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#please ignore.my blog posts for the forseeable futuree #kdbsjosncbskspjckwosjf #dkfksksbbdbkekebdj #i am so afraid of being tjought of negatively #i am so afraid of being bad #and abusive and annoying and controlling #i am so so afraid thst he was right and j juat am making everything up and am twisting his experience and worss andwhat if i am a bad person #what if i am and im just going to drive eveyone away when they find out if he talks to people and proves i am bad #i dont want to be bad i tried to be good #i try so hard to be a good person and what if im not really at all and it shows #i am so terrified of losing people i love i am probably pushing them away