about someone i'm interested in?? #jfc bro just take your wet blanket and have a picnic on the pacific floor don't toss it on me hoping i'll turn into a ghost #excuse me yall i'm just really not happy about thsi right now. some friends just said some shit that rubbed me super wrong and it instantly #shot down the good happy feeling i was finally having during this extreme depressive episode #shut up IM holding the trashtalking breadstick