#does not pair well with the sudden and random unbearable nausea tho lemme tell you

[milkweedman]

*googling* how much is it okay to white out because I stood or sit up ? Just a little bit of whiting out ? Like a few times a day ? Just like a couple dozen ?

#its almost always a little delayed too so i never remember to account for it #i stand up walk for a good 30 seconds and then cant see or breathe for a bit. as you do #does not pair well with the sudden and random unbearable nausea tho lemme tell you #i love when like. my meatsuit had clearly just decided to hit the fuck it button and cause me random misery forever #...also got no sleep due to it being impossible to find a position laying down that doesnt let my knees bend backwards #sigh. anyway. its whatever. at least the nausea is consistent enough that i know just like. not to eat period. #nothing worse than throwing up chips or something really spicy bc you werent expecting to throw up #but id love a break from the whole. having a body and it wants to die. thing. #chronic illness #complaining